NICO!! (it/its)

nico di angelo fictive!! ☆ it/its + xenoprns ☆ polyfrag, C-DID system ☆ 14 years old ☆ autistic, adhd, + more ☆ requests/inbox open!

[ghoulspawns]

hello! this is my blog! this is my little corner of the internet where I'm gonna post whatever I want, mainly system content! I also will be posting moodboards, things related to my interests, and other things.

name : nico!

pronouns : it/its, skull/skulls, death/deaths, ghost/ghosts, spirit/spirits, god/gods, deity/deity's, black/blacks, vamp/vamps, bone/bones, pup/pups, bite/bites, ghoul/ghouls.

gender + sexuality : I am intersex, nonbinary & agender! I am aromantic, and I consider myself to be gay (nblm, nblnb), I also hoard xenogenders.

I am 14 years old.

I am autistic, and I am the host of a polyfragmented C-DID system! our system is very complex, and we are introject heavy. we also have ppd, adhd, npd, ocd, and bpd.

I am white and native american, and I am plus sized. I refer to myself as 'the death god' most times.

I often forget to check dni's, please feel free to send me a message or something if I accident broke your dni!

I am pro-fiction and pro-ship, and I enjoy deaddove/dark fiction. I am a comshipper, but I keep my comships private.

I heavily enjoy percy jackson, mcyt, the hunger games, the maze runner, reading, analog horror, and creepypasta.

I don't necessarily have a DNI besides basic dni criteria. there's certain people (like anti-endos + anti-shippers) that I get uncomfy with, but I won't exclude anyone from interacting with me :)

I am ALWAYS open for discourse!! I love debating and talking about my point of views :)

[softbarkz]

"ItZ nOt A gOoD cOpInG mEcHaNiSm AsK aNyOnE"

I'll stick with what the licensed professionals say on the subject, thanks. Which, for the record, is that taboo art can be an amazing coping mechanism. It's not for everyone, no, and it can make some people worse. But it's the disregard for those it helps that pisses me off.

And miss me with the "but you shouldn't post it it might hurt someone else!" I'm sorry to tell you this but your triggers are not my problem. I make sure I tag everything, spoiler things, post them in appropriate places. That's my responsibility and I do it. Past that, it's up to others to curate their spaces. I can't do it for them. Also saying people shouldn't post it online is denying them a sense of community.

Just say you want mentally ill people to feel alone, broken and ashamed. Just say you hate trauma survivors that don't fit in your little box. It wouldn't surprise me; actions speak louder than words anyway.

[borderlinedolly]

System Experience I Rarely See Talked About

Having only 2 alters

Having under 5 alters

Having over 100k alters

Having over 100k fragments

Having hypersexual child parts

Having child parts that are mentally older

Having child parts who can understand adult concepts

Having child parts that are bodily older, but mentally still children

Having no innerworld/headspace

Only having a room in the headspace

Not having a fronting room

Having a fronting room

Having an extremely complex innerworld

Constant heavy dissociation

Severe amnesia that makes you forget what happened an hour ago

Dissociative fugue

Chronic severe PTSD

Somatic symptoms

Rarely switching

Being frontstuck for months at a time

Rarely knowing who you are

Not knowing if you've switched

Internal trauma reenactment

Internal sexual relationships

Innerworlds not being a safe space

Alters who are dicks simply because they want to be

Alters who rape other alters

Internal pregnancy

Alters living in different time periods

Alters stuck reliving trauma

Having a lot of NPCs

Having cities full of NPCs

Having no NPCs

Having NPCs who reenact trauma

Having NPCs living the life you would have had without the trauma

[froggymp3]

Demotivated Sanrio characters

[starfrog1]

Can we end proshipping antishipping discourse and get back to what really matters. Destroying british petroleum

[ghoulspawns]

That was actually the most horrifying thing i've ever read in my whole life please get well soon. i can not believe you compared horror/murder to pedophilia. there is something deeply wrong with you

how am I wrong though? I'm not wrong, so you're doing the whole 'savior complex' thing, trying to 'save me' and 'fix me'. god antis are insufferable.

people are able to enjoy mvrder in fiction without condoning it/enjoying it irl, so people should be able to enjoy minor and adult relationships in fiction without being seen as a bad person.

what you like in fiction, no matter WHAT it is, doesn't affect your morals. what you enjoy in fiction doesn't reflect who you are as a person. bc its fiction, and fiction isn't reality.

