Cookie and the Quest for Joy

A young adult just trying to figure all of this out. Reblogging all kinds of fun goodies from around the site! She/Her

[sinmonger]

François Arnaud | Heated Rivalry's François Arnaud Gets Ready for the Saint Laurent Show | Vanity Fair | 01/28/26

[spcecowboyyy]

thank you books!! thank you tv shows!! thank you music!! thank you concerts!! thank you movies!! thank you video games!! thank you crafts!! thank you napping!! thank you escapism!!!

[heartsuits]

[citrus-lou]

POOKIE!!!!!!! 🥰🥰

[pt 1]

[blignick]

[cookme25]

Hi I had to much time with my own thoughts and so now I need to ramble vent about ADHD/fixations and 9-1-1 and fandom and shit so feel free to ignore I know no one cares but sometimes tumblr is my diary so that I can shout into a void that may or may not listen.

So I'll be real and say that I haven't been watching 9-1-1 this season except through whatever it is people post. I hated the idea of the space ship opening disaster and I was still pretty upset about Bobby (still am tbh) but I saw some stuff about last night's episode and I think it just killed my love for the show and my desire to follow it even from a distance. Like, I used to ship Buddie so I get it but after the way Lou was treated last year by hardcore shippers, it really left a sour taste in my mouth. And yes, I recognize those people were just a loud minority and that not all shippers are like that but none the less. Combined with Ryan doubling down on Instagram that his religion is his top priority after people found him liking right wing commentators, it was just not a good combination and I'm honestly surprised he's willing to play a character who isn't straight. I hate that the toxic people are going to "win" and get what they want after bullying someone who I've come to really enjoy seeing on my screens and whose character was interesting to me. I thought it would be a good way to mix things up but whatever. It's just frustrating because I don't want to leave the server I'm in but I feel like I'm a poser and I can't really relate to some of these folks anymore because my love for the show is gone, at least, my love for these later seasons. I like the idea of the Ravi/May plotline and I love seeing the clips of them talking on the podcast but also I get annoyed thinking about some of the other shit and lord knows I don't need anything else killing my mental health.

It just sucks when the fixation begins to die and I knew it was on it's way out but when something happens and it just hits the wrong nerve and you get upset with it, that's even worse. Idk, I'm thinking too hard and too much about it but it bothers me. If you made it this far, thanks and I hope you have a good day.

[pansyfemme]

do you ever fully know that you’re about to be rickrolled but click the link anyway for the thrill of it

[tylrgalpins]

TED LASSO | 1.01 - Pilot

[ouroborosorder]

at the point and click adventure club straight up unsure what to do next

[ouroborosorder]

Goin' up to a girl like "She doesn't want to talk to me right now. She doesn't want to- She doe- She doesn't want to talk to me right no- That's the bartender, but I think I've had enough for toni- I can't leave, the party's just getting started!"

[nejineeee]

I just had to draw him ok

Colored pencils on Bristol

[pluralityofaxes]

Now the surprise will no longer be spoiled: a neat little card for our resident clay slinger & Rush blogger @geddyqueer - who wanted more international post, and who am i to refuse?

And, sneakily, also an extremely belated entry for @bucktommyfluffebruary prompt: shared hobbies!

[fivepebble]

people say folks with adhd struggle with "delayed rewards" aka long term goals and as such we tend to focus more on short term rewards. what they don't talk about is that at when we Do accomplish long term goals we don't actually feel anything proportionate to the amount of work we did to achieve it. In my head I suffered for a while and then money spontaneously appeared in my bank account.

[oaks-and-willows]

"Don't you feel satisfied that your windows are so clean now?" It sucked and it sucked and now I don't care. I just remember the sucking.

[military-newsboys]

Shane: It's unhealthy to eat after 9 pm. Ilya, sitting on the kitchen counter at 3 am with a box of Lucky Charms: Good thing time is an illusion.

[scleroticstatue]

Yes, that is my circus, and, yes, those are my monkeys, but I am not on shift yet.

[pluralityofaxes]

(we're ignoring this is 20+ days late) @bucktommyfluffebruary day 5: house renovation

[rederiswrites]

Look, it's simple. If a person has to actively work to make money, they're not "the rich" and they're not the problem. A surgeon making $200k a year still stops making money if they stop showing up to do surgery, because they're still selling their labor. The radical discrepancies in how we value different skills are certainly a problem, but the guy who makes money when he doesn't even get out of bed is the one making money on the value of other people's labor.

[monsieurenjlolras]

Time for my favorite chart!

[your-naked-magic-oh-dear-lord]

Notice billions ain't even on there. Outliers something something.

[military-newsboys]

Hayden: *Mumbling in Latin* Ilya: For the last time, I’m not demon and you cannot exorcise me Hayden: Damn, it was worth a shot