made in a lab

|| ADRIAN / SIMON / ARTHUR || 19 | he/it/co | queer | objectum + posic || autistic, DID system & disabled || || physically nonhuman || || a bunch of bots and a dog in a trenchcoat ||

[fellow-queer-birdguy]

☣︎INTRO POST☣︎

[pt: intro post]

Names: Adrian, Simon, Arthur

Age: 19

Pronouns: he/it/co

Orientation: abro, aroacespec & objectum

Gender: genderqueer & abrogender

Kinlist (short ver.): Bohemian shepherd, birdkin, tech/robot, green colorkin, biohazard

Disabilities/disorders: autism, alexithymia, GAD, DID, faceblindness, hypermobility, memory issues, photosensitivity, dyslexia

Interests: transformers (mtmte), 9-1-1, planes, metal cardbot, watch dogs 2, rdr2, hunger games, dogs, horses, birds, clouds

This is my main blog for all my silly shenanigans, most of which follow the theme of alterhumanity, disability, and overall yapping. I usually don't interact/reblog discourse stuff, but if I do it will be tagged accordingly.

I'd prefer if minors didn't dm me, asks & other interactions are fine tho :)

I'd like to be referred to by nonhuman terms (creature, critter, thing). Some labels that really describe me are nonhuman/alterhuman and pseudohuman

Full kinlist, indepth identity

🦜My sideblogs:

Art: @llamasaremood

System blog(half-inactive): @messy-database

Objectum/techkin: @truckloving-techthing

Bird related: @your-local-autistic-bird

Faceblind blog: @faceblind-culture-is

Cloud photography: @cloud-entity

🐕Some cool posts I've made:

My experiences with face blindness

How biohazard perfectly describes me

About my cryptidness

🐎tags I might use:

#goobers breaching containment = headmates posting on this blog

#my writings = long text posts

#alterhumanity yaps = long posts about alterhumanity

#lab creature moment = lab experiment related stuff

#lab creature assortments = collection of identity flags & terms

No DNI, we block freely (aka, just don't be mean)

Userboxes made by me :))

[crimsonflock]

Someone needs to tell parents everywhere that a child never complaining is NOT a sign of a mentally healthy child, and it is, in fact, the complete opposite of that.

[whimsy-flags]

Abrosexual Pride Emoji set for @kiwiwiis! Enjoy~

[hazard-symbols-that-fuck-hard]

pride button concepts

[truckloving-techthing]

Obligatory objectum post about vehicles cause I haven't talked about it in a while.

Volkswagen vans- ouuuhhhh🫣😳 specifically the transporter and caravelle models are so attractive. The shape of them, the windows, the seats, the SIZE. It is a beautiful van. Makes my heart flutter every time I go past one.

I have been inside one maybe a few times, I don't really remember... but man, I love it so much.

It has been my all time favorite for a while and it will definitely be staying that way, even when there are other models of van that also look so so good (some Mercedes and Ford ones).

And that's not even mentioning how hot they look in a matte color, fuuckkkk. Just looking up pictures has me kicking my feet 😶‍🌫️

There's just something about it that makes it look so much more intimidating. I love it!!!

AND, when they have extra accessories like big lights, roof racks, ladders and bumper grill guards🤤

I think I like vans & trucks

[zith-ipeth]

Hey folx

Please ignore anything @rareblackcat posts for a bit, her account got hacked, and she's working on trying to get it back as we speak

Thanks everyone

[weirdcultstuff]

To myself, raised in an environment that glorified and romanticized restriction and suffering:

There is no victory in skipping dinner, or lunch, or breakfast, or morning coffee, or dessert.

There is no victory in refusing heaters and air conditioners and fans and heated blankets.

There is no victory in denying yourself sleep, or showers, or movement, or water, or a comfortable bed, or taking the elevator vs. the stairs.

There is no victory in refusing pain meds and heating pads and ice packs and medical help.

There is no victory in punishing yourself needlessly, in telling yourself that this pain you feel is because you are bad to the core and deserve it.

There is no victory in choking back your laughter and your tears, to keep an imagined equilibrium of safety that is really just a dry, cracked, empty, endless emotional desert.

You are here. You are in this body, and this body is yours. You deserve good things. You are alive, and that is messy and loud, and messy and loud are okay.

It’s okay to live abundantly. It’s okay to make mistakes, it’s okay to indulge. This paralysis of self-punishment, self-restriction, self-loathing is not healthy or good for you.

[44-axyer-44]

NOTICE FOR PSYCHOTIC PEOPLES LIKE ME AND THE NEW TOMODACHI LIFE: Please please pretty pretty please be careful while playing Living the Dream, esp if you’re currently unmedicated!!!

The game treats the Miis like they’re real people and makes zero mention ever that they are not, and only ever refers to them and their POV as if they are real and you are their caretaker! While playing this honestly messed with my head pretty badly at times and made me worry a lot on if I was hurting real people/not doing enough for real people while I was playing!

