help wut did u do 2 get suspended ??/ xD
oh boy, sit back and relax because this is gonna be a long one.
holon lemme make this aesthetic..
alright so starting from the beginning.
on wednesday morning i was sitting in morning class, about 9:30, the office called and told my teacher to go to the assistant principals office on the way to period one. i knew something was wrong because my heart started beating really fast, i started sweating, and i couldnt stop scratching myself (nervous tic i have). i went on my way to the office, my friend V was telling me everything was okay and i probably got dress coded or something. (i usually dont get dress coded in mornings, its usually mid afternoon. i always get dress coded so ive learned the schedule by now.)
i arrived at the office to see my 'friend' (explained later,) A outside of the office writing something. that made me hope we were just writing witness statements for something and it wasnt that big of a deal! i was absolutely incorrect.
in the office after i sat down, there was the grade admin there and another different grade admin (not even sure what she was doing there because im not in that grade... smh.) ms t, the grade admin, ms g, the other grade admin. ms t starts talking to me asking what i was in her office for last time, not that important.
"it was reported to me that youve been talking to older men on the internet?"
WHATTTTTTTT THE FUCKKKKKKKKK?????????????
there was definately no color left on my face after that because my heart dropped. (i looked at my watch and my heart rate went from like 100 to like 50 in 30 seconds im NOT crazy) i said, "what? absolutely not id never do that." then they started questioning me. and questioning me. and i just kept denying and denying because there was no way.
⌇- the only true thing is that i was talking to this guy (he was like a year older than me)
anyways, these hoes bring up the subject of 'nude videos.' at that moment i knew i was genuinely fucked because there was absolutely no way they were gonna believe anything i say and such. i just kept spewing bullshit and lying. because i lie when i get nervous like that.
they asked me a bunch of stuff about my friends and how i sent inappropriate videos to them. (smh. i did, but they were from the guy i mentioned earlier. i had sent them to my gay 'bsf,' C, to make fun of him lwk.)
and then this lady Ms G or whatever started trying to gaslight me or something?? because she said "what if we told you we had these pictures and videos?" which i was NOT falling for, i may make stupid choices but im not THAT stupid. thats just a tactic. its bullshit.
BUT everything went downhill when they took my phone. i dont believe in any higher power, but when i tell you i started PRAYING to anyone who could be out there.. oh boy. i hoped and hoped id deleted everything off my phone. they started by looking through my gallery and... it was awkward. they kept asking who matt dillon was and if that was the older man i was talking to.. guys WHAT?? we cannot be this dumb PLEASE. i wish
aha so they found my messages with C and i had forgotten to delete our messages and uhm... yeah!!!!! so i got in big trouble. they sent me to the in-school-suspension room and the teacher in there kept telling me to do my work but i refused because i was sobbing and snotting everywhere.
and then i had to go talk to the school cop and they questioned me about the guy i was talking to, but i lied more because i wasnt about to air out this guys shit, he did send me those videos but i didnt want him to get slimed out as well. im not evil, its my fault for not deleting them and sending them to someone. then the officer (he was really nice i like him,) told me either hes gonna take my phone and do an investigation on the guy i had been talking to (again, i didnt want that to happen. he was a nice guy, bad decisions tho.) or factory reset it. (sobs)
then, ms t called my mommy and told her what happened. but made it.. much a bigger deal than it really was. "your child send pornographic material to another student. blah blah blah.." and she was dead convinced i sent this guy nudes (I DIDNTNTNTNTNTN) and she told my mom that . which is absolute bullshit man
and then told her i was suspended for 5 days lmfao
also i just want to share this all happened 2 months ago in january and id already blocked the guy who sent me the vids.
i was devastated but when i got to go home and explain the real story to my mom she wasnt THAT mad and its not like im grounded forever, just like a week or two
after that, i was dead set on finding who decided to snitch. but it was way deeper than i thought it was. holy shit
my friends had been talking to a teacher we all know, ms f, about how id been distant lately(?), and somehow, C, couldnt keep his trap shut about it. and she as a "mandated reporter" prolly said some bs about me.
i also learned a bunch of my friends had been talking shit behind my back for 3 weeks and that made me sad but its alright i guess. we made up but i dont believe them. my best friend from another school gave them a hell of a tongue lashing as well, (WE LOVE ITZELLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
and a real close friend of mine has been spreading rumors about me talking to a 20 year old man to absolutely everyone.
BUTTTT i have a plan, these friends of mine are not in the popular clique, i have some really good popular friends. im going so associate myself with them more, get them on my side and if you were a 'weird' kid in school you KNOW how popular kids can make life hell. just these idiots deserve it.
but everythings okay i suppose! and itzel is tryna get her friends to jump them which would be funny lol
