I draw and share stuff I DO NOT AND WILL NEVER SUPPORT AI OR NFT -I don’t do commissions- There will be occasional Dead Dove themes. Browse at your own risk, block accordingly.
And because i apparently need to say it everywhere:
IF YOU USE AI OR NFTS OR CONTACT ME FOR EITHER OR A CRYPTO THING YOU WILL BE BLOCKED ON SIGHT
I’m tired of repeating myself on this shit, and frankly the ai boom has made me reclusive when sharing my art right when I was coming back out of my shell. So respect my fucking wishes and go away if you use AI/NFT/CRYPTO. Because if I cuss you out that’s not my issue after this warning lmao i am so sick of it fr
have been informed that this is from a 1974 sean connery movie called zardoz and all i can say is if i saw this in 1974 my third eye would have snapped the fuck open
THE GUN IS GOOD, THE MUSHROOM IS EVIL. THE MUSHROOM PUFFS SPORES AND CREATES NEW LIFE, THAT BRINGS UPON THE EARTH THE PLAGUE OF FUNGUS, AS ONCE IT WAS.
the number 1 rule of fanfic is have fun and be yourself. the number 2 rule is the average healthy adult male can lose roughly 2 liters of blood before dying.
Re. big platforms banning NSFW works: sex workers around the globe have dealt with this for ages, we gotta follow their example, soapland style. Buy my 25€ funny sticker. Wow, we share so much, I love you now. Here's a free T4T puppyplay fetish art zine to go along with your nice funny safe purchase. Yeah it’s free. Because I love you.
getting fixated on something is funny because the first like week i have an insatiable need to tell everyone i know about it and spread the good word but by weeks 2 and 3 it becomes so intense and personal that even hearing it mentioned in public makes me sweat as if a dark secret was alluded to
I think leftists need to refer to the United States as a slave state more often. It has the highest prison population per capita of any nation, slavery is legal as punishment for a crime and black people are disproportionately imprisoned and given longer sentences. The prison industrial complex is modern day slavery
Been poking at Ahmsi again, he deserved a redraw imo cuz the old art was 3+ years old 😅
But he’s getting put with a new batch of werewolves I’ve been toying at, his story is very sad from the start, but I was happy I could give him some kind of happy ending (even if it’s uprooted a few times with the wolves story)
LORE DUMP: cw mentions of severe childhood trauma, severe abuse, dad son incest- after the dotted line for two paragraphs then goes on to talk about the after and his now mates
He has a TBI (traumatic brain injury, and nails in his head that can’t be removed), seizures, a permanent shake/jerk to his body’s motor functions, struggles to speak ect. He was abandoned as a pup to an old woman in the woods, she turned out to be the worst thing ever because she was a witch that did awful experiments on him. She cut his tail off and cauterized the area giving him severe nerve damage, screamed at him for his involuntary movements, beat him when he cried, cut him open MULTIPLE times to see if he could live without certain organs, made him sleep in a closet/outdoor shed locked in ect. She was overall just horrible to him.
When he ends up close to the wolves he’s been freed from the witch, he’s about 26/27 and the village community nearby has taken him in, though the care isn’t superior they feed and clothe him and give him places to sleep but he is essentially homeless and can’t even work to help these people after their hunters killed the woman that kept him captive. The hunters turn out to be a pair of werewolves the small little village protects since they are for the elderly in town, none of them know they’re related it’s easier to hide that smell of shared blood in elven communities (though incest is punishable by death or torture in their laws and the wolves are father and son)
Tsava is the wolf around Ahmsi’s age, 25 and still has that sort of pure outlook on what the world could be, sees this broken disabled man and just decides to bring him in, he and his father had been wanting someone at home for a while since it felt empty after returning from hunts, so to him it only felt natural to give this man in need a bed, a roof and steady food. One would think Ahmsi wouldn’t be trusting, but after how his life had left his body beaten death wasn’t the scariest thing he could face but choosing to trust Tsava was the best thing he’d ever done for himself
They’re now (2.5 years after he moves in) all three happily mated (married in my world) and just so in love 😭🖤 Ahmsi ends up wheelchair bound due to progressive deterioration of his nerves and motor functions and Ahsvei, the father and older werewolf, totally redoes their home so Ahmsi can still get around and feel independent. They carry him on bad pain days, bathe him, feed him, and just love on him so much because they do just love him so much and let him take his time. Im gonna work on some little writings about their lives separate and together, because a short description can’t really describe how deeply in love they are with each other and the passionate werewolf lover trope is my FAVORITE if we can’t tell
I've become the foster for a feral cat who had kittens under our house as local shelters won't/can't take them. It is kitten season and mom being a feral really limits our options, unfortunately. The good news is she is just a scared feral and not too spicy. I don't know if we can gentle her but if I can get the kittens to the point of weaning I can get her in a feral cat program and the babies into an adoption program.
