universally wild

she's a mess of gorgeous chaos and you can see it in her eyes.. she/her 20

[gorgeous-choas]

I used to be a bright student and proud of the future I'll be working hard for but...

I'm not passionate about my major anymore and everyday it's becoming harder to breathe under pressure it's as if I'm drowning.

It's way too late to give up or change my major and all I could think about is the slow death of a future that's waiting for me.

[gorgeous-choas]

Lately all I'm doing is thinking about food and eating even if I'm not necessarily hungry ,maybe I'm using it as a distraction to stop myself from thinking about what stresses me out and triggers me , and maybe I'm using it to fill a void I don't seem to accept that I have....

[yourrfeelings]

“are u ok”

bro i am completely disconnected from reality right now

[gorgeous-choas]

If someone knows where this is from please tell me I would very much like to read the book...

[gorgeous-choas]

I want to disappear...

[gorgeous-choas]

"Name one hero who was happy"

"You can't." He was sitting up now and leaning forward.

"I can't " " I know . They never let you be famous and happy"

"I'll tell you a secret."

"Tell me." I loved it when he was like this.

"I'm going to be the first." He took my palm and held it to his. "Swear it."

"Why me?"

"Because you're the reason. Swear it."

The Song of Achilles by Madeine Miller

[gorgeous-choas]

"And Perhaps it is the greater grief , after all, to be left on earth when another is gone. Do you think?

"Perhaps" Achilles admitted.

I listened and did not speak. Achilles' eyes were bright in the firelight his face drawn sharply by the flickering shadows. I would know it in the dark or disguise. I told myself. I would know it even in madness.

The song of Achilles by Madeine Miller

[gorgeous-choas]

I just finished the song of achilles and ...

[gorgeous-choas]

As I somehow finish and wait for the applause, I smile out at everyone and think, Isn't it funny that they can't see I've dropped dead a week ago?

Breathless, by @jenniferniven

[gorgeous-choas]

"And I'll need your help."

"Me? I'm not even a lay-witch."

"As long as you have a soul, we're fine."

He looks a bit worried.

"Shepard, its fine---this isn't dangerous."

He smiles. "My soul is at your disposal."

wayward son by rainbow rowell

[gorgeous-choas]

"Can I?" He asks.

Can you what , Simon ? Kiss me ? Kill me ? Break my heart ?

wayward son by rainbow rowell

[shelovedthestarss]

“if i had killed myself back when i planned to, i would have never experienced some things that i just cannot let go of.”

-a book that’ll be too hard to write

[smol-ackerman]

If you watch the show with an open mind without siding with your favourite character you'll realise that every single one of them had very valid reasons for doing what they did. Put yourself in their shoes and tell me that they did anything wrong? Gabi wasn't wrong for killing Sasha, a "demon" who she witnessed killing her family and friends, like she was always told they would. Eren isn't wrong to commit genocide for the sake of his people. Sacrificing himself and his friends for the independence of his people as a whole. Levi wasn't wrong to sacrifice Erwin for Armin who he believed would be the best hope for humanity's survival (and he was). Levi's squad wasn't wrong in trying to kill Eren and stop him from committing this mass genocide. Zeke wasn't wrong for going with his euthanasia plan, trying to save most of the world. Annie, Reiner and Bertholdt weren't wrong for breaking the wall cuz they wanted to live freely. Without.being.opressed.

The manga has come a very long way. One more chapter left and it's all over. Hajime Isayama will always have my respect for writing such a complex story and keeping it as interesting as it was in the beginning. This man has my respect.

[gorgeous-choas]

So here's the thing :

Long story short I've had a relapse

I lost control and got carried away

I've done a terrifying amount of damage in the last month more than I've ever done in the past few years.

[xx-toxic-xx]

[thatgirlwiththememes]

I’m dying now I’ll allergic to this medication lmao

[iamquietlydrowning]