☆~CJ~☆

21/genderfluid/lesbian/UK. "courage" obsessive poet/writer.

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Me on a low pain day: The world is so beautiful and full of life.

Me on a high pain day: I will never be happy in this life.

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I need to work harder, I need to be more. Why can I not MOVE?!?!?

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When it's 2am and you decide you want to get your life together but now you can't sleep because you have 586 things planned to do when you wake up. (-_-')

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Taffyta Muttonfudge from Wreck it Ralph is a lesbian.

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Something in my very soul YEARNS to make something beautiful and melodic out of pain and always has.

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I'm locking in!! (This will last maybe a week if we're lucky. I am stuck in a loop of bad habits)

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Oh girl I was EATING UP those tiny scraps of Creloise we got but I NEED moreeeee.

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STOP IT, I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.

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Something people never tell you about OCD is how much it actually SUCKS. like leave me alone!!!!!!!!!

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Me when I forget to drink all day and wonder why my head hurts.

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Myung Jaehyun i love you.

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One thing about me is I LOVE architecture.

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I NEED friends who will roleplay with me please!!! Like I refuse to use character.ai because I don't support ai but I wanna rp sooo bad. I literally don't care what fandom, I'm so down for anything (18+ though because I'm 21)

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I NEED LESBIAN/YURI SHOW, FILM AND/OR BOOK RECOMMENDATIONS RIGHT NOW PLEASE!!!!!

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Why does my body need to nap when I'm like super full from eating?! Isn't food supposed to fuel you?

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What do you mean it's 2026?! Wasn't it like 2016 last week?..

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Some of my favourite weather has got to be when the sun is out, but the wind has a gentle cooling breeze to it, so you get slightly chilly but not cold enough to go indoors.