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Got my photoshoot photos back and my photog is a god wtf we were shooting under lowlight but wtf...
deep need for wen ning & wwx to get caught up in that Magic Incense That Shows You Teen Sex Fantasies from the extras or something similar and they wind up in this like. opulent dark palace stocked with guards concubines etc and wwx is enjoying it and being like ‘huh i don’t remember this exact fantasy but i don’t remember a lot of stuff lol’ meanwhile wen ning is just going gongzi let’s just leave right now immediately in the background. wwx is of course like haha, wen ning, sorry you’re uncomfortable but i just wanna see how i look in thi–wait was that me getting dragged into the main hall. why is my clothing fetchingly ripped. i wasn’t nearly as cognizant of my noncon fantasies in my teens and i feel like i’d remember… wait the dark prince observing my struggles looks familiar
wwx:
wwx: wen ning is this YOUR–
wen ning: oh look over there the door out. or a pool to drown myself in, either one is good, bye
Thoughts swirling in my head about Northern Vs Southern pronunciation and how the former seems to be more commonly taught to foreigners looking to learn the language even though it's easier to use... The standard... Pronunciation.
yelling laozu
tis I, euro from twt. I come to bring you ....
the yelling laozu
About the pronunciation guide in the MXTX official EN books
I’m still staving off my knee jerk reaction, but I managed to gather my thoughts about the pronunciation guide in the MXTX official EN books. How it’s going to go is disclaimer > what happened > is it that bad > how I feel > what else can be done.
Disclaimer
I’ll do my best to be nuanced and neutral-ish about it, but seeing as this is relatively personal I’m also going to make sure I don’t minimize myself and how I feel. Idk why you’d be looking for nuance on social media, but I do think there’s a certain degree of responsibility that we have over the things we say in public.
This isn’t meant to denigrate the team of people who worked on the EN official translation or the people who have bought/are planning to buy the books, I’m not looking to yuck your yum. Please enjoy the things that make you happy, especially during the holiday season!
I’m mostly neutral about the books, actually. Since I have the good fortune to be fluent in CN and as CN diaspora living in an Asian majority country, I have access to the traditional CN and simplified CN versions. CN people and diaspora are not a monolith as they are diverse with vastly different perspectives, so my experience is most likely not universal and I’m not trying to speak on behalf of anyone.
What happened
So if you or your friends bought a copy of the MXTX EN official translation, you’ll notice that the book contains a pronunciation guide so we can learn how to say the names of our favorite characters and places. They use English sounds and words to describe how these words should be pronounced, which at best is a fair approximation of the actual pronunciation, and at worst is unfortunately wrong.
I have seen pronunciation guides like these in books like English fantasy novels and if I remember correctly [Language] for Dummies books, and I do think that they do serve the purpose they were written for, but I am curious why alternatives such as hanyu pinyin, the standardized romanization system I personally learned when I went to a Chinese medium school, bopomofo (zhuyin/kaopu I think?) which is another common CN learning system medium that uses symbols, or even the International Phonetic Alphabet (or other pronunciation guides like Wades-Giles) were not used.
Is it that bad?
Of course, EN and CN are vastly different languages and in many cases you’d be hard pressed to find the equivalent sound of a word in another language. It would be difficult for a non native speaker to pronounce sounds if they’re not familiar with it or if they haven’t encountered it before. It’s normal to want to be able to say the names of people and places right, and fans of the work will be referring to the pronunciation guide to be able to do so.
Unfortunately, some of it is wrong, and that means that people who are trying to learn will be relying on a source that isn’t exactly correct. I do think it’s a good thing to help people learn, and I think putting in effort is better than no effort at all, but does this approximation of pronunciation actually help, or does it spread misinformation that causes more harm than good?
How I feel
For a lot of CN diaspora (I use this here because I am CN diaspora) the pronunciation of names is a sensitive, personal topic. I have an English name, a Chinese surname and a Chinese given name with two syllables, and some of my earliest memories involve me just not bothering to introduce myself with my Chinese name because I didn’t think they would be able to pronounce it correctly, and I didn’t think they would bother trying to do so in the first place.
In fact, I’ve had my name made fun of or just dismissed outright because it was too much to deal with, and that did make me wonder why more difficult (to my younger self) names like Siobhan and Sean and Dean and Blaiyyid were pronounced correctly, but not mine. Am I not worthy of personhood too?
Combine that with the complicated feelings surrounding knowing English because I come from a country colonized by British rule for centuries and being told that the English that I know is less than simply because I don’t come from Australia, the US or the UK, and well. That knowledge that I am seen to be less than just because I don’t fit into this specific niche box does kind of hurt.