If you'd like to help me take care of momma and her three jelly beans until I can get them fixed and adopted out consider throwing a donation or two at my kofi. If you cannot donate, please signal boost. I want to give these four the best care I can.
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Since I don’t make it very public all the time, I have autism. I seem majority normal but I have very strong rejection sensitivity. If I perceive there is an issue I will hard stop and ask for clarification to make sure I didn’t make someone feel like shit because I understand my rejection sensitivity is my problem, but I ask for clarity and so I can kick those thoughts and feelings to the curb a little easier. You can’t cure autism, you can manage your symptoms the best you can, and in this American Experiment I can’t afford healthcare so I get to raw dog it.
So if I come off too strong or I make anybody uncomfortable, I apologize, it comes from a place of trying to understand the people around me so I don’t get rejection sensitive triggered because the last thing I want to do is upset my friends. But what I’m not going to do is sit here And pretend that I am “normal“ for everybody else’s comfort. I don’t ask people to manage my symptoms for me, I don’t ask people to solve my problems for me. Anybody that wants to be my friend be prepared to be direct and clear when speaking to me because I will ask you what you meant in a bid to understand you better so I can better manage my own triggers and quirks. I wish it wouldn’t be perceived as me fighting to get my way because that is the last thing I want, I want fairness I’m not that selfish of a person.
But I am tired of feeling like the monster in everybody’s story just because I have autism and I might have a meltdown now and then. I’ve grown up enough to be able to stop it sooner and regroup, and try to explain my side of what happened because I want to hear their side and how they feel And what they actually meant. My bid for clarity is not to fight with people, but almost every friendship I had that ends on bad terms my bid for clarity is taken as a fight because I don’t sugarcoat I am very direct.
Autism is a spectrum, everybody is different. A meltdown or an emotional outburst does not make you a horrible person and I would like people like me to hear that because you need to hear that. Just because somebody doesn’t have outward symptoms doesn’t mean they are less deserving of our understanding for them.
If you are a dead dove creator and you struggle with autism, or people have made you feel like you were incapable of being loved or having friends because you have a meltdown or a bad day now and then, I want you to know I am here for you and I will be your friend. We need to stick together in this shitty excuse for a world, everything is already on fire every day 
Waagh, your linework always looks so fluid/the little curls coming off are cute, ehehe. Characters getting together in their 30s and beyond!! Need more of that! They're both gorgeous, and they sound so sweet together.
You don't have to apologize for the lore dump; I asked! Now I have another question: How did Mairon get that scar?
Ahhhh thank you!! That one was a little old cuz art block rules this shit brick house lol
Ye yeeee Mairon was more focused on being a good protective brother, definitely a “let them come in their own time” kinda man even when he was young 🖤
You’re welcome to ask anything any time I love answering questions lol
As for the scar originally I had it down as a horse kick protecting his siblings from bad people (he was 10) but the way it’s set on his face it more plausible he got his with an axe or a sword AND had blunt force trauma. So he has a traumatic brain injury that causes a stutter and seizures, mental developmental delay. They were all out running in the woods, hears his little sister screaming and sees his brother running away from a man on horseback, and thinks nothing more than he has to save the sister that got grabbed up. He doesn’t remember anything after deciding to run for the man and charge him, but his brother and sister call him their Guardian Angel or Angel as a nickname from then on
Sittin on a new hot werewolf dad/son couple concept and the dad is already hot as fuck in my mind. If I draw him soon I’ll repost this with him attached 👁️👁️
h-holy moly, Lukas...!! what does his husband/brother look like? how did that particular relationship get started?
Oh!! His older brother Mairon is a doll baby, he’s 7’4” (Lukas is 5’3”) and a big buff hairy man. The only updated pic I have is this one of his face with his red glass eye and clean shaven :)
They were pretty much inseparable from the time Lukas started to live with their dad and Mairon’s mom (and their fathers husband Diivo, my current pfp)
They’d fool around now and then in late teens to early/mid 20s, but they didn’t officially become an item until their late 30s when Lukas gets kidnapped and passed around by a cult and almost killed for a sacrifice. After that Lukas is disabled and can’t walk too long and it was only natural for them with how doting Mairon is and just how much they love each other. It’s pretty rocky and on and off until they’re more official, but they get married in their 40s and move onto their own bit of land.
Most of the their time it’s all Mairons side pining and they were just brotherly for a while, but after the cult incident Mairon confesses and Lukas is all surprised Pikachu that Mairon is so in love but everyone else could see it clear as day lol
In Lukas’ art with the dress he’s 44 and in the pic of his brother/husband Mairon he’s 50 (they have longer life spans so 50 isn’t that old considering nymphs are immortal and werewolves live 400+ years. They marry/mate they share Lukas’ life span. So endless fun to be had in my mind making them kiss 😎)
Sorry for the info dump I love them sm they’re so pretty together