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dan and phil's domestic bullshit 🥰

bonus 2012 goddammit:

Before Shane and Ilya move in together, Shane's at Ilya's place lamenting the lack of ingredients. As he looks for any kind of vegetable and protein he can cobble together for a meal, Shane's like, "Baby, when's the last time you cooked? Is this why you order so much takeout?".

And Ilya responds with a shrug and, "Maybe. Maybe I don't like to be alone with the knives too much."

And Ilya means it as a joke, Shane knows he does, but there's something hollow and scraped raw in Ilya's usual shit-eating grin that makes Shane's blood run cold. He immediately strides across the kitchen to pull Ilya into his arms. And Ilya tries to scoff at first, says that Shane's being so over-dramatic about a joke, but Shane just holds tighter, until Ilya's breathing goes funny against his chest in that way that tells him he's trying not to cry.

Shane doesn't trust himself to speak right now. The weight of what it would mean to lose this man is too much for him to talk about again, so instead he just holds him and hopes that this is enough to tell Ilya what he means. And when he eventually feels Ilya let go and sob against him, Shane guides both of them to the floor, pulls him into his arms, buries a hand in the back of his curls and just lets him cry until he's had enough.

When Ilya's tears finally stop, Shane presses a kiss to his forehead, trying to soothe down the crease that's etched between his eyebrows. As much as Ilya needed that release, Shane can see by the panic and embarrassment on his face that he needs a way back out of it now.

Shane rolls his eyes dramatically. "Fine, jesus, we'll get takeout then."

And Ilya looks up at him with a small grateful smile before letting out a shaky laugh. "See? I would say anything to get you to buy me McDonald's."

hrsocials

.seventy-two. hudson williams has to stop appearing on my screen bc he makes me feel Unwell . like hes so pretty it makes my stomach turn. someone please do something

jewelcoatfish

the first time shane called ilya baby he meant it in the “you big baby” sense. ilya was pouting and shane was smiling at him fondly saying “baby” but so much adoration was bleeding through his words it felt like it was delivered as a pet name. and ilya looked up at him awestruck and lovesick and looked like he could faint right then and there. so shane made it his mission to call ilya his baby all day every day

bvbmayoinstrument

NOW NO FUCKING WAY DID I PULL THE PLATINUM PHEAL 🪙🩶🌑

hrsocials

.seventy-eight. :)

2009editingtips

lesbopunkphan

I do wonder if The Girl from Prague knows she’s The Girl from Prague

beybuniki

pyjama shopping for our friend cas

hrsocials

.seventy :) that one dj khaled tweet lol. also i do think that hollanov soft launch would begin with ilya soft launching being woke eventually launching being Bisexual And Better Than You Because of It

feminariden

Heated Rivalry AU where Ilya is russian-american player from Texas, who despite living in a macho conservative house is secretely gay and lowkey effeminate and Shane is a second gen japanese immigrant in Canada who looks innocent and sweet but is kind of an open weirdo who says slurs and watches controversial movies and their story is about Ilya trying to play his Bad Boy persona with Shane but getting costantly out-freaked by him