FAQ & FICS
hello! i go by mianmian or cross :)
i write fic and meta. sometimes i draw. i love sci-fi, found family, music and animals. i'm an anxious, forgetful boi but i love answering asks :)
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GUIDE TO MY STAR WARS FICS:
All Our Yesterdays (hurt more than I can say): Cody & Obi-Wan Kenobi, teen, time travel, wip
Cody is grey and grieving when the Force gives him another chance.
AKA old Cody ends up back in time and accidentally adopts initiate Obi-Wan Kenobi
blood upon my brow: Jaster Mereel/Original Alien Character, Original Alien Character & Arla Fett & Pre Vizsla, mature, canon divergence, wip
Everyone knows that the original Taung Mandalorians have been extinct for thousands of years. Then, during the height of the conflict between Kyr'tsad and the Haat Mando'ade, a Taung warrior appears bearing both beskad and jetii'kad. And in their wake, a gaggle of fiercely loyal (and terrifyingly feral) ade follow. It's little wonder that Jaster ends up falling buy'ce over boots for them.
AKA I needed an excuse to write more of my Taung OC. lots of worldbuilding, mando/jedi appreciation and found family
Ezra Bridger Fucks Up the Timeline (but Unfucks the Galaxy): Ezra Bridger/Obi-Wan Kenobi, Ezra Bridger & Shmi Skywalker & Anakin Skywalker, teen, time travel, wip
When Queen Amidala and her contingent land on Tatooine, unexpected help comes in the form of one Ezra Bridger.
AKA a year after ezra and thrawn end up in wild space, they ALSO end up a bunch of years in the past and IMMEDIATEY fuck up everything. for the better.
The Fall: Xanatos & Obi-Wan Kenobi, teen, canon divergence, complete 3k
In a moment of inner-turmoil, young Obi-Wan Kenobi seeks out his Padawan-brother despite any misgivings.
AKA Xanatos is a beloved blind crechemaster and Obi-Wan kinda hates him
for want of a nail: Cody/Obi-Wan Kenobi/Darth Maul, explicit, canon divergence, rako hardeen arc, wip
When Obi-Wan is declared dead, Commander Cody isn’t sure he’s ready to face the rest of the war without him. Then Jedi Master Maul Ambana is assigned as the 212th’s new General.
AKA Maul gets saved as a baby then grows up as a Jedi and Obi-Wan’s best friend
a fragile warmth (cupped in my palms): Alpha-17/Xanatos, Alpha-17/Dogma/Fox/Wolffe/Xanatos, explicit, abo, canon divergence, wip
Wars are rather inconvenient when you're just trying to fuck your omega through his heat.
AKA Xanatos is the omega to a clone pack
he fell in the night through shadow and storm (a bright hot light): Obi-Wan Kenobi-centric, teen, time travel, 6.2k, part 1 of sand and stardust series
In which Obi-Wan Kenobi has lived his life. Has died. And lives again.
AKA Force ghost Obi-Wan Kenobi ends up shunted back into his 10 year old body. Panic ensues.
Homecoming: Obi-Wan Kenobi/Anakin Skywalker, explicit, smut, complete 3.2k
Obi-Wan wakes up to find that Anakin has returned from the front a little earlier than expected.
AKA very self-indulgent fluffy smut
hurricane on the edge of oblivion (with nowhere to go): Obi-Wan Kenobi & Xanatos, Feemor & Bruck Chun, Feemor & Qui-Gon Jinn, mature, disaster lineage feels, time travel, part 3 of sand and stardust sseries, wip
In which Obi-Wan acts in the only way he knows how after a lifetime of regret and self-sacrifice. But the thing with that is this: Obi-Wan has thought himself to be alone for far, far too long. And he is not the only player on the field.
AKA Obi-Wan thinks that his best chance at changing the future is becoming Xanatos’ bodyguard. In retrospect this is actually a terrible idea.
i was (there when) the crown (was) placed upon his head: Din Djarin/Ezra Bridger/Jaster Mereel/Luke Skywalker, explicit, time travel, wip
Luke has enough on his plate, what with building a New Jedi Order, figuring out the dynamics of siblinghood, trying to ignore how desperately in love he is with the new Mand'alor and also trying to deal with this new asshole Jedi who just appeared out of karking nowhere. He doesn't need to add time travel on top of all that. Luckily for him, he doesn't realize he time traveled. Unluckily for Jaster Mereel, he's about to fall in love with the three biggest idiots in the galaxy.
