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[jmdreamkiller]

“She had no other explanation as to why she so continuously felt the compulsion to become the object of such gruesome appetites…

she only knew that she did.”

-the Black Journals

[howtoruinlives]

Torch

Oh, how i love to

let you touch me slowly

over and under

your spell

act like you own me

sugar daddy

hold me

i'll be your candy darling girl

you have nothing to fear

why don't you just lay here

come on baby

you know how

sipping from the chalice

give you back your status

i will never tear you down

i could be your little torch

you'll find

the light

scream my name

and tell me more

the skies

ignite

Oh, how you love to

let me fuck you slowly

over and under

your spell

act like you own me

sugar daddy, hold me

i'll be your candy darling girl

oh, we're so happy

just to laugh

without the tears

an old aphrodisiac

that last beyond the years

tell me you're falling for me

and i'm falling for it

tell me what you

tell me what you

tell me what you want from me

i could be your little torch

you'll find

the light

scream my name

and tell me more

the skies

ignite

Oh, how i love to

let you touch me slowly

over and under

your spell

act like you own me

sugar daddy, hold me

i'll be your candy darling girl

[8nq-deactivated20161103]

im rotting its fine

[madness-and-gods]

[howtoruinlives]

(80's pop music plays)

[missingyouonly]

[br-o-ken-poetry]

eventually, frustrated, someone just asks you: “what’s so hard?” and you stare at them, blankly, and you wonder the same thing yourself.

everyone else just lives. they get up, they go out, they get shit done. why can’t you? why do you find it so hard to do what everyone else does naturally? will you ever find it easier? or are you just stuck here?

“what’s so hard?” they repeat, and this time, you look away, eyes stinging. you sit in silence until they shrug, exasperated, and walk away.

[tank-girll-deactivated20191211]

[howtoruinlives]

[whisplings]

[jmdreamkiller]

[howtoruinlives]

self portrait

[howtoruinlives]

"in me, Daddy."

- her

[approvers]

[mitten]

♡ follow @devin.nyc on instagram ♡

[thedreamslife]

[howtoruinlives]

we don't care.

[eliminated]