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it's pride month

everyone get more understanding of the asexual spectrum right nOW

#happy pride 🌈#pride month #asexual spectrum #nonbinary #asexual #lgbtq community #queer

25 years… never asked to be someone’s Valentine, never celebrated one, never truly been loved... and still counting.

If you’re feeling a little lonely today, this is your reminder — you’re not alone in that feeling. I hope none of us have to relive the hurt we’ve survived.

Sending you the warmest virtual hug.

fallingpinkpetals

having a lot of feelings today

#thoughts #valentines day #lonely #alone with my thoughts

the horrors are beginning to persist again

#actually mentally ill #actually bipolar #mental illness #actually disabled #bipolar disorder #chronically ill #fibromyalgia #chronic condition #chronic illness #i'm tired

imhere-imqueer-ilikedeer

I cannot begin to explain to you the disappointment I felt on finding out that “match my freak” was a sexual thing and not a level of how insane you are with your friends

#felt spiritually #asexual #ace #acespec

zoboey

"we did the best we could" your child is literally paying someone to retrain their nervous system to feel the safety they never felt with you growing up

fallingpinkpetals

came back from 2 weeks at my parents house and I feel icky

#actually mentally ill #mental illness #actually bipolar #i'm tired

I'm tired and would like do do nothing anymore...I have nothing left to give

#actually mentally ill #mental illness #actually bipolar #bipolar i #bipolar disorder #mentally tired #tired #bipolar vent #bipolar thoughts

I have accommodations for college and I never really use them because of internalized ableism but this semester I've been trying to be better about it. I feel more refreshed since moving some assignment around. I'm glad I'm finally putting my pride aside to accept that sometimes I need help. Use your accommodations y'all :)

#ableism #accommodations #disability accommodations #college #university #academia #studyblr #actually disabled #disability #fibromyalgia #chronically ill #actually mentally ill #mental illness #chronic illness #chronic condition #chronic pain #chronic fatigue

I've been really struggling with accepting my bipolar disorder lately. I find myself falling into a trap of "if I fix this one thing I won't have an episode again". I see people online say they haven't had episodes in years since starting medication and I want that to be me so bad. Unfortunately I am not in the popular where this happens. I did everything right to prep myself for my new semester of graduate school back in January and still became depressed for three months.

I know people online are trying to instill hope but we also have to be realistic that not everyone has that experience. I've had to come to terms with the fact that my "normal" includes episodes even on medication.

Idk just some thoughts.