illuminate the "no's" on their vacancy signs

watched spn for the first time in 2023 to cope with the horrors, still fucking here despite it all | andy, he/they, 20s, & fandom sensibilities of a live journal user | occasional lemon/nsfw | this is a sideblog, ask for main off anon | the brothers are the heart of the show, preference for s1-s3, playthings truther, etc, you get the gist... liveblog tag [inactive] art tag

[holybasil-wolfsbane]

url change!!

brotherwifesoncodeddean -> holybasil-wolfsbane

[capricciosso]

sam is fun because he doesn't just restrict himself to traditional body purity stuff like disordered eating he is constantly innovating and inventing new cleansing rituals by which to almost die

[capricciosso]

one way in which he is very typical though is he will go through phases of going okay, that was bad, i'll admit it, but i am cured now. okay i was lying when i said that, but now i'm really cured. okay fine that was wrong but THIS time. oh this? this is just a harmless little self-care practice don't worry about it. no i am not starving, it's called a spiritual fast. okay fine i may have been starving but now i am doing a cleanse which is different. it's henbane, carrot juice, and a sprinkling of paprika. no i'm not poisoning myself, sola dosis facit venenum hello?

[thememedaddy]

[angelaofoligno]

:) 

[subaru-copilot]

it gets to a point that is just weirder if they didn't fuck

[subaru-copilot]

you did all this and it was not even because you wanted to bang him? weirdo

[bloodydeanwinchester]

what thee fuck i can’t even wrap my head around the fact that this is literally true o.O

[tgtbata]

you recognize an open door

[sammly-deactivated20140625]

26/∞ Supernatural Stills

[jellybracelet]

Happy Sammy on the Stoop Saturday

[keen-eye]

i don’t think j2 have ever kissed but i do think their dicks have touched tips at least 2x

[erotically-co-dependent]

I actually think samruby should have been more toxic and horrible and abusive

I think she should have corrupted him more, and I think he should have hit her. he should’ve been twisted even more into an unrecognizably violent version of himself.

[erotically-co-dependent]

they should have been freaking out the other motel guests with their fights <- prev tags YES

she should have come out with a split lip and he should've had a black eye— because let's not forget he's canonically gotten violent with her (shoving her up against a wall and holding a knife to her throat when she tried to stop him from going after lilith). anyways I want samruby with dubcon both ways; let's see those psychic powers and devils traps put to use sammy

[cyberdelph]

by thecreation349

[abberatio]

o come away, i'm slain

[deanwincesterinmascara]

they should have been hunting azazel in mary's corpse for 20 years. just saying

[oldmanpusspuss]

my hottest take is we need more overt cheating in our rpf. too much 'what if they were both single' or 'what if they were in a polycule/open relationship and their significant others were okay with it.' no we need more homewrecking. i want these people to feel so guilty they feel like they're gonna hurl but sleeping with somebody else anyway because they can't resist and their desire outweighs the guilt. i want to walk away from a fic with my opinion of somebody slightly lowered even though i know its not real like when you have a dream about someone doing something bad. i want that man coming home from [redacted]ing his best friend's [redacted], kissing his partner on the lips knowing they would hate them for what they just did if they knew. have some fun with it.

[normalbrothershow]

suicidal sam seeing someone put something in his drink and drinking it anyway

[ultimatekillerjail]

fun color study to try and get back into art

colors picked from this post :)

[bloodlust2006]

Playthings and Sex & Violence are such quintessential thesis episodes for the show wrt to the Themes and yes one of them is incest.