[ghoulspawns]

um you know pro-ship endorses pedophilia right? even if it is just in fiction its really....interesting that you could see a father/mother character and their child and think "yeah, they're romantically involved". Not only that but the whole concept of pro-shipping is really harmful especially to people who have been groomed or kids that have been in relations with their parents like what was mentioned above. Im genuinely not trying to hate but do you not see whats wrong with that? Just because its fiction doesnt mean its not hurtful....

heavily sighs.

we really have to have this talk... AGAIN? I feel like proshippers and antishippers have this stupid debate every 5 seconds.

it is FICTION. fiction can affect reality, yes, but it does NOT affect it 24/7. someone can view a fictional parent and child in a romantic way and can enjoy that relationship without supporting or condoning it irl. fiction is not reality. it's like how some minors feel attraction to fictional adults, but not real adults, our attractions and our preferences can be different in fiction than they are irl (for example; lesbians liking fictional men.), you can enjoy things in fiction and not like/support them irl. you can like horror games/movies without condoning the crimes in said horror, right? so why can't you enjoy other forms of dark fiction like consang relationships and adult x minor relationships without supporting it irl? why is that the moment you're a comshipper, you can't separate fiction from reality?

the whole concept of proshipping is being anti-harassment and minding your own business. that is hurting absolutely NOBODY. even if it was, strangers on the internet aren't responsible to keep you safe.

[ghoulspawns]

How can you be aro and gay? You’re watering down gayness

... what?

literally how does one 'water down gayness'? how the hell does one even accomplish that?

I'm aromantic and gay. I have only felt romantic attraction twice in my life, and both times, I was attracted to men. I can't see myself in a relationship with a woman AT ALL, however, I can imagine myself being in some sort of relationship with a man.

aromantic is a spectrum. it is LITTLE to no romantic attraction.

use your brain, anon. there's no need to be rude.

[ghoulspawns]

LMAO most of your “diagnoses” aren’t given to minors. stop lying.

get off anon. get off anon and then feel free to fakeclaim me. you don't know me, you don't know my life, I hardly ever post on this account. you do not know what I go through, what I've gone through, or any sort of diagnoses process I've gone through.

you can be diagnosed with disorders as a child. there is no restrictions to any diagnoses. you can be diagnosed with anything at any age.

[ghoulspawns]

hello :D i just had a question about your into post. in it you said you're pro-ship and i was just curious if that meant you're a pro-shipper or if it meant something else??

yes, I am a proshipper :)!

I believe in the basic ideologies of proship, that people shouldn't be harassed for the fiction or ships they enjoy. I believe in 'ship and let ship', and am anti-harassment + anti-censorship!

[ghoulspawns]

saw that '@did-is-not-real' account, just wanted to say this:

i love you.

did, osdd, udd, all plurality is valid, and real. our disorders are very much real, even if you're not disordered, your system is real. your alters are real. you are not faking, you are not making it up, everything is very real.

random people on the internet know nothing about you, and know nothing about what you go threw daily, and what goes on in your brain.

you are real, you are valid, you are loved. your system is there, it's valid and it's real. you are here.

[fdcwasright]

You’re not valid ❤️

[ghoulspawns]

who are you to decide if I'm valid or not?

how do you not I'm not valid? what do you think makes someone unvalid and valid? what is your idea of valid?

is there anyone you believe is valid? or do you just hate everyone?

