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dinosaurs, psychology, animals, art, media, life. I'm a strange boy with strange dreams. Grew up in the forest and moved into the city. learning the ropes of living in society. He/Him lvl23

[hyenabits]

⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊ WHO AM I ₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹

Greetings! I am a 23 year old artist who deals with schizophrenia and ADHD. I have studied media and filmography and worked in the field.

𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝔂 𝓳𝓸𝓫

Lately I've mainly dealt with my illness and due to it I've been on leave for about 4 months now. I really want to get back to work, but in the meantime I've been managing this blog.

Here I talk about my experiences, life and lessons I learn.

Don't be afraid to PM/DM me if you wanna chat!

⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊ ₐₛₖ ₘₑ ₐₙᵧₜₕᵢₙ𝑔 ₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹

I really do like answering to y'all's questions and educating people. I have studied psychology a bit and am now trying to apply for a school to actually study in the field. If it all works out, In the next 5 years, I'll be a psychologist!

Some of my favourite artists:

Narcissist cook book, Ren, Will Wood, Grandson, ..

Favourite movie: Baby Driver

Hobbies: Art, Vtuber model making, animation, arts and crafts, making music, dog training, and many more, ..

Some of my other blogs:

@whitewolfsays Therian things

@brainpanic writing and poems

@entrapped-art art

@hyenabit-art furry art instagram for art: https://www.instagram.com/hyenabits/

HEY!

I also have a small discord community. If you have same interests or suffer from same things you can find like minded people here!

For all dealing with psychosis or such symptoms. And friends and family of those who do. | 7 members

[hyenabits]

I want to go home..

[hyenabits]

I went to my first con and honestly. Horrifying. Sure it was fun but damn it was mostly waiting in lines. Wth

The furrows were nice though

[hyenabits]

Whoever invented alcohol and decided it'd be a fun thing to get shit faced deserves to suffer like I suffer now.

[hyenabits]

Thoughts on faking an illness.

You do not need the diagnosis to benefit from the self help the people with said diagnosis benefit from.

You need a diagnosis for certain professional help.

You don't need a diagnosis to have valid experiences.

But don't claim to know all or represent the whole community in a bad light.

If you claim to be something, it rarely matters if you are that thing or not. To outsiders, they just judge your behaviour. So if you claim to be something, you represent it. By default.

You don't need people to know you have a certain thing, to have the thing. It's okay to not be public. You're still valid.

Just be mindful when and how you talk to people about it. You might just be making a bigot or an ally and you just don't know it yet.

Be kind. Be polite. Be good.

That's how you win.

[hyenabits]

Why am I so tired

[hyenabits]

People be aware

You can have hallucinations without being schizophrenic or schizospec

You can be schizospec without hallucinations

Don't be so stressed about hallucinations. They can be very normal.

Just stay safe and talk to someone ABT it.

[abnarmal-deactivated20260301]

I remember reading some where that some auditory hallucinations aren't necessarily "out of your head". Sometimes they are thoughts that you know aren't yours. I'm curious, how many beings relate to this?

How do you experience this kind of hallucination?

Only "inside" my head

Only "outside" my head

Both ways

Something in between those two

Another way, none of the above

Results

Nuance or smth idk

Don't experience those, but curious hehe

Voting ended onFeb 24

You can always reblog or comment your experience!

Remade it because I forgot to put a both option.

[hyenabits]

Glad you made a new poll since I apparently reblogged on the wrong blog anyway.

Either way.

I hear outside sounds such as scratching and yelps and such incoherent things like whispers.

The inside voices are very stron precances with thoughts of their own. Sometimes I hear them and they sound distinct from my own voice but the ideas are clear either way .

Feels like I'm not the only one thinking here.

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I do dislike public transportation.

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Why has my partner become my nurse. I hate it.

"Have you slept" "How are you doing?" "Are you alright" "Should you be doing that?" Answer: I took no responsibility for my illness. That's why. We had a long, hard talk about it and she went all out. I have been mean and acting like a teenager who doesn't wanna take the trash out. I haven't taken care of myself or my mental health and our life has been just waiting for the next crisis and she has just hoped that at some point i would realize what I'm doing. Sometimes we got to look in the mirror when the people around us are bothering us. I realized I was just a bit too sensitive when talking about my illness. I wouldn't talk about it, I refused to listen to reason and I hated when people acknowledged it.

Now I realise my mistake and I'm planning on doing better.

[you-sir-box]

Comments: Y'all starting to sound like boomers.

[azalea-blooming]

you should care about kids because they’re people, btw. not because they’re “future adults” but because they are people right now and they deserve to be treated like people.

[hyenabits]

The amount of my own age people who "hate kids" is baffling to me. What do you mean you hate kids. Thats less valid than hating adults. Kids dont know much yet, adults are horrible due to choice not neccesity like kids. Stop hating on younger people, end the cycle!!

[85-rend]

people who are so dead set on people needing official diagnosises are so fucking stupid like they seriously act like its the process of getting the diagnosis itself that gives you the symptoms and that before you have a diagnosis theres just nothing there

[hyenabits]

Discord server for schizospec

Hi! I made a safe space for schizospec people to discuss and chill with each other. This invite link will work for the first 100 joiners and then we wont accept anyone for a bit.

But as long as it works, share, like, comment to get this to the people who need it!

For all dealing with psychosis or such symptoms. And friends and family of those who do. | 20 members

[snapdragon-rawrz]

so this is basically hwo it is

[velzote-velhi-azote-nitrogen]

REALLL

[hyenabits]

Me every time i mistake my own cross rebloging for an outsider ;w;

[depressedechoes]

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[hyenabits]

how accurate is this test?

[hyenabits]

Sometimes I wonder if im a psychopath or something. Help

I dont feel feelings like normal people. I hardly feel them at all. I dont have any sort of empathy, I often fake my responses to seem more human, i have no issue lying, i just dont generally need to. I'm very systematic in relationships but generally in life im reckless and have no issue with morality.

idk. Can anybody say how to hell i figure this out perhaps not trough legal diagnosis? Im mostly curious and would like to know myself better, no real reason for me to change, im a good person.