existential dread consumes me

amanda | 27 she/they ~i wish to be released from the bonds of my corporeal form and live among my blorbos~ ~one thing about me is i forgot how to read and spell~ ~i collect vinyl and have spn brain rot~

[crooner-deans-walkman]

WELCOME TO THE SHIT SHOW BABES

hey yall, im amanda

the blogger formerly known as realmandolin

new url inspo <3

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✔️27 ✖️money ✖️prospects ✔️burden to my parents ✔️frightened | they/she and sometimes it? | queer | fucking trapped in the united states

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mishafucker extraordinaire and slut for all things destiel basically

minors, w*, or terfs dni

seriously minors please don't follow me we post mature content in this house

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{ amvs }{ poetry }{ spn poetry }{ art }{ vinyl collecting }{ car rebuild }

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[lockedintheimpala]

remember that time dean winchester "this isn't youuu babe come back to meee" cringe rom com-ed his way past heaven's mind control when the love of his life was beating him to a pulp and cas was all like oh yeah this ain't me everything I do is for you and it was, like, super gay? no just me?

[lockedintheimpala]

huh must've been a deleted scene or something

[raccoonmilf]

Why does my dad text like this??? Who taught him this??

[furryprovocateur]

"the early 2010s were better" no they weren't. "hey soul sister" was on the radio.

[hyumjim]

stereo. The way you move ain’t fair you know.

[willgrahamscock]

I’m genuinely baffled by how many people, especially on TikTok, would rather spend time typing out a question and waiting for someone to reply instead of just googling it and getting the answer in seconds. what’s even worse is when the answer was literally already in the video or caption, but they just didn’t bother watching the whole thing

[drulalovescas]

you're laughing??? supernatural gave cas the brokeback mountain truck and dean the brokeback mountain jacket and you're laughing??????

Im not laughing. I'm crying actually

[despazito]

[redstonedust]

Why are you upside down again

[fairycosmos]

local woman doesnt choose career family or even freedom

[muttsys-deactivated20260425]

i want to share this picture my mom took when she was young with you all. because its fucking awesome

on the back "super puppy 1985" is written

[recklessmoss]

super puppy 1985!

[dogpuppy]

[ponycamp]

[fake-guns-blazing]

they should let me listen to music while looking out the window of a train for my entire life

[tara-the-star]

i love the phrase 'i dont go here but...' like you're so in awe of my work you have decided to trespass into a fandom you dont belong to just to appreciate it. i love everyone who doesn't go here

[pansyfemme]

one moment ☝️ *pauses the blowjob to start violently coughing up blood*

[angelsdean]

Bobby is so allergic to feelings lmao. He gets the fanon rep of being a “softer” father figure but, Dean goes and starts a chick flick moment of being sincere and vulnerable and expressing how much Bobby means to him and how important his life is and Bobby is SO uncomfortable and quickly wants to end the conversation

[dommnics]

And if I could I'd bring them all down to their knees I'd make them sorry forever for teasing Carrie, Carrie, Carrie

Carrie mentioned on the feed today, I see...

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