We're uh yea scarily body age over the age of 40, and here you can learn more about us:
We are professionally a Digital Artist and Graphic Designer and as well a Twitch streamer, Music producer, dabbler in Stable Diffusion and AI Generative Music spaces.
We are a Traumagenic plural system.
*(We sometimes use the words Traumagenic with Gateway or Anamriel added, more context will be given either in the carrd later on or in this post)
We're not the be all and end all to our own plurality. We're here to learn, grow and understand more about the world no matter our body's age.
We have been formally diagnosed with DID, CPTSD, Autism and ADHD.
Want to know more about us?
*PLEASE NOTE THIS CARRD IS SEVERELY OUT OF DATE AND HAVE NOT WANTED TO UPDATE IT*
About the traumagenic gateway plural system known as The Duskfall Portal Crew. This also includes professional portfolio and contact informa
Please DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU Are in the following communities or groups:
TERFS / SWERFS / JK ROWLING ENTHUSIASTS
MAPS/GROOMERS/PEDOS
SYSMED (AND RELATED GROUPS)
GATEKEEPER GROUPS / RACISTS / CONSPIRACY THEORISTS
FAKECLAIMER
Anti Self DX / Anti Vaxxers / Anti Diagnosis people.
Cringecourse
Homophobes/ Anti LGBTQ2IAS+
Proshippers.
PEOPLE WITH NO SENSE OF HUMOR
MINORS WHO ARE UNDER 18 - PREFERABLY DNI IF UNDER 21.
Largely we respect systems and their origins, but we have found that we need to set personal boundaries:
Tulpas
Anti Traumagenics
Otherkin/Fictionkin/Alterhuman/Therian groups.
We are not largely ANTI-ENDO, and will interact with Endogenics, but it is a case-by-case basis.
For clarity: We respect the boundaries of all systems, and personal boundaries are important. The above DNI is not indicative of hatred towards any one specific group. This DNI list is for the safety of our blog, and does not indicate special mistreatment of any one person or construct.
We will link this in our bio, and edit as need be.
The world's a vampire, you might as well suck the knowledge out of it somehow.
A desktop chat application designed specifically for plural systems, featuring PluralKit integration and intelligent proxy detection.
✨ Features
🏠 Local Desktop Chat - Private conversations between system members
🔗 PluralKit Integration - Import members, avatars, and proxy tags from your PK system
🎯 Smart Proxy Detection - Automatic member switching based on proxy patterns
💾 SQLite Database - Fast, reliable local storage
🎨 Modern Themes - 15+ beautiful themes via ttkbootstrap
📤 Export/Import - Share system configurations with other plural folks
🖼️ Avatar Support - Display member avatars in chat
A private desktop chat app designed for plural systems with PluralKit sync and modern themes - Ktiseos-Nyx/plural_chat
This is important for us because this is meant to bridge a tiny gap:
We personally don't like SimplyPlural, not against it at all btw - just it's confusing for us. We use discord and PK a lot, but wanted a desktop function for our system to just COMMUNICATE.
So hard to do that sometime when your anxiety is at 100% and your partners are looking at you like "You're typing a mile a minute babe you ok?".
The development vibe is: No restrictions, it's open source software.
My personal ideations, anything I beleive in as an individual or system doesn't prevent you FROM using this app. If that gets me hate I don't care. Why? Because it's not on me as a developer to prevent X Y Z from using my app.
Right now it's SUPER IN DEVELOPMENT, it works - but it's buggy and there is NOT a single EXE file for windows users. But when we're up and running a bit better there will be installers for those who need them.
Also, there is no hiding anything with this, if you don't like any component of who's developed this that's on you. I'm not invalidating your needs or attempting to offend you. You can feel how you want, you can see everything is MIT liscenced, there's a notice MD and we've used fairly standard themes.
We have a roadmap for future content.
Yes, indeed I have and still do work in AI and do things in AI, but this is not an AI focused app. (I did use an LLM to help me develop it because of stamina and learning curves with Tkinter and Python.)
I state this as my other major app i've been working on is for AI-metadata in images, and there's like 200+ immature PYQT6 themes we made at 3 am one night - but go figure!
This app is 99% offline, the only ONLINE component is if you CHOOSE to sync with pluralkit. You have the OPTION of hand entering in images and members!
Anyways PLEASE test this application out!
This is our dev roadmap:
A private desktop chat app designed for plural systems with PluralKit sync and modern themes - Ktiseos-Nyx/plural_chat
FRANCE HAS REACHED THE REQUIRED NUMBER OF SIGNATURES ON THE CITIZEN'S INITIATIVE AGAINST CONVERSION THERAPY IN THE EU!!
ONE COUNTRY DOWN, SIX TO GO!!
We also need still quite a few signatures in order to reach the one million required.
As to date, the six other countries with the most signatures are:
Spain - 38.72%
Finland - 30.31%
Ireland - 24.86%
Netherlands - 24.15%
Germany - 23.54%
Belgium - 23.09%
So yeah, still a long way to go, but we ARE slowly getting closer. Don't stop now! Don't let this stay within the community, either, if you have any friends or family who are open to queer rights, get them to sign, too!
To those who i've lost contact with for various reasons.
Some of you sadly, there's no chance of reconnect.
Some of you there may be.
All the rants are under the cut b ecause Cw/tw trauma and otehr stuff.
Some of you sadly, there's no chance of reconnect...
I sadly will say to that part 'Shit happens' but with the added bonus of: "That just means you pick yourself up and find someone new to hang with"
Some of you there may be.
Some of you, the awkward divide we've either created together, or the spanse of time between- means it's unlikely no matter how much i'd love to try and reconnect -- we'll get to.
But this isn't a post about "NANANAN BBOO BOO U SUCK" - no, it's a personal reconciliation.
We've as a system caused a shit ton of accidental pain.
We've had 4 years now to think about things.
And while i'm sure ONE of those systems looking at this is still hoping for personal restart, hoping that several of us will "revert" and remove ourselves from the onyl thing that peeled us from the deep darkness we were in.
The other one i'm hoping will see this?
Fucking. A.
You told me to never play an MMORPG.
That nobody would hold my hand :D
Guess what.
I got addicted, a few people there and here DID hold my hand when it was in early game. FAIR. BEANS! But I got into a good FC later on, after some early game drama..
I've been rocking DPS/Healer main at the highest level in FFXIV's epxansions. Sure as shit i'm sure you said yo udidn't like XIV and never wanted to paly - that's valid. You're of the valid ranks of playing WoW... I don't blame you xD you do you.
I know there's a HUGE chance you don't like AI.
I Don't blame you.
But you know what? I can't get work outside of AI right now, and i'm monetized enough that the site doesn't put limitations on me, and i try and work within enough of the ethics where I do what I want for the most part.
I'm in a relationship ~_~ ... and it's been over a year and it's kinda uhm. still going. AND GUESS WHAT? ITS TWO WAY LMAO. I'm not getting screwed over either for once :D
You always wanted to slap me lovingly for that.
(Some of you sadly, there's no chance of reconnect...
Yea yea i know the other system that i'm heathily giving the middle finger too here is reading this i know - but y'know yo ustalked me, you tried to force me to revert- and basically doxxed all my secrets to my own mother, aaand told me to stop being friends with one of my now partners -- GOOD JOB! Hope you learn that therapy is your best friend whne you do that stuff! - I don't tolerate that anymore, but outside of that hope you've grown up enough to enjoy your life, and get a job - or at least enjoy your studies. Thrive damnit lol, idgaf how much you hurt me - THRIVE!)
Anyways.
Onto other poeple that probably don't use tumblr.
Some of you sadly, there's no chance of reconnect...
To the friend that knew us since childhood:
No, i don't wanna go home to the USA and live with you.
Your husband owes 150k to the US governement annnnd you're not honest about your alchohol and drug habits and you've got me blocked on all social media and only have connection to my mother through FB. *SHRUG* Thrive bitch XD.
To my father who DEF DOES NOT HAVE TUMBLR
Some of you sadly, there's no chance of reconnect...
Yea you. Sit and spin.
Yo ublamed my mother on all of my DX's.
You caused HER trauma.
Yo ucaused ME trauma.
YOUR MOTHER CAUSED ME TRAUMA.
You're a sanctimonious trash face "MESSIANIC JEWISH" idiot who doesn't know the meaning of. what "MESSIANIC" and "JUDAISM" shouldn't be together. Least of which when you've been caught watching "TWINCEST PORN" and hiding porn on your own adult child's external hard drive.
Yea kinda predatory.
No, don't thrive.
Sorry, i don't care if i'm going to hell for that one.
I've tried.
I'm done being nice with you.
If i ever come home and shit, it won't be to MN.
Idgaf. Neitehr you or Uncle have a clue how much pain you've thrown at me for keeping you two in the loop,. attempting to keep in touch but being ignored and/or being told i'm faking things or otherwise.
Yea. Sit and spin :D
To those THERE STILL MAY BE AND THOSE I HAVE YET TO MEET:
Bridges are open.
But you'll have to let me know YOUR terms , I don't need your phonebook of triggers - - that's not because i don't care, i need to just know the short term ones so when we re-meet i can keep things as safe as possible.
Some of you have taught me a lot what it is to be a system.
Being polyfragmented isn't a bad thing.
BUt at least we're no longer 100 flavors of the same person.
