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aroace agender | any pronouns | istp || main acc || hobby artist and fanfic author

[depressouce]

posting this here bc im tryna free up some space.

its all scenes for my radioqueen fanfic.

i keep changing the designs of the characters omygod

[checkyourasianbias]

ERROR: Swastikas aren't racist, the hakenkreuz is.

[depressouce]

wait a goddamn minute when the hell did being colorblind become white supremacy????

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

being a writer means sometimes you will watch gay porn. not necessarily to be aroused but to study, get inspired and take notes

[depressouce]

sometimes i get jumpscared by suggestive fanart on my feed as an aroace that usually only lurks in tags bc one time a certain art popped up on my feed (dont follow it but a moot does) and the way i said aloud "what wenchery is this?" in the tone of a scandalized friar that was not appropriate to say in a public space.

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

“sorry I can’t go out tonight. I have therapy.”

the therapy:

[depressouce]

5 year old me would be hella mad at my tastes in ships now. wdym i binged itazura na kiss every month to cement my standards for men just for me to get caught in a chokehold by ships that violate a good portion of the geneva conventions and not even being able to have any sort of attraction to humans before i even turned 20

[depressouce]

ok but hot take, i really dont see how jayce and viktor became a shippy thing. i always kinda had the vibe that jayce was just being a guilty asshole friend to viktor (i can understand the vander/silco but i drew the line at vander's non-consensual murder attempt) but maybe thats just my aroace ass being picky

[depressouce]

fanfic idea with lydia meeting her nephews for the first time and getting emotionally attached to heavy. (dw she loves dee too)

idk, i just think her seeing heavy (playing a guitar probably) and being happy about it would kinda strike her chest a bit bc while he looks like vicky, i think she'd see both herself and sebastian before their dad made music horrible. maybe shed see her baby brother watching her with awe despite her lacklustre talent in the way heavy looks at dee like he's the best sibling there is. maybe she'd see sebastian's proud expression when he first completed a piece without an off note in the way heavy would grin whenever he finishes a riff without pausing on the next note.

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

was thinking about how the concept of god is usually characterized as male (thanks patriarchy) and i came up with a question: in christian theology,

does "God" have a penis?

surely the catholic church made some sort of ruling on this

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

stop derailing with Jesus's foreskin, this post is about God's genitals ONLY

[myfairkatiecat]

Hi, Catholic here—the only part of the holy trinity with a human body is the Son (Jesus) so yes, but also God the Father doesn’t have a human body so no, but the Father, Son and Holy Spirit are all the same being as well so yes, but all humans including women are created in the image of God so hypothetically He has everything else too. Hope this helps.

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

thank you it did not!

[rtm-drlng]

Using he him pronouns doesn't necessarily indicate having a penis does it gaudy

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

see that's gender studies 101 but i wanna force the catholic church to ADMIT it

[doctoraxiom]

Also for what it's worth Catholic God doesn't use he/him. He uses He/Him which theologians insist is distinct from human pronouns.

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

so the catholic church wants you to respect their god's neopronouns

[depressouce]

ok but like, all this confirms is that god the father is an omega

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

in hindsight, growing up as an aromantic person who didn't know aromanticism was a thing...it woulda been really easy for me to assume that something was wrong with me, that I was "broken" or "missing" some piece of humanity.

luckily I was autistic, oblivious, and had a huge ego. it literally never occurred to me to frame it as a "me" problem. i just thought every single person i knew was a dumbass

[panic-at-the-aromantic]

redstonedust AND biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist are aromantic??? are all the famous tumblrinas aromantic??

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

OKAY LISTEN

[assporn]

My favorite thing about these posts, especially with bgp, is that someone roasts them and they respond

[reblogging---stuff]

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

I HAVE BEEN NOTHING BUT NICE TO YOU PEOPLE

[pukicho]

I hope something good happens at you. Something positive shooting your way. Coming at you.

[depressouce]

anyway, yall ever think glam got a little bit too into it when, lets say, ches dared him to cover "its my life" by bon jovi? bc i think that man outright growled the bridge and roared that last chorus to the mic.

look, SOMETHING had to make him attract women even with his psychotic eyebags. hes passionate (on the fret and the vocals)

[depressouce]

do yall think glam had an off-screen internal breakdown after that episode with dee?? that dark office room does NOT make me feel assured after watching his backstory.

[depressouce]

i still find victoria's initial reaction to glam stalking her so funny. its like seeing a nonverbal version of "who is this blond twink and why does he think he can talk to me?"

[snoobinn]

do you wanna sit down man

[depressouce]

nah cuz the way our boy reacted after that vinyl was uncomfortably unhinged. ches was Concerned bad

[depressouce]

bingo, i think

[depressouce]

well today my mother called everything about me arrogant and i had to remind myself that i still havent written that next chapter of tofu and milton street just to forget that funeral costs are way less than renf in the long run, and that i could probably bury myself alive in that field bwhind my neighbors.