the trilunar network @faeyan - Tumblr Blog

Salutations.

This is a sideblog of @faeretic primarily focused on plurality/systemhood. Majority posts will be reblogs rather than us sharing anything. But when we do, we try to tag them accordingly.

Tags: #the yureiversity #the yureiversity registration #branch : [insert collective name]

The first tag is a general system tag, the second is for resident introductions, and the third is for specific branches within our universe.

We stray from community language occasionally, depending on the active branch, but there should be a few terms that remain the same. Such as "branches" and "eras", these are interchangeable because most don't care to differentiate, but they do mean different things in the book. "Residents" is our go to replacement for headmate.

The previous branch/era is Noani Huayu, their pinned post is linked. The current era is The Trilunar Network. We are not comfortable sharing too much about ourselves, but rest assured, we have internet personas on hand so questions are welcomed either way. Our personal blog is @drlune

As for stances, I encourage you to block at your leisure, as will I.

We are bodily an adult, and identify as a yandere. We are severely mentally ill. For details? Well, I'll leave a trail of crumbs for you to follow, if you're so curious. Oh, and I almost forgot, our pronouns are whatever your pronouns are.

Thank you for visiting. There are desserts and fruits for your choosing on your way out.

Until next time~

#the yureiversity #pinned post #pinned intro

yamelcakes

I need to plaster this on every surface of my house tbh

sophieinwonderland

If endogenic and traumagenic plurality truly ran on completely separate mechanisms...

You would expect created headmates in traumagenic systems to function completely differently from headmates that formed directly from trauma.

In practice though, this isn't true. At least in most cases. You look at traumagenic systems, and there is little distinction in how the alters created from trauma function compared to accidental fictives formed from hyperfixation, or even from intentionally created headmates using tulpamancy methods.

Sometimes traumaholders or "EPs" as described in the structural dissociation model will experience more dysfunction than other member of the system, but these are still generally the same type of thing as the other headmates in the system.

If your model doesn't take into account the lived experiences of mixed origin systems, it might mean you need to rework your model...

raskoln1kovsaxe

when i was born i said hi and then i started tumblr posting immediately

haromantic

@funnier-as-a-system

isyoursystem

Is your headspace an endless void?

Yes

No

Nuance

No headspace

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Voting ended onApr 10

thelasttreeline

it has always stood out to me how much of the plural community relies on things created by endogenic systems — role terms, resources, and entire online spaces — only for those same things to be constantly adopted by heavily anti-endo systems. they will argue that endos aren’t 'real systems' because there’s no medical disorder, and then immediately use the non-medical terms endos developed to help describe their systems.

faeyan

Something I've always wondered is how the reconcile the fact that they relate so much to stuff that /pro/ endogenics put out there if they don't believe endos are systems? They relate enough to resources, terms, and the like made by them that they feel the need to steal them. Does it ever occur to them?

—Lumine [she/her]

thelasttreeline

This!!!???? Like, they will relate entirely to these labels and experiences in their own plurality, but somehow believe that the endosys who is speaking up about the experience is lying or entirely faking their experiences, and could not possibly experience plurality! It’s ridiculous.

packlog

Welcome to Packlogs tumblr

Packlog is a offline plural app made by disabled plurals for disabled plurals. This app is intended as a accessibility tool for anyone who might benefit from it. It is still in planning and currently building a pack of alpha testers. Alpha and beta tests will be closed to a small number of people.

Packlog will be inspired by many apps such as Simply plural, Octocon, Ampersand, Hivemind, Foretelling and even websites such as carrd. We want to make Packlog more than just a plural app. Our main features will be system tracking, sleep tracking, mood and symptom tracking as well as a calendar option (all also easily accessible with an in app dashboard for super fast logging). Later on we want to implement optional peer to peer sharing and syncing with pluralkit while the app still will be designed to function offline.

The main developer of this app being @deathhound06 (also running this account). We just started learning Kotlin and are developing this app with the help of our lovely mate. We are a 22 year old disabled hcDID system and have been bedbound for a long time now. So we decided to learn something new and develop and app based on disabled plurals needs. Our special interests are psychology, pedagogy, plurality, app development and more. Since we are disabled ourselves and use a screenreader accessibility is our first priority.