AKA my excuse to write my OT3 and explore Jaster Mereel :)
An Interlude: A Study in Love and Loss (and their beginnings and ends): Obi-Wan Kenobi-centric, teen introspective character study, complete 1.8k, part 2 of sand and stardust series
Obi-Wan thinks loss starts with love. And maybe sometimes love starts with loss, too.
AKA Obi-Wan is meant for infinite sadness, etc. etc. etc.
like (the slow collision of) warm-bright stars: Yord Fandar & Jecki Lon, teen, jedi as found family, may turn into canon divergence so my babies can live, wip
When Padawan Yord Fandar is assigned to work in the crèche, of all the things he was expecting to go wrong he never considered he’d get into an actual physical fight with a youngling half his size.
AKA acolyte killed off my fav duo and I needed to find my happy place
mother of the sands: Shmi Skywalker & Tusken Raiders, mature, canon divergence, Tatooine culture & customs, wip
After Anakin saves a Tusken Raider, Shmi Skywalker ends up finding family in a handful of Tusken Raider outcasts. Then they incite a slave rebellion. Oh, and Maul shows up. Threepio might just have a conniption trying to keep Anakin's mother alive.
AKA my excuse to save shmi skywalker and finally do something about my obsession with Tatooine
mountains where none dare go: Fern & KB & Jod Na Nawood & Neel & SM-33 & Wim, teen, time travel, wip
Our intrepid Skeleton Crew find a lost Jedi Temple, accidentally get flung into the past, then run into a young Jod Na Nawood and his Jedi Master. And yeah, Jod may suck, but it also wouldn't be very Jedi-like of them to sit back and watch his Master die. So yeah. Maybe they save Jod. He can thank them later.
AKA my fun little story involving these adorable kids and my beloved SM-33. Just another excuse to play with time travel with minimal angst
Pretty-Petaled Death: Obi-Wan Kenobi/Anakin Skywalker, hanahaki disease, sort of finished sort of wip, 31k
Obi-Wan doesn't remember much of his parents. Just the warmth of a hand brushing his forehead, the glimpse of a broad smile, and a soft voice telling him: "Do not give your heart to another, my dear one. Not unless they love you back. You are far too precious to lose to pretty-petaled death."
But he's too young to understand, and the Jedi don't heed his mother's warnings.
Years later, Obi-Wan wakes with labouring lungs. Tiny, pale-gold flowers curl soft and delicate on his tongue and he knows— There is no saving him.
AKA my attempt at an angsty fix-it before realizing that Obi-Wan really is meant for infinite sadness. Also, he falls in love with exactly the wrong people. Main story finished with alternate ending chapters :) Second chapter is definitely a fix-it!
quench your lonesome grief: Feemor/Din Djarin/Ezra Bridger/Luke Skywalker, explicit, time travel, canon divergence, wip
There’s a reason why Obi-Wan Kenobi never heard of Qui-Gon’s first Padawan.
Or: When investigating a long-abandoned Jedi Temple, Feemor touches something he shouldn’t. As Jedi so often do.
AKA Feemor gets shunted 50 years into the future and I force him to deal with the trauma and grief of losing your entire culture and everyone you love in one fell swoop. Plus my fav disaster trio gets a new boyfriend.
A SecUnit’s Guide to Finding Family and Falling in Love (*partially endorsed by Murderbot (you know which part): Jaster Mereel/Mace Windu/SecUnit 3, mature, crossover, canon divergence, wip
SecUnit 3 just wants to save its people from slavery (it's a slow, painful work in progress). But when its ship winds up in the neighboring galaxy, suddenly its new immediate priority is saving the small human who calls herself Shmi Skywalker.
(Falling in love with the two humans intent on helping SecUnit 3 find its family? Well, no one tell Murderbot, it might just try to puke its brains out.)
AKA Murderbot grabbed me by the throat and told me to write this
Stray Moon, Stray Child: Shmi Skywalker & Rey & Anakin Skywalker, teen, time travel, complete 3.3k, part 1 of desert children series
The child comes from out of the Dune Sea, just after a terrible sandstorm that swept Mos Espa for days. Little Ani has been dreaming of the girl's arrival for a week. Even though Shmi is terrified of the way the dreams (more like nightmares) leave Anakin gasping and weeping, she's learned to trust her son's judgement. So when she finds him standing at the edge of the city, looking out into the endless desert, she decides to wait with him.
