sand and stardust

Mianmian | 32 | she+they+he | queer • ao3 • perpetually floundering in life • space lover • Maul Enthusiast • dmbj • Bangtan • Star Trek • multi-fandom blog with lots of other bits thrown in • expect a lot of Star Wars! mostly prequels and rebels but I’m pro SW in general :)

[lightyan]

🔷🫐💙🦋💛🔆🌼🌻

[kylieminvogue]

"STAR TREK" S1E23 - "A Taste of Armageddon"

[panteneprovcommercial]

the first season of a show is kinda like a dead wife

[erdenmaedchen]

STAR TREK IV The Voyage Home

[busket]

important that you never forgive ice agents, ever. even years after all this is over (and I do believe we will make it out on the other side, alive and for the better,) they live in shame and disgrace forever. no excuses, no forgiveness. they ruined their own lives when they decided that human freedom and liberty was an acceptable sacrifice for a paycheck

[brightlotusmoon]

[assumptionprime]

[lesvegas]

A few years ago while trying to find ways to commit suicide as painlessly as possible, I came across a PDF of Dr. Paul Quinnett's The Forever Decision. Thinking it might go into actual methods of suicide (I read an article once that actually did that and was trying to find it again) I started to read it, and I think I only got about two pages in before I was crying too much to actually see the words.

I downloaded the PDF to my hard drive and I open it again whenever I'm feeling too suicidal to do much else, but not enough to start booking a ride to the hospital. And every time without fail I only go up to a few pages before backing off and choosing to live another day just because suicide suddenly seems even more unbearable than whatever the hell upset me in the first place.

All the book really does is [I'm pulling a summary from GoodReads here as, again, I've read no more than 5 pages] "discusses the social aspects of suicide, the right to die, anger, loneliness, depression, stress, hopelessness, drug and alcohol abuse, the consequences of a suicide attempt, and how to get help."

But it also starts with the author kindly asking the reader to complete the book before going through with anything, and for some reason I'm compelled to really just try to read it all before finalizing everything. Despite not yet completing it (hopefully never will) I think I can safely say it's saved my life at least a few times now.

It's intentionally legal to copy and redistribute this book to keep it as accessible as possible, and it's very easy to find, but here's a link for it anyways.

[azhdarcho]

PLEASE read yugioh

[cross-d-a]

bro i need to stop throwing up

[mulbunnie]

I’m not here, I’m where nobody can reach

[cross-d-a]

uuugh feeling gross but at least I've been productive today

[brightlotusmoon]

[ancientson]

I know this is meant to be funny but it actually makes such a good point about how ADHD and executive dysfunction can impact people in really major ways, including financially

[movementnudge]

Movement nudge, hand mobility! 🙌

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[ruffboi-mags]

1) do this even if you're under 40. seriously. I definitely should have been doing something like this for years and I only turned 40 a month and a half ago

2) if you're like me just now trying this going "oh god i've only done 15 and i think my hands are cramping" start lower than 30 and increase by 5 once whatever number you're doing no longer makes your hand cramp up. I can manage about 15 per exercise at the moment.

[creations-by-chaosfay]

If you're hypermobile, be especially gentle.

[sunspotpony]

Yeah I have Hypermobility and tried these and immediately fucking hurt my hand real bad.

[masterqifrey]

THE GUY SHE WAS INTERESTED IN WASN'T A GUY AT ALL (2027) official teaser trailer created by arai sumiko

[turtle-brownie]

#artfight attack for ~halloween191 :)

[markermagpie]

I feel like Grace told them this so they wanted to join in

[eliotbaum]

Ravenloft 🩸 3rd foiled sticker design of my Curse of Strahd campaign

[calebauer]

magician’s rage