I haven’t made fun of the pronunciation guide and I just don’t really want to interact with the books in any way right now because my feelings are still too raw about it, but I do know people who make fun of the guide as a way to cope. If I don’t laugh about it or maintain some distance in some way, I’ll cry, actually, so I’m off social media for a bit until the book hype dies down. It would help a lot if there’s a specific tag for the MXTX EN translation of the books, actually!
I do think that making fun of the guide feels different when it comes from a person who is CN or CN diaspora versus from a person who isn’t - the thing is that this name issue is something that a lot of people live with, and it’s not something I can step away from whenever it’s convenient for me, and it doesn’t feel great to have something that I can’t and don’t want to change about myself be made fun of. It’s only funny when we’re laughing together, and frankly, the pronunciation guide was actually pretty offensive and reminiscent of a lifetime of microaggressions stacked on top of each other for me.
If you’re making light of the situation, I do think it is your right to, but if you could spare a moment to consider how your friends feel about it, just to hold space for them if they need it, that would be really great, especially if you’re non-CN. It’s also perfectly valid to just not deal with it at all!
What else can be done
The thing is, I’m kind of baffled that this was the route chosen when there were serviceable alternatives like an introduction to pinyin or a QR code leading to an audio pronunciation guide. This pronunciation guide could have been left out and the readers who were invested would have found a way to find the correct pronunciation, since these works have live actions, donghua, audio dramas and a robust fan base to draw from. Google also has an audio pronunciation aid.
I guess how I feel about this is that it’s not enough to just have the intention not to offend - hurt is still hurt and harm is still harm, whether it’s the feelings of people who have had their names erased and made fun of, or the feelings of people who rely on this guide to do better but unfortunately fall short through no fault of their own.
For the record and just to cover all my bases, it doesn’t make a difference to me if the pronunciation guide was okayed by the translator team or if it was written by someone who’s CN or CN diaspora, this is just meant to be me getting how I feel out into the void - I’m not particularly interested in debating any of the points I’ve made here, but please be at least civil in the replies etc and keep in mind that CN people aren’t a monolith and that they can and do disagree with each other.
I’d like to think that this pronunciation guide was well intentioned and done out of ignorance, probably because the alternative makes me really sad, but now that I’ve said it and it’s out there, I think we can do better, even if it’s not that deep for some of us.
From this Twitter thread
This encapsulates a lot of my thoughts as CN-diaspora. I hope y'all will read it with an open heart.
white eyes and chinese looks: the observation effect in fandom racism
this essay originally looked a lot different. it was originally just about whitewashing in the mo xiang tong xiu fandom. however i’m uncomfortable writing that essay. and not because i’m scared people will be mean to me, or because i don’t know what to say.
the problem is that in mxtx fandom, public incidents of racism are consistently mined for entertainment. and whether or not the white people who enjoy drama sleuthing intend it, turning racism into a spectacle creates a chilling effect on people of color’s ability to talk about racism.
i’m going to talk about this in three parts: first, a case study in racism as entertainment; second, my personal reflections on that event; third, the broader historical-cultural context for talking about china, suffering, and entertainment.
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Tagged by the always wonderful @sarah-yyy 🌸 to post my lock screen, the last song I played, the most recent photo on my camera roll
Lockscreen is Laopo. Ofc. Who else would it be. Last song is KUN’s ‘You Can Be My Girlfriend’ (which high key makes me want to scream YES KUN JIE JIE WILL BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND) and my last photo is a picture of my potato face chilling in my mother’s garden wearing the *shudder* bucket hat from the KimTrue Laopo endorsement purchase ☀️
Tagging, but please don’t feel obligated to do this, @genderqueernerd @weilongfu @zhongwans @xinxiaojie @yeolyeah @lucres
Lock screen my friend's hamster!
Last song: Sleepless by Math Class omg pls support them!
Last photo: my own hamster 土豆!
Tagged by the always wonderful @sarah-yyy 🌸 to post my lock screen, the last song I played, the most recent photo on my camera roll
Lockscreen is Laopo. Ofc. Who else would it be. Last song is KUN’s ‘You Can Be My Girlfriend’ (which high key makes me want to scream YES KUN JIE JIE WILL BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND) and my last photo is a picture of my potato face chilling in my mother’s garden wearing the *shudder* bucket hat from the KimTrue Laopo endorsement purchase ☀️
Tagging, but please don’t feel obligated to do this, @genderqueernerd @weilongfu @zhongwans @xinxiaojie @yeolyeah @lucres
I think the stress of the pandemic has made all my weird twitch-jerk-head things much worse
Word of Honor Challenge ↳ Characters that I wanted to see more of : Jing Bei Yuan l Lord Seven [1 /∞]
Your honour,
This man. I want his mouth stuffed.
