this suck him off sunday I am chewing on thoughts about shane's changing relationship with coming in ilya's mouth. during their first hookup he obviously didn't know ilya wouldn't mind and got stressed trying to push him off. he's probably hesitant about it the next one or two times too, unsure how much of ilya's nonchalance is real, or played up to make him seem bigger/better at this than shane. but as they continue seeing each other and the pattern persists shane has to recognise that ilya genuinely likes it, so he stops trying to conscientiously pull away, to give ilya the option. he just lets him have it. and allows himself to enjoy how hot it is too.
however i like to think that as their relationship develops, shane also develops a more possessive view on the act. beyond just finding it hot that ilya swallows his cum, he finds it hot thinking of ilya's mouth as his to come into. he likes releasing his load and not seeing it anywhere around him, because it's inside ilya's body now. he took it in for shane. this fact gets shane especially hot when they have sex in semi-public spaces (bathrooms and random storage cupboards at MLH events, fundraisers, etc) because he knows—can feel, in the abrupt lightness of his balls—that he just emptied himself. of it all. but when he opens his eyes all he sees is ilya, on his knees, hair gelled perfectly, suit jacket pristine, licking his lips. and the sight alone would get shane hard again immediately if it were possible.
