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fvck gender | they/he | shitposts about my midnight self discoveries and questions I have about gender, life and myself | main acc: @mini-beanbag

[currently-questioning]

I’m currently questioning...

My gender identity, sexual orientation, and most things about how I want my life to be…but mainly my gender.

Since quarantine, I haven’t felt fully comfortable being labelled as a woman, and I couldn’t tell if that was from consuming too much LGBTQ content from Tiktok and YouTube OR if that was a genuine gender identity crisis that LITERALLY came right after my sexuality crisis. (How fun.)

I wanna start documenting my thoughts and theories to avoid going insane, and it’s unlikely anyone is gonna see this so I can be as open as I want.

[currently-questioning]

Imma start making links to the posts just to see my growth.

I'm currently questioning EVERYTHING (06.12.20)

Am I faking my gender identity crisis? (08.12.20)

I'm currently contemplating therapy and choices (14.12.20)

CQ: whether genderfluid is the right fit for me (17.12.2020)

Reminder to those who say "it's just a phase" (17.12.20)

Choices (the game) made me feel things (11.01.21)

CQ: Ramble on recent small gender euphoria things (12.01.21)

Appreciation Post for my current allies (21.01.21)

Names and pronouns are throwing me for a loop (23.01.21)

How I want to present (and the sudden want to be a femboy) (01.03.21)

The Sudden Possible Breakthrough/Realisation (05.03.21)

An old idea on genderfluidity vs perception (03.10.21)

Midnight panic on if I'm a trans man or not (04.10.21)

A Win for the Enbies! (05.10.21)

Part 2 (07.10.21)

My gender envy is Jack Frost (07.11.21)

Sad feelings from a closeted genderfluid person (22.11.21)

Thoughts on my genderqueer attraction to men vs women (26.11.21)

Early signs of being trans (21.11.21)

A loss for nonbinary people (28.11.21)

Confusion around possibly being lesbian (06.12.21) it was inspired by this post.

Am I a genderfluid lesbian??? (15.12.21)

Friendship cracks over trans pregnancy (19.12.21)

HP's hold over my siblings' convo during dinner (19.12.21)

Friendship circles causing dysphoria (29.12.21)

CQ: whether I might be aromantic??? (19.03.22)

CQ: my romantic orientation (22.03.22)

CQ: what my identity is (23.07.22)

CQ: am I a genderfluid lesbian? (12.11.22)

[kindofabastard]

A very good video I stumbled upon that demonstrates just one facet of how conditional passing can be for many transmascs/men.

[crippled-peeper]

“You think every citizen should have access to free and accessible healthcare?”

Wrong!!!

I think that Asylum seekers and Migrant workers and The Undocumented and Everyone Else should get free healthcare too

I love immigration

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

Stop just asking "is it normal?" and start asking "is it harming anyone?" Lots of harmful things are normalized in this society and lots of things considered weird or rare are completely harmless. Whether something is considered normal or common shouldn't be the deciding factor in whether it's okay

[you-can-be-what-you-want-to-be]

with the note that invisibility isn’t privilege I’d like to remind people how erased aro people are

like I work with several queer people, gay and bi and such. Not one of them knew what aro or queer platonic was before I told them

during pride month you know what flag they don’t have in general stores? Aro

Even at pride itself when I went last year, there were four aro things. That’s it. Do you know how depressing that is to go to the queer place specially and you have to stop at every single stall to scour for a single thing to represent you?

we need to normalize aromantism. We need to stop more than friends and “you laughed at what he said you’re in love!” Or “you spent the night with her just admit you’re gay” attitudes. Romance is not required to be a human and it’s not required for intimacy. It should be just as known and accepted as being gay.

[disastrousbi]

God honestly this, I live in Chicago and my regular tattoo shop is very queer and in Boystown (a very queer neighborhood) and every June they have discounted pride tattoos.

In June I went to go get an arrow for well...being aro and despite the fact I explained it was for being aromantic and they just did not understand and didn't give me the discount I would have it was for my bisexual or nonbinary identities.

[catchieftattoo]

✨🌈A Grateful Heart🌈✨

Wow I'm in tears as I'm writing this, What an amazing Pride Flash event! I wanted to take a moment to say a HUGE thank you to all my awesome clients, lots of new faces and lots of fun! You all made the experience so special with your incredible energy and kindness!!! Seriously!!! You guys are amazing!!! 💖

Big Shout Out to @lovefamilynv , the wonderful nonprofit that's all about spreading love and support!🏳️‍🌈 Thanks to everyone's generosity, we raised some great funds to help their mission. It's so heartwarming to see what we can achieve when we come together!

You all filled the month with so much joy and good vibes ·͜·♡ Thank you for being such amazing human beings and for supporting a great cause! Let's keep spreading love and making a difference! HAPPY PRIDE MONTH 🏳️‍🌈

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. . .....𝘼𝙫𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙁𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙝 𝘿𝙚𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙨: @catinkk .. ......

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𝐎𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧 (๑`^´๑) 𝐍𝐎 𝐂𝐎𝐏𝐘𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐒!!!

𝗦𝗮𝘃𝗲𝘀, 𝗦𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗶𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 ·͜·♡

[skelerangart]

i want top surgery

[destroy-the-binary]

Queer Blogs & Resources

Hey guys! This is a list of queer creators that you can go to for support, advice, or just general positivity. I hope this helps you guys find support, as I cannot relate to all experiences. I will be adding more to this list!