Due to us having very severe mecfs this project is closed and will only be opened when all base features are implemented and working. We still have some spaces open for alpha testers so we will take applications in dms and post a limited invite later.

Packlogs stances: pro all system origins, pro all complex/contradictory queer identities, anti harassment, pro fiction, pro para (anti contact for harmful ones), anti radqueers, anti harmful ideologies (right wing, fascist, etc), pro recovery, anti stealing community terms.

starfishinthedistance

I talk to many people who say things like "oh I have trauma but I don't have PTSD", but then when I talk to them a little more I realize that they most likely do, they just can't recognize it as such due to how lacking PTSD awareness is, even beyond the whole "it's not just a veteran's disorder" thing.

The main reason they think they don't have PTSD usually has to do with flashbacks and nightmares, either they have one but not the other or have neither. But here's the thing, those are only two symptoms out of the 23-odd recognized symptoms. Flashbacks and nightmares are two of the five symptoms under Criterion B (Intrusion), which you only need one of for a diagnosis. The other three symptoms are unwanted upsetting memories, emotional distress after being reminded of trauma and physical reactivity after being reminded of trauma (i.e. shaking, sweating, heart racing, feeling sick, nauseous or faint, etc). Therefore you can have both flashbacks and nightmares, one but not the other, or neither and still have PTSD.

In fact, a lot of the reasons people give me for why they don't think they have PTSD are literally a part of the diagnostic criteria.

"Oh, I can barely remember most parts of my trauma anyway." Criterion D (Negative Alterations in Cognition and Mood) includes inability to recall key features of the trauma.

"Oh but I don't get upset about my trauma that often because I avoid thinking of it or being around things that remind me of it most of the time." Criterion C (Avoidance) includes avoiding trauma-related thoughts or feelings and avoiding trauma-related external reminders, and you literally cannot get diagnosed if you don't have at least one of those two symptoms.

"Oh I just have trouble getting to sleep or staying asleep, but I don't have nightmares." Criterion E (Alterations in Arousal and Reactivity) includes difficulting sleeping outside of nightmares.

"But I didn't have many/any trauma symptoms until a long time after the trauma happened." There's literally an entire specification for that.

Really it just shows how despite being one of the most well-known mental illnesses, people really don't know much about PTSD. If you have trauma, I ask you to at least look at the criteria before you decide you don't have PTSD. Hell, even if you don't have trauma, look at the criteria anyway because there are so many symptoms in there that just are not talked about.

PTSD awareness is not just about flashbacks and nightmares.

thegrayangel

Please Help Save the Gender Wiki

Hello, Tumblr. I've never posted here, only lurked. But this is one of the most important things in the world to me, and I honestly need to ask you for help. Please reblog if you can.

This will be a long post. It will be summarized with a TLDR at the end, including ways that you can help.

With over 9,200 pages, we are the biggest collection of gender identities on the Internet, especially the biggest source that is readily available. We are a community that has existed since 2009, and has taken off in terms of growth in the last few years.

Today, Fandom decided to close the Gender Wiki. We were given absolutely no warning, and they've only given us a two-week deadline to move the entire wiki to a new host, which we are utterly unprepared to do. The download would also not include any of the 17,000+ images on the Gender Wiki, many of which do not exist anywhere else on the Internet.

Here is a link to the post Fandom staff gave us today, and a paraphrased summary of it below:

https://gender.fandom.com/f/p/4400000000000132176

Fandom staff says that they won't continue to host our wiki because it "spreads harmful misinformation". They believe we have gone too far in "positioning everything as a gender identity", referring to xenogenders. They mention pages with xenogenders referring to suicide/self-harm and violence --- which we, the staff members, were /already/ in the process of deleting before this notice was given to us. They decided that the best solution was not to ask us to delete those pages, or even delete the pages themselves, but instead to remove our entire database.

There are many other wikis on Fandom with much worse references to violence than the Gender Wiki, which Fandom appears to have no problem with whatsoever.

