clione.sys

Bodily 24||Disabled lesbian sys||Polyfrag DID/Autism/BPD|| We do not support endos/willos/tulpas. This is a Traumatic Disorder not to be taken lightly.||Fictive and Brainmade mix||Littles are not allowed to interact or post|| We are not discourse-free.|| PFP art: st4rlvci BG art: idk

[clionesys]

°‧ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 ·｡ clione.sys Introduction °‧ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 ·｡ divider creds to: @leilakittya userbox creds: 1(@jesterboxes) 2(@burntoutuserboxes)

Boundaries 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯T.R.A.S.H can take itself out. 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯we dont interact with fictionkin. sorry! we have a post about that somewhere if you want to find an explanation. stop invading system spaces, especially when we ask you to. 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯demo/willo/tulpa or any other endogenic systems are NOT welcome here. smile. 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 free palestine. why killing humans is morally right because of "birth rights" is insane. < but this doesn't mean you get to be antisemitic now. 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 flirt with me and die. idk what i can say here, don't flirt with people you don't know on the internet. i am obsessed over my partner. 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 we have dsmp alters. we never liked the dsmp; most of us formed because of the people around us and how much they talked about it. their source memories don't really follow the story, and more of our trauma.

About Clione

𓂃 𓈒𓏸 we have gone through a couple of different identity crises, between our BPD and personal trauma. finally, we feel comfortable about ourselves enough to give ourselves a systemwide identity.

𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 we go by Ronnie, or Ronni. we struggled with a collective name for years, but here it is. we also use they/them pronouns. 𓂃 𓈒𓏸 we're 23 and don't interact with kids. we just really don't like talking to people who don't have the same amount of emotional maturity. 𓂃 𓈒𓏸 we are white and are second-generation. my grandfather and grandmother came from Scotland, and all of my family lives there to this day. we are really proud of it, and even used to perform highland dance. 𓂃 𓈒𓏸 we have a theriotype, but don't talk about it as often. we are both a large white bunny and a moonjellyfish. we lovvvve furries, and just started to introduce ourselves to the community. our fursona is a seabunny with two smaller goldfish inside her. i WILL talk abouther. 𓂃 𓈒𓏸 WE ARE MARRIEDDDD!!! well, we really are engaged...but, they're mine!!!. my partner (@fursuitfleas) and i have been together for 5 years. (technically 2, but it's really 5). We have BPD BADDD, and they are our FP, so i don't shut the fuck up about him. don't flirt with them or us. instant block if you cross that. 𓂃 𓈒𓏸 we block freely, but we aren't dicks. if we have an issue with you, we will bring it up to you. if we can't seem to agree, or agree to disagree, we will just not talk to you anymore.

Our System

its pointless to try to assume who would be posting on here, so here's a list of our frequent fronters you've been seeing. our alters should be posting their intros...should be. 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 ronnie (they/he; symptom holder) 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 nikki (she/they; sub-system, trauma manager) -nihachu fictive 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 tal (they/them; persecutor, ADHD holder) 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 max (he/it/fuxk; we haven't figured this one out yet) -max gambino fictive 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 moon (she/her; persecutor) - miu iruma fictive User Boxes

[clionesys]

source separation has caused so many issues in our system. i mean, like duh. we lacked such an identity when we were trying to separate ourselves. i dunno if that makes sense, but pulling away from something that felt so intrinsically *me* felt like i was lying to myself and others. its created such a lack of motivation in our system and improvement. one step foward, ten steps back. i guess the only solution is to keep marching foward. if it isn't obvious, i'm a dsmp niki nihachu alter.

[clionesys]

we, uh. we moved, then died again. what are we using these days for the system logging? i've been using ourcana, but i need something that works a bit better for the time being. so much has happened in terms of our system, and i feel like we've let tracking go completely. fuuuhhhh

[anti-willo-skywalker]

I don't care that the system community would be smaller without endos, I think that would be a good thing actually

[clionesys]

malleus here

we’re trying not to isolate ourselves from our split / manic episode (we have comorbid bpd and bipolar, i know they’re different).

im going to show off our latest coping trick. placid plastic duck simulator:

we named the kiss duck after our late father, he passed in 2017. this isn’t even half of them. in total, we’ve bought about 4 dlc packs which adds up to about 144 ducks. each duck has their own look and / or properties to them. (i. e the kiss duck plays a riff, and the rainbow duck is just colored).

our bipolar episodes have been really bad lately, which again, take your meds. but something about this game…i cant be upset when i’m playing this game. it’s an instant serotonin boost.

this is the tiny pool. as you can see, there’s a bigger pool back there with more ducks. ones that don’t show, and most importantly, are two that dont float made of rock and marble: duck man sinking and left 4 duck

im clearly a genius.