I cannot imagine how much worse this would be for someone who’s unmedicated, non-dormant, or experiencing breakthrough symptoms! Do please be careful and PLEASE remember to have a way to reality check yourself while playing the game!!!

Also: If you’re not psychotic, please reblog this anyway!!! It may not seem like a big deal to you but these kinds of things are REALLY important to know for us psychotic folk in a world that is both hostile and negligent to us and our needs!!!

[landmineblogging]

remember to thank your friends for everything but especially for being alive

[landmineblogging]

i mean it. go thank one of them today. don't ever take the human connections you have for granted. cherish them while they're here

[skitterskittercaw]

sometimes I feel kind of lonely as a bird therian :( there are so many mammals… where are my birds… calling all corvids eagles hawks falcons shrikes songbirds vultures mockingbirds owls etc CONGREGATE FELLOW FLOCK!!! So many packs where are my flocks…

[aropride]

I... DONT... LIKE... CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [MY TELEKINESIS THROWS EVERYTHING ACROSS THE ROOM] [I SEE MY ITEMS STREWN ABOUT THE ROOM AND GET EVEN MORE UPSET]

[fruitorchardsystem]

ALSO happy pride month to systems with alters that have different orientations from one another I love you all

[tuima11]

Have you guys seen this??

[secretpursuerblog]

hhmmmhnhbm. can someone else who gets phantom limbs please explain exactly how they get it? like do you guys COMPLETELY feel them all the time? I’m kinda new to this but whenever walking around I keep having the sensation of my tail behind me but. more mentally than actually feeling it? it’s like I know it’s there but I can’t completely feel it. then usually when sitting it’s just. gone. (to be fair, if I had my tail while sitting it would be crushed and very uncomfortable… that thing is like my whole physical body weight/length.)

[raptorish]

Hey there! Nonhuman phantom limbs are different for everyone - my limbs aren't the same as yours! - but I can say that your experience is very common. It's normal to have phantom limbs that waver in intensity and disappear on you. Having them 24/7 or feeling them as strongly as a solid body part are in no way required. You feel the concept of a tail sometimes? Congrats, that's still a phantom tail!

As someone who doesn't get phantom limbs by default, but can choose to conjure them up - think of phantom shifts like your mind's best guess of where your body parts are.

Your tail isn't physically attached to your spine, not in the way that your legs are attached to your hips, so your brain doesn't have the same amount of practice with knowing where it is. It's had many years of knowing exactly where your legs are in space from seeing, touching and moving with them - it's had far less time to figure out where your tail is, and knowing exactly where it is gets harder when you can't directly see, touch, or move with it!

If you want to make it feel more present, that is a skill you can improve! In my experience, it's a lot like a body scan meditation - you're bringing your attention to a part of your body and increasing your awareness of it.

I can't physically sense my wings to give my mind an anchor, so I practice picturing them attached to me in my mind's eye, in as much detail and as many senses as I want. I focus on how my feathers may look as they glide over each other, how they'd feel brushing up against my skin, the weight of them, the sense of where my wings are in space in relation to the rest of my body, the soft sound of my feathers ruffling, my own familiar scent. Focusing on it can help my brain feel its presence easier, and the practicing builds on itself over time.

[thetadelta]

Seconding what raptorish said! What you're describing is a very typical phantom limb experience, the sensations are generally felt more in someone's mind since they aren't coming from a physical body part, and limbs sort of disappearing when they're in conflict with an object is common :)

As someone who has phantom limbs 24/7– my ears, tail, and wings are part of my body, but in the same way I'm not always consciously aware of my physical limbs I'm not always consciously aware of my phantom ones, either, and they fluctuate in intensity (that is, in how "real" they feel). Sometimes I just have a faint suggestion of movement when my ears swivel or my tail swishes, and sometimes they might as well be physically present because they have weight and I can feel everything they're touching (which can get uncomfortable in chairs and stuff). Usually it's somewhere in between leaning toward the latter, but that's just me and it's different for every person. No matter how subtle or intense it is or where/how you feel it, if you feel the presence of body parts that aren't physically there it "counts" as a phantom body part!

[juice-wings]

HAPPY PRIDE MY BEAUTIFUL CREATURES!

Remember, you are loved, you are worthy, and you are safe here. Celebrate and be as loudly and proudly yourself as you possibly can.

There is no pride without trans people, there is no pride without disabled people, there is no pride without BIPOC people.

[banchie]

i've been phasing the phrase 'google it' out of my vocabulary and going back to 'look it up'. fuck you youve lost your generic trademark privileges

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

happy pride to everyone in the community!! happy pride to those who are out, those who are not, those who aren’t sure of their identity yet, those who don’t use labels, those who don’t feel seen, etc, etc. stay safe and don’t be ashamed to be yourself.