With dick, or with good food, or with a gag as he's weeping it doesn't matter.
Please.
I'm begging y'all.
Thank you.
I love that I have friends who are chill with me just up and leaving for like months and when I pop back in they're like 'HEY, how ya doing!'
and like people who understand that I have limited social energy and literally cannot deal with high-energy consumption people most of the time.
good morning cnovel readers you are not immune to anti northern/central asian racism
I'm a xinjiang chinese-kyrgyz that's very active in both the en and cn speaking cnovel fandom and yall need to understand that as much as that was phrased as a meme, you are truly not immune to it. racism, colourism, and xenophobia against ethnic groups in/from central and northern asia are entrenched in every single aspect of the han media that has been popularised in western fandom. the books and adaptations of them use racism that can be as subtle as the eye colours of villains to making the xiongnu an alien species of violent beasts. cnovels, regardless of their morality or status as problematic/unproblematic, such as mdzs, fgep, cql, tgcf, 2ha, woh/shl and spl, all of them engage in and encourage the racism, xenophobia, colourism, classism, and sexism that form anti-central/northern asian stereotypes this isn't me saying don't read cnovels or to completely disengage with fandom. rather, I'm asking you to think critically about the media you consume and what prejudices it might encourage. think about how this impacts your views of these ethnic groups; even if we don't actively realise it, we are conditioned by media to view these groups as barbaric, savage, and uncivilized. think about how your ingrained prejudices might impact those around you. if you see a character coded as mongolian, then maybe consider how they've been coded. why do you interpret them as mongolian? how does this represent your view of real, living mongolian people? many people honestly don't know about us either! the struggles we face are unrepresented and heavily suppressed by eastern media, making western understanding of northern nomads and similar groups very stunted. the number of people I've met who have never even heard of my people is innumerable. however, being uninformed does not negate the harm you do by engaging in racist habits, no matter how good your intentions frankly, I do not want to be responsible for educating an online space that has firmly entrenched racism, it makes me upset to have these conversations in the first place. I would much rather you educate yourself and think critically, but I also know that topics like these can be difficult for western audiences to understand and I know a lot of people truly mean the best and want to support minorities. so, just as a general guide, here are some things that are the most prevalent in anti central/northern asian racism: eye/hair colour: lighter hair and eye colours, especially when paired with darker skin, are common in our genetic clines, while han culture views those combinations as unsightly, creepy, dangerous, sinister, etc. often you will see villains given bright blue or green eyes, such as xue yang in many mdzs adaptations, to signify that they are murderous and untrustworthy. this directly stems from interactions between central asians(casians) and central plains people. our features are labelled as demonic, freakish, and evil broad features and large stature: often you see the quote "back of a tiger, waist of a bear". the ban yue desert people in tgcf are a good example of this, described as being many feet taller than the average person, broader, and in general much more physically strong powerful voice and coarse language: describing our languages as guttural, barbaric, harsh, rough, simplistic, or lacking nuance is an attempt to paint us as uncivilized, uncultured, and intellectually inferior to other peoples. similarly, giving us voices that are booming, loud, coarse, and rough attempts to do the same sparse clothing and animal furs: think of "caveman attire". having characters wear strips of fur, have bare chests, clothing considered barbaric or caveman-like, etc. this is a pretty self-explanatory one exotic customs/dance/looks: while central/northern asian people often do have different appearances and customs than han people, the portrayal of evidently fabricated, uneducated, exaggerated versions of our culture is offensive, othering, and often fetishistic. our hair styles are also incredibly important, and many times are religiously significant. using them as "exotic braids" or similar intricate styles is offensive and rips away all their cultural significance. these cultures and customs are an important part of life to millions of people, they are not a costume or flashy dance that is there to make a character seem exotic and enticing geographical racism and fantasization: to many casian groups, our lands are extremely important to us, such as the northern steppes. if this is portrayed respectfully, then great! but most media shows our lands as the mystical, faraway, dangerous grass plains filled with roaming wolves and venomous snakes. for the love of everything holy, you can have a fantasy world WITHOUT fantasizing a certain region in an offensive manner. this is an ecological region, similar to every region in the world. if you want to write mystic lands filled with dangers, then