[clionesys]

oh yeah! how’d that go you fucking imbecile

[clionesys]

life’s got me like ooohhh waaaa ohhh

ooohhh waaa ohhhhh

[greyfieldsys1937]

endos are disordered when it's convenient for them and non-disordered when it's convenient for them

anti endo? ableism. you say you cant have a CDD without trauma? oh but they're not disabled.

endos do not have the issues that real systems do? ableism. you say that systems need dissociation? endos don't NEED that cos they're not disordered.

pick one, mate. are you disordered or not.

if you claim that being a system is an identity, then you cannot be ableist towards an identity.

[clionesys]

malleus here

we’re trying not to isolate ourselves from our split / manic episode (we have comorbid bpd and bipolar, i know they’re different).

im going to show off our latest coping trick. placid plastic duck simulator:

we named the kiss duck after our late father, he passed in 2017. this isn’t even half of them. in total, we’ve bought about 4 dlc packs which adds up to about 144 ducks. each duck has their own look and / or properties to them. (i. e the kiss duck plays a riff, and the rainbow duck is just colored).

our bipolar episodes have been really bad lately, which again, take your meds. but something about this game…i cant be upset when i’m playing this game. it’s an instant serotonin boost.

this is the tiny pool. as you can see, there’s a bigger pool back there with more ducks. ones that don’t show, and most importantly, are two that dont float made of rock and marble: duck man sinking and left 4 duck

im clearly a genius.

[clionesys]

ugh ugly vulnerable vent

me be like

“i take my meds”

and then me like

“lies”

bestie….homie…dude….if you’re gonna be manic and self destruct, go ahead. but it’s literally destroying relationships again. so maybe instead of crying about it…take those meds.

i try. then i feel normal for about 5 days, and i seemingly forget that i need to take them. i asked my therapist (before she dropped me) how to get around that, and she told me “just take them”. well gee willikers, batman, why didn’t i just think of that. thank you doc, ill see you never.

so yeah. manic crash lead to a full meltdown again. cool. now everyone feels like dookie, and they’re trying to convince me it’s fine, but idk. i know how i feel. which is bad, by the way.

[clionesys]

yumeshipping is really awkward when you're a system. we're a dwarf with medical problems, and got bullied for it a lot. add a few mental disorders and wow, Franco Barbi exists! ...

he knows. he knows because he snooped into the library. he knows we yume with him, and it's so awkward now. im sure its my brain trying to conceptualize us being happier with ourselves, BUT WHY LIKE THIS MAN?

[clionesys]

fckmfkmcfcnjcf

applied for work but they haven’t gotten back to us. i beg u. get back to me. im broke.

i applied to five stores! how are none getting back. i promise my resume looks fine!

[clionesys]

boo jumpscare

i’ll be offline for 2 DAYS DONT DO ANYTHING DUMB

[highgardenwall]

We NEED solo devs for system apps to stop and think before trying to develop a tool that people are intended to use to manage their disabilities. Please make sure y’all can handle it and have a team from the beginning even if it feels like you don’t need one because it will become a lot.

We also need people to STOP HARASSING SYSTEM APP DEVS

[clionesys]

lovelies! nikki here after we've calmed down. we want to share a website / upcoming app for those who are scarmbling. i know my system is losing our minds, and we can't even begin to think about those in the same situations. please! understand that this project has just started, so a lot of features may not work at first. they are getting an influx of systems after Octocon's announcement. it works a lot like simply plural for those who hate change. https://ourcana.space/

[clionesys]

... "clearing up rumors (no, i wont be nice)" yah i think you all need to sit the fuck down and remember who you are for a second lol. if you want to cultivate a community that isn't spiteful, maybe don't address rumors like this. similarly, i really dont like the language of "influx of simply plural refugees pestering us...." but, i guess thats what they mean about 'not being nice', right? ambersands devs are also NOT it. while their website will still be UP, this isn't any way to talk to your userbase, or anyone for that matter. you all piss me off. https://ampersand.moe/blog/rumors.html

[clionesys]

i am so mad this shits got me throwing myself against walls put me in a straight jacket, no because I WILL be mad about it?! how am i tracking my system? lmao?? anyone got good tips?? cause im sitting here going

im sorry for giving atlas the benefit of the doubt, clearly, we still have to learn. wrong week to miss my meds, amirite? :le_scream: ahahha

[the-video-store-collective]

hey so like to say that Atlas isn’t being selfish right now is such a genuinely stupid take. you were given weeks of advance notice to prepare. you explicitly promised people you would not abandon the project. and now all of a sudden you can’t even keep it up for longer than two weeks? fuck you. obviously you don’t really care about the community you claim to support, because if you did you wouldn’t be leaving so many people stranded. you have ruined things. you are selfish and you are not safe for the people you claim to support. you should feel ashamed for what you have done to this community.

on another note, any alternatives would be so greatly appreciated.

[clionesys]

for anyone who wants to understand my take. regardless of whether or not you were a user of Octocon or not, HUNDREDS of systems are now scrambling to find a solution we were promised to.