I cannot express enough that this is erasure, and it will absolutely negatively affect the LGBTQ+ community to not have this treasure trove of information readily available.

I am an admin on the Gender Wiki, and I can assure you that our entire staff team is already trying to appeal to Fandom staff. I'll add any updates if they decide to respond to us, but they have no yet given staff any more information than the above

PLEASE help in any way you can. Reblog, spread awareness, or sign this petition if you have a Fandom account. Archive any Gender Wiki pages, especially ones that don't have pages elsewhere, with the Wayback Machine or alternatively archive.is, or even write posts about them here or on other sites. Please help us save this information. It can't possibly be done this quickly without help.

TLDR: Fandom staff decided that, in two weeks, they will close the Gender Wiki, the biggest gender resource on the Internet. They gave us no warning. It will be impossible to save all of the information on the wiki. Please reblog or sign this petition if you have a Fandom account. Help save the data by archiving pages here or here. Post about this. Help spread awareness.

gender-offical

Idk if anyone will see me reblogging this from my stupid gimmick blog but i can try

drlune

Sitting here with thoughts about how much I hate some things on the internet. We had a job opportunity we had to turn down because one of the responsibilities was managing an Instagram account.

The only social media we use is Tumblr. And cohost when it was a thing. It is incredibly difficult, frustrating and distressing for us to use other social media.

- TikTok is designed for mindless consumption. It worsens our dissociation by a terrifying amount. Youtube Shorts and their FYP does the exact same thing. It's easy to learn to navigate, but it's distressing to use.

- Instagram is hard to learn to use and retain the ability, period. We've tried. Nothing sticks. Also not a fan of the whole picture/video first thing and limited character count. We love reading. Give us a wall of text, but like, not a huge blocky wall of text without clear paragraphs, the latter is hard to read.

- Snapchat gave me major privacy concerns and it kept bugging me to add people in my area and give it permission to see my contacts. No, thank you. Deleted it awhile back cause we don't even use it anymore (it was mainly for pictures and filters, not communication).

- WhatsApp has gone to shit and it's so normalized we have to keep it in a professional/official capacity, though we don't use it.

- Discord was good back during the quarantine of the pandemic, then the nuked the hashtags off of usernames and we're super autistic and can't take change so we kinda turned off from there. But we've tried getting back into it and it's? So hard? I don't know why but it's like how our brain treats Instagram. It's so hard to retain knowledge of it, and it's so confusing.

These are not social media apps, but we find Notion incredibly hard to use, and retain knowledge of. Milanote is marginally easier for us.

Anyway, that's just our experience.

—Lumine [she/her]

thelasttreeline

it has always stood out to me how much of the plural community relies on things created by endogenic systems — role terms, resources, and entire online spaces — only for those same things to be constantly adopted by heavily anti-endo systems. they will argue that endos aren’t 'real systems' because there’s no medical disorder, and then immediately use the non-medical terms endos developed to help describe their systems.

faeyan

Something I've always wondered is how the reconcile the fact that they relate so much to stuff that /pro/ endogenics put out there if they don't believe endos are systems? They relate enough to resources, terms, and the like made by them that they feel the need to steal them. Does it ever occur to them?

—Lumine [she/her]

one-man-rock-band-hahah

i will NOT call a character “literally me” or they WILL become an alter

#literally what happened with genshin's dottore

mildly-inconvenient-plur-is

hi!! we come here a lot and we’ve noticed this blog has discussed the plural logging services and their shutdowns so we figured we’d bring this here-

for ios users there’s an app simply called Plural Log! We’re just getting into it but it’s completely offline based so there’s likely gonna be no server issues-

https://apps.apple.com/us/app/plural-log/id6760743429

just thought this would be useful ^^

- the system of protection

I just looked it up on the play store (android) and it doesn't exist there yet, so I can't really review it. good to know though! -Fane

faeyan

It is on playstore. It was on playstore long before ios.

It's called "Plurallog" without the space. That's probably why you couldn't find it.

—Lumine [she/her]

#the trilunar network