have all the regions included in that. do not single out the northern steppes to be some fantastical mountainscape. while this might seem odd to western viewers, this kind of prejudice is linked to thousands of years of casian lands being portrayed as demonic and dangerous in han culture religious racism: again, othering and fantasizing a strong cultural component. having characters practice blood sacrifices, use corpses for "evil religious rituals", cast curses with bones, etc. this is really any uneducated and exaggerated portrayal of casian religion (especially tengriism or any paganistic variant), making it look exotic or dangerous medical racism: this is closely tied with religious racism, but normally manifests through offensive portrayals of shamans or priests. having shamans be anything outside of their traditional roles of religious leaders and healers in most communities is offensive! having shamans or priests be demonic practitioners that make blood curses, raise poisonous beasts, and breed venomous beetles is offensive! innate connection with beasts/animals: making this a trait associated with specific groups of people, especially tribal societies, is just racist and dehumanizing. this one is self-explanatory Brutal Strong Girlboss Female General: large, strong, domineering, women are considered unattractive and disgraceful in han culture. the strong female warrior stereotype is 99% of the time not some feminist girlboss statement, its a racist stereotype to make our people look brutish and unattractive, especially considering that another strong stereotype against us is that casian men are all brutal, womanizing, harem-masters sinicizing/civilizing us: the western equivalent of this is christianizing various ethnic minorities. having casian characters be "civilized" through introduction to han culture is just blatantly racist. similarly, describing mixed han-casian people as "more delicate" than their casian family, being finer-featured, etc is also just plain racism a lot of these overlap with anti-indigenous and anti-black racism too! while the struggles our groups face are not the same, we have many mutual experiences that mean this conversation also extends to these groups. with that being said, if you are not central/northern asian, indigenous, or black, if you clown on or derail this post I'm going to start swinging
this also goes for people watching cdramas, donghua, reading manhua, etc. you are not immune just because the racism has been repackaged
Based on that video of Angela Chang https://youtu.be/p__9AVS_M1k
Ref pic here:
Guuuuuuys! I just found the cutes thing on picrew! Just look what I did:
Link: https://picrew.me/image_maker/70566 I thought maybe some of you might want to give it a try too. Tagging some people I think might enjoy it. No pressure as always! @iwenttomordor @moony-artnstuff @maikhiwi00 @jo-yo @artsywaterlily and everyone else who wants to give it a try.
aww this is too cute oh my god, thank u for tagging me!!! @deep-space-elf 💞✨
tags, if you’d like to: @legolas-is-a-himbo @emerwenaranel @yiling-recesses @koujaaku + anyone else who wants to <3
this is the absolute cutest picrew, thanks for the tag!! 💖
I’ll tag: @hasunohime @lionaura @xiuyaas @snowyfuxue @echosera @leonzhng @fluffyrabbitofdoom
GAHHHH this is so cute!!!! thanks for the tag jenna~
spoiler alert I don’t actually have red eyes (although at one point I did have red contact lenses and was wearing them everywhere even to uni and stuff) the image just needed more colour
tagging: @minmoyu @unforth @lzswy @fengqing @sillyfanturtle
HAHAHA thanks for the tag @leonzhng OOMPHHHHHHHH this is so cute altho i was expecting pants HAHAHA
No obligations tagging <333 @bahoreal @ladymusashi @wkxbaby @sugardaddyahxu @sarah-yyy @randomingoftherandomness @wirwerdensiegen
ft. my deep seated desire to one day bleach my hair lol. Thanks for the tag @minmoyu ❤️
Gonna tag @genderqueernerd @kuroi-no-sora @alipeeps @alipeeps @thefancydragonqueen @lucres @fluerallinmylis @yasisworld
This is so cute! hahaha, I’m just very basic rn :>
Catgirls + Wenzhou
Genderbend Wen Kexing and Zhou Zishu!
Commission done for Maladangao on twitter <3
Commissions are still open, dm me on twitter or here if you want one!
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Modern au where zzs proposes to his bf if you're up for it? 🥺🙏
Hey Nonnie, I hope you don’t mind a somewhat spicy modern au proposal fic 😆 🌶 🍋 coz I wrote it hehe
Tagging @genderqueernerd for the inspiration for this. Always remember kids; true friends are the ones who see pretty butt plugs and go, hm, should send to my friend because they could get inspiration from this 🌹
Dedicated to all my Shanren-men 🌸 I hope everyone is having a wonderful day and that you are safe and happy wherever you are in this big wide world ❤️
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It occurs to him, quite belatedly, that Lao Wen wouldn’t have minded if the ring he was going to propose to him with, was a bedazzled cock ring. Something incredibly flash but stylish at the same time. Made of supple cow leather. Tan? Or perhaps a warm and deeper shade? Something that would look good nestled on the base of his cock, glinting amongst the dark curls.
If anything, Zishu muses with his brushing against the seam of the Tiffany blue box, the perverted bastard would actually prefer it.
oh my god.
OH MY GOD.
I DIE. I DIIIIIE