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[handsywoman]

ilya rozanov's personal squishy

[sunnypeachyy]

Ilya vs Shane on his phone (¬`‸´¬)

bonus:

[hollanova]

heated rivalry text posts part 10/?

[perlukafarinn]

I think there's a part of Shane that genuinely believes that when he finishes his last game, they will take him out back and shoot him like a sick dog.

[hudconvent]

like isnt it just sooo sweet to imagine shane face pressed into the pillows eyes shut unable to say anything but yesyesyesyesyes smiling so big. isnt it fun to think about ilya grabbing shane by the ankles and pulling him towards the edge of the bed and shane giggling the whole time…isnt it nice to think about ilya wrenching an arm under him and flipping him on his back and shane grinning grinning grinning waiting for ilya to line back up and push in…..isnt it fun…cant we smile <3

[shanyushahollander]

wait okay one more take. the thing about shane is that he is so so brave even when he is so so scared, and he throughout both books is always the one who, when it’s down to the wire, keeps making the decision to push past his fears and desire to stick to the status quo and propel his relationship with ilya forward. so when people try to dismiss his choice to get engaged/go public (even though he’s terrified of the potential consequences) + tell crowell to go fuck himself when he’s offered the chance to go back in the closet (even though this is his life’s work going up in flames) + leave a toxic and abusive work environment (even though he’s going to leave behind the team he’s been the star of for a decade)……. and claim that ilya orchestrated the whole thing……. well no. it was actually #mybraveshane who did all of that

[gingeralevodka]

Ilya is seen as having demonstrated (beyond all doubt) that he’s already chosen Shane over hockey by captaining a very promising MLH team in a rebuild phase that’s not going very well and losing lots of games, after having refused to play for Montreal due to cap space.

Shane needs to accept the possibility that he’ll never play professional hockey again to show the same thing

If we’re going by Shane’s standard, the line after “I already have” should be “did you really”.

Also, the honest answer to Shane asking Ilya whether he would give up hockey for him would also be “no”, based on how the two of them ended up arriving at The Ottawa Plan jointly in HR.

Galina asked Ilya if he’s talked to Shane about the sacrifices he’s made. Maybe somebody should also talk him about the sacrifices demanded of Shane.

Honestly, the way people (both within the book and in the fandom) are acting, it’s like to be with Shane, Ilya is now working as a cashier at Walmart and Shane is refusing to come out for no reason. (I mean, even if that’s the case. Shane still has the right to not want to work at Walmart too?)

[userilyarozanov]

-Are you gonna fuck me? -We will see. HEATED RIVALRY (2025 - ) ▸1x02, olympians

[julie-chu]

the centaurs win the cup and in the midst of the wild locker room celebration, someone asks “where are the marrieds?”. the ever wise and vigilant bood answers “honestly prob in a closet somewhere fuckin” everyone cheers 🎉

cut to shane and ilya - in a closet somewhere- clinging to each other so tightly, sobbing tears of joy and happiness.

it feels like a dream come down and they don’t want to wake up.

[janthony-anthony]

seeing all these posts about tumblr user luca haas or hollanov shipper luca, i wanted to raise the idea of shayden shipper luca haas

[hot-pota-toes]

Ilya sends Shane a dildo molded after his own cock during their hookup era with a note saying "something to get you through these lonely months" with a winky face on the end. Shane is mad at first followed quickly by embarrassment he hides it quickly in his bedside drawer telling himself that he'll throw it away eventually, only he never does and one night while he's on a ilya rozanov youtube rabbit hole he feels himself getting worked up, he's not even conscious of his hand gripping his cock through his boxers until he feels the moisture leaking though the fabric. the video he's stuck on is rozanov's hardest hits compilation, the camera zoomed in on ilyas grinning face, unfazed by the blood between his teeth as he skates over to the penalty box. When he sits, he takes off his helmet, his cheeks flushed, the sweat making his curls stick to his forehead, he squirks his gatorade bottle into his mouth, swishing the water around before spitting it out. Shane's breath hitches as Ilya makes eye contact with the camera and winks. Fuck. if he was here right now... Shane freezes as he realizes that, in a way, he almost does have ilya here.

It's not the same as the real thing, of course, but the size and the way the head hits his prostate just right. He could never tell rozanov that he actually used it or that he thought of him the entire time he was getting off.

[rorywonder]

hey so filming people without their consent is weird. you know that right? filming people you don't know and they aren't aware of what you're doing is creepy. posting strangers online is fucking weird. we're too comfortable with doing it now for shits and giggles, chasing some sort of viral hit instead of reckoning with the fact that you posted someone who did not consent to their body and face being publically used.

we're being pushed these Meta Glasses as if mass surveillance of strangers is fun and normal! it's weird!!! there are already reports that people are using these to film women without them knowing and sharing it to communities who get off on this shit. who else knows who people are filming. these glasses with cameras are not obvious and that is dangerous.

[stayqute]

I thought it would be a fun project to re-cover my copy of Heated Rivalry with something that felt a little more like the vibe of the TV show. Cartoon romance novel covers aren't really my thing, so I wanted to make one that wasn't shy about being a novel for adults!

This cover puts the reader in the position of voyeur, peeking through the hotel window in Las Vegas. The dust jacket's window frame purposely obscures the identities of Shane and Ilya, as a reference to the secrecy of their relationship in this book.

I don't have a printer, so it was a good challenge to figure out how to make this all by hand. I illustrated the inner cover with colored pencils (this is the project that made me really fall in love with my Prismacolors), and hand-lettered the dust jacked with acrylic paint and gel pen.

[emmikay]

Shane Hollander: So I have good news and bad news.

Ilya Rozanov: (sighs) Just once I wish someone would say, “I have good news and fucking awesome news.” Like, “Hey, we found a big crate full of vodka, oh, and by the way, all Montreal Metros dropped dead this morning” or something.

[haflacky]

Hollanov 💔

It was ordered as commission, but the customer deceived me, didn’t pay me for the second half and muted me, so PLEASE feel free to use this commission as you want, make prints, post it online (with credit), anything!

[pookieshane]

HEATED RIVALRY GIF MEME: SCENES [5/5]