Lesbian Bloggers

@destroy-the-binary - Me! A blog on queer and LGBTQ+ issues and topics.

Bisexual Bloggers

@hellomynameisbisexual - A blog about a bisexual guy's experience and bisexual positivity.

@bi-women-confess - A blog about the bisexual fem or woman experience.

Gay Bloggers

@glowing-gay - A blog about mlm experience, yearning and love.

@nonpassingmlm - A blog mainly for trans and enby mlm people.

Pansexual Bloggers

@posi-pan - A blog on general queer positivity and pan positivity!

Omnisexual Bloggers

@omnisexualcultureis - A blog on Omni culture and life.

Polyamorous Bloggers

@polyamorouscultureis - A blog about polyamorous positivity.

@polyamorousmood - A blog on poly positivity.

Asexual Bloggers

@asexual-society - A blog on asexual topics and struggles.

@fuckyeahasexual - A blog about asexuality and some aromanticsm.

Aromantic Bloggers

@aro-culture-is - A blog on the aromantic experience and culture.

Intersex Bloggers

@intersex-support - A blog on intersex people, questions, struggles, and other intersex specific things.

@yourfaveisintersex - A blog on intersexism and intersex life, main blog is @ridibulous

Non-Binary Bloggers

@askanonbinary - A blog for Non-Binary questions and life advice.

@nonpassingmlm - A blog mainly about trans and enby mlm people.

Genderfluid Bloggers

@destroy-the-binary - Me again! A blog on queer and LGBTQ+ issues and topics.

@our-genderfluid-experience - A blog on the genderfluid life experience.

Genderqueer Bloggers

@genderqueerpositivity - A blog about genderqueer issues and life.

Demigender Bloggers

@demigenderness - A blog on general queerness and demigenderness.

Agender Bloggers

@our-agender-experience - A blog on general agendar things.

Transgender Bloggers

@transgender - A blog about trans issues and topics.

@our-trans-youth-experience - A blog about trans life and experiences.

General LGBTQ+ Bloggers

@our-queer-experience - A blog on queerness and the queer experience.

@fryingpansexuality - A blog about queerness and queer issues and positivity.

[like-wuatafauq]

I need a Manhater girl who wants to be with a genderfluid lesbian but also will use masculine terms when I'm dressed masculine and be like "God I miss my bf" "God she's so handsome" and then when I'm dressed feminine be like "fuck she's so hot and beautiful".

like no man or other person crosses her mind and if it's a man it better be me. It better be "I can't wait to tell our kids that they can ask their dad to borrow his car" and " I can't believe I get a spouse, a WIFE AND a HUSBAND "

*sigh* I miss my future lover.

[treesap-blogs]

is anyone else genderfluid but didn’t realize it bc they don’t fluctuate between every gender (or ever feel comfortable with their birth gender)?? idk. I feel weird with my other fluid friends bc they refer to their dysphoria as a temporary thing. It isn’t like that for me at all

[transmechanicus]

Cutting edge SWAT team effortlessly torn to pieces by my nonbinary catboy girlfriend

[affricative--collective]

-nonbinary

-catboy

- girlfriend

[jame7t]

what’s not clicking

[diamondshapedcat]

Being genderfluid is going from:

'Hmmm feel like I'm agender today'

to:

'I'M REALLY GOING TO TAKE THE ESTROGEN THIS TIME I SWEAR!!!!!'

[ren-kat]

My gender? confusion.

My pronouns? huh?/wha?

[lakevida]

does anyone have the faggot crisis in the grocery store tweet i need it for my health and wellness

[lakevida]

there she is!

[yuribeam]

for whoever needs to hear this:

starting HRT doesn't have to be a huge momentous all-or-nothing decision. you can just try it like you would an antidepressant you've been informed of the risks of.

there won't be any immediate irreversible changes overnight. you can always stop, change your dose, change your delivery system, decide it's not the right time. you can even microdose if you want to.

you don't have to tell anyone. you don't have to announce it if you don't want to.

stop waiting for a perfect time in your life because it won't come.

stop waiting to reach a mythical level of certainty that never comes to anyone, for anything.

you've been thinking about it long enough. if you have the opportunity, just give it a shot. you're worth the courage it takes to make a change in your life.

[trash-and-trash-accessories]

I know SEVERAL afab nonbinary people who, as soon as they came out as nonbinary - immediately began dressing in ridiculous hyper-femme outfits they never would have worn before.  A lot of people see this and say shit like “Theyfab” or say they are only nonbinary for attention.  After all, look how femme they are.

But to me, this makes perfect sense.  When you are forced into the category of “woman” against your will, femininity is a chore.  It’s a job that you have.  As soon as you say no, I’m not a woman, suddenly femininity isn’t your job anymore.  It’s not a requirement.  It’s just a fun hobby you can get into.  Or a little treat sometimes.

[ratbastarddotfuck]

is this nonbinary person actually "male presenting", or did you just decide that based on your arbitrary idea of maleness?

is this nonbinary person actually "female presenting", or did you just decide that based on your arbitrary idea of femaleness?

perhaps they're just "presenting" as themselves and your binary biases are clouding your judgement?