And she appears. A girl called Rey.
AKA I knew Shmi Skywalker would absolutely adore baby Rey and adopt her the second she gets the chance.
these ruined hands of mine (they seek out you, always you): Feral/Obi-Wan Kenobi, Feral & Darth Maul, mature, canon divergence, Savage and Feral are Jedi, wip
When Feral is young enough to remember the muggy heat of Dathomir but not old enough to remember much more than that, Savage looks at him and thinks: I can’t lose another brother.
So Savage takes him and runs.
AKA the feral and Maul are twins au. Plus, Obi-Wan is hopelessly in love with his childhood friend.
Two Suns’ Worth: Luke Skywalker/Bodhi Rook/Ezra Bridger, Luke & Leia & Han & Chewie, canon divergence, complete 14.8k, part 1 of your smile series
Luke finds Bodhi in the medbay after the Battle of Yavin. The man is battered and bruised but sweeter than anyone he’s met so far in the Rebellion.
He doesn’t run into Ezra until he finds a quiet corner of the bustling base, finally able to take out his lightsaber and reverently give it a few swings. Bridger takes one look at him and karking laughs.
AKA everybody lives and Luke develops two rather unfortunate crushes
we rise: Ahsoka Tano & Rey & Anakin Skywalker, missing scene, complete 2k
It's about legacy, it's about love. It's about the simple fact that Ahsoka will always be led by the desire to do what is right. But when Ahsoka feels that Rey needs her help, even from a galaxy away, it's mostly about Anakin.
AKA I had a lot of feelings and opinions about rey communing with the spirits of lost Jedi in TROS. Ahsoka and Ezra aren’t dead. Din and Grogu get their cute appearances.
the weight of regret: Feemor & Obi-Wan Kenobi, Feemor & Darth Maul, Feemor/Mace Windu, explicit, time travel, wip
Feemor Aylward dies by his Clone Commander’s hand, then wakes up 24 years in the past. Feemor has no idea what’s going on, but he’s going to do his damned best to fix whatever the kark just happened. Too bad he was never really involved in that whole Skywalker mess. Guess it’s time to actually get acquainted with his crazy disaster lineage.
(Sidious is just confused about how all his pawns keep slipping out from beneath his thumb.)
AKA Feemor accidentally ends up back in time and adopts baby Maul. Then he becomes the Disaster Lineage emotional support tooka.
Xanatos du Crion’s Home for Wayward Younglings: Xanatos & Darth Maul & Ezra Bridger & Fox, Xanatos/Jango Fett, teen, time travel, wip
Xanatos does not Fall. Instead, he realizes that family is more than blood and that home is more than an empty house waiting for you to return. Home, he learns, is built from love. It is a pair of open arms, ready to catch you when you fall. It is teasing smiles and kisses pressed upon your brow. It is reassurances and promises fulfilled. It is someone willing to tell you the truth even when it hurts, and it is someone who will be kind to you when the whole galaxy is not. Home is someone who loves you. So much so, that they’ll let you go.
So no, Xanatos does not Fall, and he thinks it’s all going rather well up until time-traveling younglings start falling into his lap.
AKA Xanatos prevents the tragedy at Galidraan, has a lot of trauma about it, then ends up adopting some equally traumatized time traveling kids. Except for Maul. He doesn’t time travel. Xanatos kinda just- trips over that kid along the way.
you’re the (sweet taste of) seasalt upon my lips: Bruck Chun/Obi-Wan Kenobi, Bruck Chun & Anakin Skywalker, mature, canon divergence, wip
Bruck Chun is annoyed about a lot of things: like how the Temple refectory only bakes sweet buns on Taungsdays, and how Master Feemor doesn't mind Master Windu getting a bit too handsy, and how he ruined his favourite set of tunics two missions ago, and how his new little Padawan sister is a bit of a brat, and how he somehow managed to kark up the best thing in his life by being a big stupid idiot and kissing his best friend.
But right now, he's mostly annoyed about how this whole Naboo mission has gone so horrifically wrong.
AKA my foray into phantom menace aus. Bruck gets his chance to shine. Also, he’s horrifically in love with Obi-Wan Kenobi. It’s kind of embarrassing. Mostly for him.





















