Moon Moon

Shane, trans man, fibro haver, autoimmune, music maker. Member of a polyfragmented DID system known as The Galaxy System.

[driftcity]

Hello!

I'm long overdue for writing an intro post for this blog, so I figured I'd write one now!

As it says I'm my header, I'm Shane! A disabled trans man and member of a DID system. I have BPD, autism, fibromyalgia, detmatillomania, and have an autoimmune disorder.

I started this blog in 2022 to try and start focusing more on my mental health, enjoying life, and consuming more generally positive content.

My posts mainly consist of things I find uplifting or funny and poetry I've written to sort through my own thoughts (I always tag them with #poetry, feel free to take a look!). Occasionally I'll post or reblog something with a bit of venting, if you just want the positive stuff I try and make sure to always tag the darker stuff with #vent. My reblogs are mainly run on a mile long queue, but I always post my original writing directly after I finish it.

If you're here because of my poetry, then genuinely, thank you so much. I only ever started writing these poems to help myself find more constructive outlets, and the fact that my words have managed to resonate with anyone else means the world to me.

One final note to end this ramble- I am a horribly shy introvert but I love making new friends! If you want to talk or be friends or mutuals, feel free to send me an ask or DM! I enjoy meeting new people, I'm just a ball of anxiety sometimes, haha.

[driftcity]

Man I am meeting some cool people lately

[unma]

you've gotta love the aroace trans girls too. You have to

[velvetcloak]

Fabric of space & time 🪐✨

Model: @mmagdalenev Gown: @fireflypath Video: @griffinsendekfilms Sword: @tony_swatton Lights: @amarancreators Halos & Ray series Camera: @sonyalpha a7R5

[kalalesa]

“Ave Maria”

An oil painting I created as a reflection of prayer, grace, and quiet devotion. This piece captures the gentle presence of Mary, surrounded by light and silence, a moment where faith meets peace and the heart finds comfort in a sacred embrace.

A reminder to carry hope, humility, and serenity wherever life takes us.

[fairyinthetrees]

what I would give to just sit next to you in the quiet while we do our own hobbies ..

[foeofcolor]

Only day you can rb this

[foeofcolor]

This post is like a fucking rosetta stone I've had the same theme song tagged in at least 6 languages so far

[farewell-to-lorien]

Talking to Ghosts, by Sienna Gonzales.

[torstherapy]

[shamebats]

The OP uses he/him pronouns.

[driftcity]

Ugh

I wanna go to a rave tonight but I'm so broke rn I can't even afford the $15 entry fee

I'll have to dance in my living room tonight instead 🎶

[akindplace]

going out of your comfort zone really depends on finding that sweet spot where you can put yourself out there without pushing yourself so hard that you burn out in stress to the point that it makes it too scary for you to ever try it again. but you can’t also wait until you are perfectly at ease to do it, or else you aren’t really coming out of your comfort zone. and that sweet spot? so fucking confusing to find it, but it’s worth a shot (hi for the love of god hello i am trying)

[driftcity]

This! Exactly this.

[oysters-aint-for-me]

i keep getting this instagram ad for what i assume is a romantasy novel that begins w the phrase “imagine knowing your destiny in life…is to die” n it’s pissing me off SO BAD. everyone’s destiny in life is to die. that’s like. kind of the main one.

[driftcity]

Being an extrovert but also being shy/having social anxiety is a combination from hell who decided to make me like this I want a refund

I've made several new friends recently and after like, every text I send my brain goes "that was a stupid thing to say they probably regret talking to you" even if the text was like. "Hey, nice seeing you today" or some shit The feeling goes away the second I get a reply and my brain's like "Oh! :) Nevermind! :)" but I seriously need to get this shit in check Either get back into therapy or check out a library book on social anxiety or something. Lowkey going out as much as I've been has been like exposure therapy in a way though so there's that. It's kind of working. Anyway yay new friends! Boo anxiety/BPD!

[bintro]

is anyone else their father’s female son

[manuciruja]

awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?

[manuciruja]

i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users

[positivelyqueer]

You've gotta have good biodiversity in your reasons for not killing yourself. Rotate them out like crops when the yield gets low and the soil poor. We're mixing our metaphors. Whatever helps it stick.

You like warm blankets. You like the sound of birdsong. You have a pet that needs taking care of. You have someone to outlive. You have a loved one. You think death would be boring. It's coming for you anyway. Death is patient. When was the last time you had cake? Your favourite musician is going on tour. Or maybe just a halfway decent band at your local bar. You've never seen an elephant. Isn't it amazing that the sky is blue? Aging is a gift not afforded to most. Don't let the bastard grind you down. You can't mend any suffering in the world with your death. You want to see if you can grow herbs on your windowsill. Killing yourself seems like so much effort. What does tiramisu taste like? You're trying to be curious. You're angry and spiteful. What you want more than to die is to rest. This sandwich is so good you don't want to die. Not so long as there are plums to eat and somebody, anybody who gives enough of a damn to haul them to you. A stranger on the internet is holding their hand out and asking.

[draconym]

You haven't finished that book. It's almost strawberry season. There's a chrysalis on the porch that should open soon. There are pastries you've never tried. It's going to be sunny tomorrow. You're going to look very distinguished with gray hair. You have to outlive him. There aren't any easy ways to die. Your package is supposed to arrive on Friday. There are people who will love you that you haven't met yet.