my biggest wish for season 2 thats not gonna happen is that i want shane to read ilyas plane crash instagram goodbye messages and not have a chance to find out ilyas alright until he has had the biggest meltdown of his entireeee life like i want him to read the messages and scream like hes been shot and collapse to the ground i want him to freak the fuck out i want him doing the classic autisim meltdown behavior of using your fists to pound your head and pull your hair i want hayden to have to call yuna like 'i cant get him to calm down and he is definitely gonna pass out if he keeps scream crying like this' and he puts her on speaker so she can try to talk to him and she tries what she knows but shes literally never heard him sound like this. i want her to try to talk reason about how they dont know anything yet nothing is concrete and hes just crying that he cant do it without ilya hes not gonna do it without ilya ilya his baby his love his ilya. i want him convinced ilya died badly until he hears ilyas voice again im like so serious
I need this to be the case except Shane doesn’t even attempt to pull himself together for the game like I need him crashing tf out and Hayden tries to gently remind him they have a game and Shane screams in his face “I don’t give a fuck about the stupid fucking game— Ilya is DEAD!” And then he wails and screams and cries so loud Hayden is worried about how he’s gonna explain this to the team while shane curls in on himself and cries and cries. Btw.
