Bunnie

riding shotgun to the equator with northern lights in my hair

[cosmicbunnny]

shadows from five dwell deep

at fifteen my body was a haunted house of complexities

twenty five saw the ghost of who I could have been

[cosmicbunnny]

what do you fear? you are a part of infinity

you are a portion of cosmic force,

a separate world within a million worlds

a star of the first magnitude, the last to die.

[cosmicbunnny]

i sink away into a frame unknown, losing track of time with the void that fuzzes my mind strumming away a placid tune into the moonlight.

with the stars around to listen to my days and nights blend into one

here, unbound from the limits of my three dimensional existence i float around in this frame now known

returning to see the home the child had once outgrown.

[cosmicbunnny]

time feels like drifting tides and losing people comes so naturally, in the haste and chase i try to clasp what’s left of me only for it to drift away like loose sand along tides that come my way

and struggles to keep the head above water everyone does but by the skin of my teeth with my nose afloat, my vision is a hazy blue teal and my eyes are burning chlorine

it pierces my lungs and plants a bloody bright flower, ever so beautiful but it sucks my blood dry and eats what’s left of me on the inside but i say that’s just life until none of me survives.

[cosmicbunnny]

cats in crochet hats to lighten up your day :)

[cosmicbunnny]

Everytime you find yourself ‘falling in love’/developing a crush on a person online, please ask yourself if you only like them on the basis of your own personal perception of them and are you only in love with a perfect idea/image you’ve formed of them in your mind? I can’t emphasise enough the importance of self reflection because often, people find it a whole lot easier being attracted to a facade than dealing with the concrete ‘ugly’ truths about real romantic relationships, but it does catch up eventually. To quote a random pinterest post I came across “sometimes you don’t realise the weight of something you’ve been carrying until you feel the weight of its release” so the sooner you break out of this toxic cycle, the better it is for your own mental well being.

- Excerpt from my journal, 11.01.21

[cosmicbunnny]

Spaces in your countless valleys

crack open, horrors seep

so do shivers down the alley

inside the sheep that you mould so careful, so deep

all this while the comatose patient

bitter wall to wall, still asleep

Oblivious, you explore the barren,

the damned

question why, unearthing warrens

unanswered, you seek the horror, do you not?

Sinking into this fine madness

you seek yourself, do you not?

— lost inside endless chasms of self

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All Hozier fans have read one poem or one of his song lyrics (even though these are both interchangeable) slurred, because of the sheer amount of crying they are doing. It's me. I'm all Hozier fans.

[cosmicbunnny]

The way your lips met mine made me perceive undefiled emotions

And sparks of this new, unrecognised warmth flew around

Like every vile memory, I could fail to remember.

And it occurred to me,

How there had been innumerable years of human existence.

Yet I was privileged enough to have existed in a time where you existed too.

— Greatful for you.

[cosmicbunnny]

Dreaming in colors covered in grief, 

but is it really happiness that they seek?

Jaded souls wailing in the summer breeze

squalling out “Let me breathe!”.

For they’ve forever longed to decease

swiftly, with the summer breeze.

— intoxicated.