[pinkstevenproship]

Yo

Reblog/like if you ship either of these

• greg x steven

• stancest (stanley x stanford)

• rickorty (rick x morty)

• billdip (bill cipher x dipper pines)

• bouldershipping (brock x ash)

• eda x luz or eda x lilith

• emperor belos x hunter/golden guard

Can’t think of any more, sorry

[ceduralshinji]

Platonic Non-conforming

An umbrella term for friendships (and other similar relationships) and people that don't conform to the typical societal expectations of friendships.

Platonic Non-conforming may include:

Friends who are openly affectionate

Aplatonic people

People on the aplatonic spectrum

Friends who are mistaken for lovers

Exes who are still friends

Friends who kiss or cuddle

And more!

However platonic non-conforming is a self given label, and even if you fit the description here, you don't have to identify with this label.

The acronym is PLANC.

don't repost <3 ask before adding to wikis

this isn't a gender, do not tag as such.

[dreamythism]

(⑅ ˃0˂)，🌙 MOONGUARDiAN 〜 a gender that is connected to being a guardian and the moon - this can be connect to being the guardian of the moon, being guardian-like and the moon, being a guardian who likes the moon, etc.

(⑅ ˃0˂)，☀️ SUNGUARDiAN 〜 a gender that is connected to being a guardian and the sun - this can be connect to being the guardian of the sun, being guardian-like and the sun, being a guardian who likes the sun, etc.

ㅤ┈・COiNED BY US !ㅤ✩ㅤGENDER GUARDiAN COiNED BY @/hypnosiacon 〜

[miaulogy]

if non-hispanics reblogged it would help a ton!

so, i've been noticing lately that english speakers that don't support neopronouns have been saying stuff like "neopronouns are for americans, no one else uses neopronouns in other languages! they're confusing to non-natives!" and it honestly upsets me SO MUCH, because that's simply not true! neopronouns exist all around the world, and i'm here to speak for hispanic neopronoun users as an argentine myself.

spanish has neopronouns, hispanics use neopronouns! it's not debatable!

spanish does not have an equivalent to they/them, "someone dropped their wallet, if i find them i'll give it back to them" would be "a alguien se le cayó su billetera, si lo encuentro se la devolveré" (someone dropped his wallet, if i find him i'll give it back to him).

so, since there's many non-binary people that felt like they needed a gender-neutral pronoun for themselves, elle/le was invented as opposed to él/lo.

as you may know, a neopronoun is a pronoun that is not official to a language (although some neopronouns may become official), and since elle/le is not official to spanish, it's a neopronoun to us.

and no, this isn't our only neopronoun.

we have others such as elli/li, ellu/lu, il/li, etc. that do not have a translation to english, kinda like how xe/xem, ze/zir, ae/aer, etc. do not have a translation to spanish.

and yes, these are actually used, and not only online: i've had many friends in my country that used these pronouns among nounself pronouns (a friend that used él/ella/elli/quack, another one that used elle/ella, etc.)

so, i've made an il/li/-i pronoun flag!

il/li are pronouns derived from italian, and they're one of the most common neopronouns around here!

[ID: On the left, there's flag with 5 stripes all of the same size, the colors of these stripes from top to bottom are: mint green, turquoise, white, light purple, and brown. The image on the right is the same flag with the color-meanings of each stripe, and from top to bottom, these are the meanings: Mint green - italian origins of the pronouns, Turquoise - disabled and neurodivergent users, White - neopronouns around the world, Light purple - trans hispanics, and Brown - people of color hispanics. End ID]

this is the flag with its meanings, any hispanic / spanish-speaker that IDs with these pronouns is free to use it!

[quartzself]

I love you he/him trans men I love you she/her trans men I love you they/them trans men I love you it/its trans men I love you neopronouns trans men I love you multiple pronouns trans men I love you alternating pronouns trans men I love you no pronouns trans men

[vurrart]

6-page zine I made explaining xenogenders to someone who might not understand them!

download a printable copy and/or support me here!