“ you looked at me the same, but i can’t reciprocate. ”
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┊: introduction ┆∿
hffhgg hallo!! the names jaz!! _(:3 」∠)_
i have multiple other names as well but jaz is the most commonly used!! :) i have a current interest in bsd & i need a hobby so i’ll be sharing my little thoughts and small fics whenever i get bored..!!! im a bit nervous cuz tumblr scares me sometimes but i’m here 2 do my very best and share my little thoughts!
i have a stupid obsession with femzai.. like seriously!! she’s everything to me!!! but she can coexist with canon dazai or like whatever hcs anyone may have of the fucker so idm if u don’t agree!! (just don’t be mean about it genuinely.)
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┊: byi/byf + dni ┆∿
do not bring stupid shit into this blog.. i will not hesitate to block or whatever >_>
i would GREATLY appreciate if minors do not interact whenever i post nsfw..!!!! though it is internet and i cant control everyone but this is seriously preferred.
dont be a freak. at ALL. like the basic dni criteria is very much present here, proshippers or those freaky odazai shippers need 2 be locked up ASAP so STAY AWAY.
be normal or at least cordial in comments is all im askin idm if you go “wow i hate gay people/j” or whatever as long as it’s easily recognizable as a joke :3
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┊: extra ┆∿
i write whenever!! im a lethargic/lazy typa person lowkey but ill do my best if i ever get req :3
private messages, asks, comments, reblogs or likes are ALL WELCOMED!!! idc at all (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)
This is just a random question but do you write yandere content
hello!! :3 tbh i actually dont know if i can write yandere content.. like i dont care for yandere hcs or content tbh, but i myself CANNOT WRITE IT TO SAVE MY LIFE LMAO i’d love to try eventually but currently no… one day for sure :3
Am I the only one that still confused why they change the art style of bingo stray dogs in the anime
I mean I don't hate the art style I think it's pretty but it's just a random thought
By the way sorry if I spelled the anime name wrong
honestly!! the art style change discourse is easy! :3 i think its because the manga style was a bit harder to replicate for studio bones thats why, i honestly like the art style from bones the smiles are so funny or really nice!! and its not bad to be confused about it
i just started this blog but like… im already inconsistent 💔 so sorry already!! life started kicking my ass immediately and thats.. something >_> but no worries!! i’m cooking up a skk (femzai x chuuya) angst fic where…. lets just say this is literally gonna ruin me when i eventually finish it LMFAOO ill post it soon 🙏🙏
next episode dazai will stand up, wipe the prop blood off his clothes, look to the camera and say "its bungonly just beginning" and everyone will cheer
Like say NSFW and sfw if you're comfortable with that
By the way she is an OC of mine you can find more information about her on my page here on Tumblr
Most of my OCS and their Aesthetics and their information have their name on it so if you see the name kianna komori that's her aesthetic's and information
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femzai art by iztea_ on twt :)
SHAKES YOU OH MY GOODNESS ILY N UR OC I SUPPORT OC X CANON SMMM
good heavens n the deisgn is so sillyyyyyy/pos GENUINELY I LOVE IT SHAKE SYOU AGAIN WAAAWAAA ♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎
gonna give u relationship hcs sfw and nsfw :)
SFW
good heavens is love in the air lowkey with him n kianna :)
when they first started flirting he definitely did his best to understand her more even though she doesn’t like to share. ignoring her cold shoulders and def pushing
he never mistook her as someone weak, making sure to never underestimate her in any way because he knows she’s strong :3
GIFT GIVING!!!!!!!!! showering her in gifts is a favorite thing Chuuya loves to do, he has the money why not spoil her? (her aesthetic is so freaking cutesy btw i love it sm)
his favorite type of gifts to give is 100% dresses or hair accessories. he enjoys watching kianna dress up even if its just something simple :3
once together Chuuya would do his best to entertain her likes/hobbys. for example you mentioned she enjoyed to run in the hot summer rain, i feel like with all that cash Chuuya has he’d pretend he didnt lowkey plan to take her out to a nice lodge where theres a high chance to rain!!!!
chuuya may want a dog but he doesn’t mind getting a kitty for her, taking care of it as much as he could just for her. like a doting father to the kitty just for her. getting embarrassed when seen talking to it (chuuya def does a baby voice to the cat.)
i feel like, chuuya would take kianna on special dates as much as he could. despite being a port mafia executive and def sent on many missions any free time he has chuuya would have a date planned maybe something like small n romantic like stargazing or whatever it’s something he wants to do with kianna!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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body worship. so much body worship from chuuya to kianna, kissing her body scars during sex as much as he could!!
chuuya is definitely gentle, holding her hips and stuff during sex carefully and carrying her so she could relax against him!
chuuya wouldnt push her to do things she wouldnt like to do, always making sure if things are okay.
i feel like sex with chuuya is mostly vanilla, but he’d love to try whatever kianna would want (he’d be careful though when handling her!!) :)
i feel like chuuya would love to see kianna’s face when doing her, leaning close against her skin and honestly breathing in her scent.. (i swear like chuuya is a bit sentimental with lovers and like adores them secretly like a giddy teenager :3)
chuuya buys her cute babydoll dresses to wear just to see her walk around in it or during sex!! making sure to buy laces, ruffles in a soft pink or red (because red is def a fav color for him). holding her close whenever shes dressed up!!!!
he definitely eats her out, he wants to service kianna like a princess for sure :3, holding her legs open while he goes at it.. humming too when he hears her approval from him ♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎
a/n — so sorry this took like… 5 days!? ive been going through it so horribky and ive been unmotivated >_> but thats okay!! ur oc kianna is very lovely i love her a lot :)) it was nice reading about her ♥︎
“ see you in the hall like "hello, hello!" / up against the wall like "let's go, let's go!" ”
NSFW WARNING
tags ㅤᵕ̈ – fingering ofc, cooter having chuuya, spit kink >_>, me being silly lowkey
gee i wonder who requested this!? ^_^ ; (nikolai your sick and twisted and delusional but its okay i support you and your freaky endeavors!)
omgomg this time dazai is just dazai!! how surprising!??? and chuuya has a cooter becuz that man is not CIS sorry not sorry chat ♥︎ (he/him dazai, he/it chuuya btw!!)
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“So cute.. aren’t you?”
Dazai held Chuuya’s face, looking at him intently. “You’re face is super flushed..” He muttered, head moving to kiss Chuuya’s neck. Biting and sucking at any piece of skin he can see, biting even harder whenever he hears a moan from the ginger. Moving one hand to grab Chuuya’s neck, and the other to gripped his waist.
“You asshole…” He gasped out, clinging onto Dazai’s coat. His legs spread apart from Dazai’s knee being right between him, rutting against his pant leg. “Fuck–” Chuuya whimpered, thoughts getting hazy each second. To think, poor Chuuya would be against his own wall, being kissed and toyed with by someone he hates. His grinding got more and more desperate, closely reaching its little climax just by humping. “You don’t know when to wait, do you?” Dazai sighed, frowning a bit upset at Chuuya’s neediness.
He hummed, moving his legs away from between Chuuyas. Its legs were shaking, and the denial of cumming was too much for him. “You… ASSHOLE..” He groaned out, contemplating whether or not he should throw out his dignity just to cum. “Aw.. Don’t worry..” He cooed, kissing Chuuya on the cheek. His hands slowly made their way to Chuuya’s thighs, grabbing his ass a little before picking him up.
Dazai walked him to the bedroom as fast as possible, tossing it onto the bed once there. It wasn’t long until Dazai was on right on top of him, holding his hips down and kissing. Practically spit on spit, purposefully as sloppy as humanely possible. Dazai made quick work of himself, removing his coat and unbuttoning his shirt. Throwing it somewhere that will be a pain to find tomorrow, but who cares right now? He moved his knee to tease Chuuya’s cunt through its pants, smiling a little as he heard his quiet moans.
“..Like some help, Chuu? I promise I’m good.”
He replaced his knee with his hand, rubbing through the fabric tauntingly. He shifted to move behind Chuuya, pulling the ginger to sit up between his legs. On the other hand, Chuuya let it happen. Quietly moaning while leaning into his chest more, hand covering his mouth. Dazai pressed down a finger onto Chuuya’s pants, hands knowing where his clit was and circling it quickly. Kissing and whispering sweet nothings into its ear, quickening his pace. “Do you want more..?” He panted, running his hands along the seam of Chuuya’s pants.
“ ‘Course you do, right? I’ll be nice to you this time, hm?” He began to hum, moving in to kiss more around Chuuys’s neck. Meanwhile, his rough hands busied themselves and unzipped Chuuya’s pants for him. Watching Chuuya kick them off desperately, taking off his boxers too in the process.
