Kat

Tw: ED // sad teen // 18

[cigsonvinyl]

I always feel instant regret after $Hing but then the next day I end up doing it again and I don’t know how to break this stupid toxic cycle

[cigsonvinyl]

I physically can’t handle all this pain I have inside it’s literally eating me alive

[cigsonvinyl]

How much longer do I have to wait till things get better because 10 years should’ve been enough.

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

i wish i could tell everyone how bad im struggling 

[little-depressed-person]

At some point they all going to hate me the way I hate myself

[cigsonvinyl]

Today I relapsed in $H and it’s never felt so reliving

[cigsonvinyl]

Thinking about when I first started my ed and was in the denial stage I genuinely thought I could stop whenever. But then it hits you how stuck you are and you can’t see your life without it. Its just becomes apart of you

[cigsonvinyl]

If the only reason why im still here is because people in my life need me why do I feel so lonely all the damn time

[jiniwithoutthex]

I want to look as sick as I feel. so they know it's real

[ruiningmylifesblog]

Wish I could give my life to someone who wants to be here

[cigsonvinyl]

Eating is easy its the guilt thats hard

[cigsonvinyl]

Im addicted to starvation

[cigsonvinyl]

I wanna get so skinny this summer people are concerned

[the-moon-whisperer]

[kingkyliezzzle]

[cigsonvinyl]

I swear I’ve lost so much of me that my phone doesn’t even recognize me anymore

[cigsonvinyl]

Its been three months and 15 less pounds and I still hate everything about me