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are you “adaptable” or are you just willing to subject yourself to existing in low key background-level ambient misery

these are different things btw. actual adaptability means not dealing with being miserable long term. and being constantly mildly annoyed/frustrated with a situation but being “able to deal with it” counts as ambient misery. btw.

succubusboyfriend

let this be your sign to make your life just a little more livable. get a dollar store trash can for your bedside so Cup City’s invasion plans fall through. block a tag or post that makes you grind your teeth every time you see it. get some grip pads so your bed stops sliding across the hardwood a little bit every time you get in it. tell that person you need a little more support. if you get annoyed at a situation more than a couple times, change it. don’t be content with being miserable.

mournfulroses

Alfred de Musset, from a translated letter to George Sand, featured in «Ô mon George, ma belle maîtresse...»: Lettres

chartnumber3

listening to songs of people being very emotional about an ex/ ex friend and the lyrics are about abandonment or lack of emotional intimacy/closeness or something etc., how the ex was evil and how much "it hurts" and i just cant help to picture myself in the shoes of the "evil ex".

being schizoid, you abandon people, you cant handle or cant understand deeper emotional intimacy. you have limited tolerance for closeness. youre hollow and lack passion. you despise friendships, relationships and sexuality. you dont miss people. i dont know, it makes me feel strange.

bloodyhandprint

did you know avoidance only makes all of your problems worse. no one has ever discovered this before

transcyberism

I've suspected this for a long time but I usually try not to think about it

faintlyhauntedsanctuary

Why does nobody ever talk about the worst part of SzPD. How you can be incapable of doing even the things you want to do the most because you can't want to do anything. Even the most important things in your life have zero importance to you. Nothing can make you motivated. I fucking hate anhedonia and avolition. It is ruining my life.

nopointinname

Schizoid culture is constant boredom.

wingkink

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

artbylittlebug

torstherapy

wholeheartedsuggestions

respect for people who are always just trying their best

cluster-a-culture

szpd culture researching depression while being unaware of your szpd. everyone says you’re depressed, so I guess. however “depression lasts up to 6 months” so what is it called if that’s your entire lifetime?