“Just.. get this over with, cunt..” He whispered, with gloved hands reaching to hold onto the fabric of Dazai’z pants. “Calling me names, already? How cruel are you?” “Only the worst–” Chuuya gasped loudly, being cut off by the feeling of rough fingers already circling its clit. Not a word could be said from the poor redhead anymore, holding onto anything it could while his clit was overtaking his senses. Dazai moved his other hand towards him, spitting on it as much as he could, before using it to mess with Chuuya’s folds; making it slicker with his spit and his pussy juices. He pouted, kissing Chuuya’s ear, and getting off to his bitchy moans.
Lord, was Dazai’s dick was getting even more harder by the second; the sounds Chuuya’s pussy made.. he just wanted to hear more thats for sure. After a while of teasing him, he decided to finally give Chuuya what he wanted but wouldn’t admit. He circled its hole for a little, listening intently to how Chuuya whined. Then, he put two fingers in with no hesitation, going in and out as fast as possible without a warning.
“Fuck! Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck!?” The feeling of both fingers immediately in him caught him off guard, with his back arched closer to Dazai. Speaking of Dazai, his hands worked overtime. One circling the gingers clit and the other with his fingers ramming into it. It was impossible for Chuuya to not close his legs, squeezing them as tight as he could to the sensation. “tsk, Don’t close your legs!” Dazai quickly grabbed onto his thighs, holding it back to give him room to work with while fingering him.
Chuuya was pushing its hips more onto Dazai’s hand, whining. His back arched, and his hands clawing onto anything it could grab. Dazai stopped for a second, feeling Chuuya shudder at the sudden pause. “Hold on, Chuuya..” He smiled, leaning over and spitting onto his pussy.
“..You’re fucking disgusting…” “Are you complaining?” “….Of course not.”
Dazai kissed the top of Chuuya’s head before slamming his fingers back in, smiling stupidly as he snuck a third in. Continuing to keep the same pace he had earlier, if not more sloppier. “..So.. fuckin’.. stuffed…” Chuuya whined, drool leaving his mouth. “Hm? You like that Chuuya?” He laughed, at this point Dazai was stupidly hard. He’s been rutting his clothed cock against Chuuya’s back without it knowing, hiding it behind his rough finger fucking. Chuuya’s needy whines were music to Dazai’s ears, mesmerized by him entirely.
Dazai picked up the speed quickly, seeing the familiar twitch whenever Chuuya was always so close. He whispered out more and more praises mixed with insults against its ear, just to get him to cum faster. He can’t always give Chuuya just praises during sex; the whore really needs to understand its little predicament. However, Chuuya now is just a poor, stupid, whimpering mess unable to even speak. It took Chuuya a few more seconds until he started to cum, shaking and giving a final loud whine.
Dazai waited until Chuuya stopped shuddering, carefully pulling out his cum covered fingers from inside of it. Dazai stared at his fingers, feigning curiosity. He waved his fingers around for a little, until he placed all three of his fingers in front of Chuuya. “Clean them.” That was all Chuuya needed to hear before lazily opening his mouth. Allowing Dazai’s fingers to be shoved into it before he started to suck. Its vision was refocusing as he cleaned off his own cum with his mouth, making sure to keep his tongue beneath all three fingers. Dazai moved his hand once he felt satisfied with Chuuya’s work, re-examining his hand and everything.
“..So what were you saying about me being gross?”
“..Shut… up.”
Dazai sighed, frowning dramatically while moving his hands hug Chuuya. The ginger didn’t fight this, sighing himself before try and calm down. They stayed like that for a moment, being in each other's presence until Dazai broke the silence. “…How about we do some more?” Chuuya scoffed upon hearing that, moving away from Dazai before turning to face him. “…I’m going to permanently shut you the fuck up.”
“I’m looking forward to it, Chuuya!”
a/n – smut. scares me sometimes. and this is one of those times LMFAOOO
hate hate HATE!! depictions of skk where dazai is always so calm and collected and self-satisfied!! that man may be like this with everyone else but not with chuuya!! two seconds in each other company and he's back at being a bratty fifteen year old arguing about everything!! one near death experience and they're back at gazing longingly into each other's eyes and exchanging words of mutual undying devotion masked behind the severe annoyance in their tones!! they drive each crazy, they're each other's exception, they will never be anything near indifferent to each other!!!!
aint he like… THE CUTEST LOWKEY WITH A SIGNIFICANT OTHER…??
