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hi guysss i'll be making a comic heavly based on slavic gods (im slavic so i kinda know what im doing) and here is the first character design, in my blog i'll pin more informations about the whole series

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hiii my really really really good friend is making a comic and i would be forever greatefull if you could support her since shes so excited for it, i havent seen her like this in a while. If you will, my soul is yours

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bro im one big Dazai headcanon щ⁠(⁠゜⁠ロ⁠゜⁠щ⁠)

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What if Nikolais hair are wings but he doesnt use them becouse then he looks bald??

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What if Nikolais hair are wings but he doesnt use them becouse then he looks bald??

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im with you

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😞

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ain't no lie

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real

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Yk i really hate beeing like this shitty Dazai in his 14/15 becouse its just embodiement of how awful person i am. My Oda got lost along the way in my life ana i still cant let it go, im hoplessly in love (if i can call it that since its heavly bordering on obssesion) with my Chuuya but they doesnt see this bond the way i do and im glad becouse i know i would only break them even more. Im one big ugly manipulator my whole life creating myself to be somone im not just to acomplish something i dont see the sens in, i've done it but it turns out it was a things i imaganed to have a purpose for once instead of just existing. Im poisoning the space around me and its disguisting. The way i dont feel empathy (diegnosed ASPD) isn't making me feel guilty but instead its a nail getting hammered into my head telling me that i should feel every ounce of what others felt after what i did to them to punish me. My mere existence is a mistake since i was like that since childhood yet its getting worse over time

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WAIT A MOMENT

Just to remind you that 15zai was accualy short he was 5'1 (around 154cm) so he was just a little taller than Chuuya and only later on their height gap grew :0

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pov: your fav character is Oda and you realize its becouse your father in real life is lowkey shit: