Dysfunctional Dragons

This is a blog that will have rambles and probably art.

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we decided to do an actual system intro lol

There are more of us than we realized bc we forgot to count 😂😭

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we wanna tease our dad about his girlfriend but idk it’s weird, we haven’t even gotten to meet her yet.

Divorce is weird.

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Our pt got enthusiastic.

we might be dead now

seriously I can’t feel my legs I can use them but can I use them??

we’re literally so tired now

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using the word nibble makes me fee validated in my alterhuamnity

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Styx: I’m not hungry, it’s probably not our blood sugar being low, we’re just being dramatic

Styx: Gets a can of applesauce and eats the whole thing Styx: Huh, i feel better. Wolf: I wonder why. Styx: It’s probably just psychosomatic. Wolf: STOPPPP

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Someone (actually, the cinema therapy guys lol) said something that really stuck with us. They said ’it can’t be playful teasing if there’s no respect’ (or something like that)

And it just kind of clicked. That’s why things that shouldn’t hurt do. Why we’ve felt so hurt by joking gestures.

The people who have hurt us did’t respect us, and so it wasn’t funny.

Both of our bffs have made similar jokes at our expense before. One hurt, one didn’t. Bc one of our bffs, we felt respected by. The other, we didn’t (and still don’t entirely do)

Anyway yeah, just wanted to share

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alright internet, we need your help.

This is kind of stupid. But. We were talking with someone recently and they said ’there is no thing about height, that’s just you being judgey.’

We don’t judge anyone else for their height, although sometimes we do tease our friends. But we've had people say to us how they wished they were as tall as us or how they want to be taller.

We do have to unravel this feeling of insecurity tied to our height, but it’s because of being teased for being short (we’re 5’7 but our friend is 6’4) and small.

The other part of it is our deep anxiety and sort of PTSD. We don’t want to feel small and physically vulnerable. We’ve been told that we wouldn’t be able to fight anyone because we’re small (which has led s to try to prove it and we overcompensate by pointing out how fast we are with our reflexes and kicking and punching) andthat’s scary.

So anyway. Is there a height thing??

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wolf is currently test driving their sixth or seventh name of the day

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we did something stupid

We went swimming

We’re going over to our friend’s house later WE WILL NOT CANCKE AGAIN but we needed energy 😭

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ah, the fear that if we had a service dog, we’d snap at anyone who tries to touch them in the tone of voice we use when or cat or little brother is doing something they shouldn’t be (not a playful tone, a ’you better back off and rethink life before i remove you from this situation’ tone)

Then again, maybe that would be a good thing

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deae medical professors: We have a request.

I think med students (ESPECIALLY ALLERGY SPECIALISTS)should have to spend a week unable to eat a major food. Wheat, or dairy, maybe anything nutty.

I think this should be required because we keep having doctors tell us ’well just don’t eat what you’re allergic to.’

Yes but also IF YOU COULD GIVE ME THE TREATMENT THAT MAKES ME LESS ALLERGIC I’D APPRECIATE IT

It’s so emotionally and mentally taxing - i don’t want this to just be the end of our treatment bc we techially can not eat stuff.

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Couldn’t figure out why we felt so confident and unapologetic, and then I realized who i was lol

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