(as a femzai truther, shes everything to me so… forgive me if i use she/he on him its like reflex!!) dazai definitely jokes/teases with him so much, till sigma gets a bit annoyed and he starts like scoffing going, “ I.. solemnly swear, I will never do such a thing again! ” and then clutching his chest as if shes gonna die while holding onto sigma as a apology LMAO
i’ve seen the clips on tiktok with the dance scene and they are the cutest genuinely.. probably if they were sharing a home together, dazai definitely initiates a dance every time a good song comes on like a radio or speaker :))
i feel like in that little asylum they are in (idfk ouu) dazai makes do with it! flirting casually, touching and holding sigma close.
she’s definitely like the sorta guy to know origami, i feel like theres scraps of paper from the little asylum they are in. 100% making paper crafts for sigma with the stupidest smile on his face.
“Hmm ♪… ! Another flower for you, dear. Do you like it? I think I messed up at a few places .. but does that really matter ? It’s the thought that counts. （╹◡╹）♡”
to mix it up!! to think out of the canon (like the place they r in :3) i feel like dazai doesn’t try to offer sigma to die with her too often, getting a small understanding on how he wants to live still even though dazai himself wishes to die.
playful with the poor fucker, super overdramatic (like i said earlier) (+ super overdramatic with everyone lowkey) but around sigma he definitely tones it down a bit, maybe to not freak him out completely. (i feel like sigma is autistic, staring at him with my big ol’ eyes said it all.)
did you all see how dazai grabbed sigma by his waist? and you know how in number 4 how i said she definitely holds sigma? the waist is his favorite part no questions asked. probably lightly runs her hands around it, then she grabs it casually. a calculated attack and she pretends it wasnt!!!! >_>
hair playing is a thing!! like.. actively!!! twirling a strand or braiding it aimlessly definitely happens.. i swear it does, definitely goes both ways too! it could be a simple touch but it says a lot in terms of love language.
sigma
ahh what to do.. what to doo with this silly.. *shakes him violently.*
based off of his wiki (without spoiling myself fr) i can see him being a bit dependent on dazai (most definitely in a relationship of course), wanting to be there constantly. pretending to not worry until he does behind closed doors
being teased or like being joked with makes him a bit confused or angry, he doesn’t take the teasing lightly but he lets it slide for silly dazai
his like confident little act gets tiring at times for the silly goober, (definitely the autism hm..) unmasking around dazai comfortably when able to. probably enjoying the little moments where he can be himself and see how nothing changes with dazai when he is.
guys.. he definitely secretly enjoys the touch of when the little shit grabs him by the waist. he just complains about it because its always sudden i swear.. like he genuinely lets it happen when he can tell it will, however!! he’ll act surprised every time lowkey..
“..Again? You never rest with this, you know.. And you think you’re sneaky too do you..?! whatever.. It’s not like you’ll stop. (・ω・｀)”
i love half domesticated half the actual storyline, so im sprinkling one in (thanks to my pookie frederick for this one literally.) “sigma taking cats home except that there's almost 15 of them and dazai feels bad saying no.” are its exact words and its so cutesy…
ive seen that anime clip where dazai literally stopd ontop of sigmas back to fix a outlet and i giggled a bit. dazai definitely unnecessarily be asking to get on sigmas back and poor sigma is like.. “Right… ( ^_^ ;; )” but acts of service is a love language for the silly :3
now that i think about it, sigma goes out of its ways to go do things for dazai. maybe like picking something up or whatever, its definitely something worthy doing to show at least some appreciation and it doesn’t go unnoticed i swear!!
the little things in dazais dont go unnoticed either!! i feel like just by being around each other, sigma has just like automatically catches some cues from dazais expression or mannerisms. something about it that makes him understand a bit.. (probably telling when hes gonna be a freaking idiot and try to kill himself AGAIN LMAO.)
- wa wa authors note!!
⋆ ⊹ ࣪ ˖ — whaddya think?? :3 its genuinely my first time so idk.. and im recent in the fandom so ill def do a intro soon!!
i dont have a set aesthetic yet as i dont use tumblr posting optioms but ill find it out soon :) so thats it… >_>
