Formally known as: nezukokamadoblog, starsoriginalsin
I accidentally deleted my old one, my apologies... Nevertheless, please comment down below if I have forgotten any information.
About Me
Note: Please refer to my Quotev About as that is constantly updated and is the most accurate.
Hello! You can call me Akechi. If you know me in real life or my legal name, please refer to me as the name listed—or the nicknames I accept if you meet the requirements—and not my actual name unless I specifically said otherwise.
My MBTI personality type is INTJ-T and my moral alignment is Chaotic Neutral.
You can use any pronouns for me since I don't really have a preference. I identify as Agenderflux, my orientation is Aroflux, and my sexuality is Aceflux.
Please don't speak to me in a sexual way or make sexual jokes.
Spread Awareness
#maketheusastopthismadness
Please spread awareness about what ICE and Donald Trump are doing to the USA. Click here if you want my friends' opinion about it.
Other Platforms
Archive Of Our Own: DepressedEchoes
Quotev: DepressedEchoes
Pinterest: DepressedEchoes
Status
❌ - I am active for a certain period of time.
❌ - I am active for today.
✅ - I am partially active/inactive for today.
❌ - I am inactive for today.
❌ - I am inactive for a certain period of time.
Nicknames
If you're a close online friend to me—such as all of my mutuals—then you may call me any nicknames of your choice, as long as they aren't degrading or rude.
If you're just a random person out there who enjoys what I post on Quotev, AO3, or this account then you aren't allowed to call me nicknames. Refer to me as Akechi.
List Of Fandoms
• Forsaken (Roblox Game)
• Pressure (Roblox Game)
• Flicker (Roblox Game)
• The Test (Roblox Game)
• Work At A Pizza Place (Roblox Game)
• Bungou Stray Dogs (Anime/Manga)
• My Hero Academia (Anime/Manga)
• Colette Decides To Die (Manga)
• Takopi's Original Sin (Anime)
• The Case Study Of Vanitas (Anime)
• Your Lie In April (Anime)
• Demon Slayer (Anime)
• Naruto (Anime)
• Words Bubble Up Like Soda Pop (Anime Movie)
• A Whisker Away (Anime Movie)
• Genshin Impact (Gacha Game)
• Wuthering Waves (Gacha Game)
• Sky: Children Of The Light (Story/Explore Game)
• It's Only A Game (Book - Kelsea Yu)
• Wings Of Fire (Book Series - Tui Sutherland)
• Keeper Of The Lost Cities (Book Series - Shannon Messenger)
• Percy Jackson (Book Series/Movies - Rick Riordan)
• Harry Potter (Book Series/Movies - J.K Rowling)
• Splatoon (Third-Person Shooter Game)
• Call Of Duty (First-Person Shooter Game)
• Alien Stage (Indie Animation)
• Persona 5 Royal (Game/Anime)
Fun Facts
1 - I have been diagnosed with depression.
2 - I have attempted suicide by trying to drown.
3 - I'm a minor, so please don't be horny or freaky with me.
4 - I know about sex, suicide, and romance more than I'm supposed to.
5 - I love drawing, reading fanfictions, star-gazing, and playing video games!
Put your 4 favourite characters from 4 pieces of media as options and let your tumblr pals decide which one most suits your vibe then tag 4 people
Jamie Tartt {Ted Lasso}
Blitzø {Helluva Boss}
Evan 'Buck' Buckley {9-1-1}
Izzy Hands {OFMD}
Voting ended onJun 21, 2024
Not me having some kinda type...
Who shall I tag? I think I wanna tagggggg... @mybugsmybugsmybugs @mexicangela @lunar-years @biscuitboxpink but no pressure!! I just thought it would be fun!
rb with your name, orientations and gender, preferred pronouns, optionally some struggles or joy being LGBTQ has brought you, and some comfort/affirmations or whatever for the person before and after you!!!! why is this so detailed bruh. and tag peeps ig??
Hai! I'm Nyxon
I am transgender FTM, asexual, and omniromantic!
My preferred pronouns are he/they!
Being LGBTQ makes me happy. Despite being cloested, it makes me feel like what I am actually makes sense and I'm not just some weird ahh guy. I used to be a girl who was angry a lot of the time for no reason, which is ironic ngl
I am [sexuality has not been unlocked], asexual, and nonbinary!
My preferred pronouns are They/Them. :)
I have a bunch of friends in the LGBTQ+ society...*stares*
Person before me: *deep breath* GET GENDER-AFFIRMED NYXON! HOW HE/HIM OF YOU! THEIR SO AWESOME GUYS LOOK HE/THEY HE/THEY HE/THEY BOY BOY BOY! AHHH THEY ARE SO ACCEPTED AND SCRUMPTIOUS WOWZA! EVERYONE LOVES THEM THEM THEM RIGHT???? (I am. So sorry if this is overboard. ^^' You can burn me at the stake if you want.)
Person after me: You're so cool and amazing and I think you deserve everything you put your little LGBTQ+ friendly heart to. :)
Happy pride month everyone! Have a very safe month because I am going to run over all the homophobe-shaped speed bumps as a treat! :3c
@sacabambaspis-offical @ashelf66 @confused-cookie-blog @toaster-waffle-offical @bacone-official @britishtea-again @unlabelled-offical @genderqueer-offical + anyone else who wants to join! Yay! This was fun! ^^
hey, i'm genderqueer. (no real name yet... so nicknames are very welcome)
i am genderfluid, aegosexual, and abroromantic!
[id: i am genderfluid, aegosexual, and abroromantic!]
my preferred pronouns depend on the day or situation... but i use she/her and he/him separately, or sometimes interchangeably. currently i think i'm going by he/him right now...
being queer is a very mixed experience for me. romantically, i absolutely love that i am able to feel attraction towards the beauty of every gender (albeit, sometimes at different times), however, for sexual and gender orientations, it can make me quite frustrated. because i'm afab, my gender dysphoria can be insane when i'd rather be male, which makes it irritatingly hard to be alone with my thoughts. secondly, the only reason i'm aegosexual (asexual) is due to the fact that i am not amab. when i'm feeling more male, i have a tendency to fantasize (not going to say it explicitly, but you know what i mean) and have it immediately tamped down because i don't have an amab body. it can get really fucking annoying.
person before me: hey pen, thanks for tagging me! you seem really cool and i'm very grateful that you're running over all the negativity :) have a safe and happy pride month!
person after me: though i haven't read your post, all of you experiences are valid. if you aren't already, you are going to be okay, things are going to work out, and everything you've done will very soon pay off. thank you so much for reblogging this post and sharing part of your life with us! have an absolutely gorgeous day, and an even better pride month <3
Being queer is an important part of my life. For a very long time I was confused on why I was so different from other people in school when they started dating and I felt nothing towards any of my peers. Discovering myself really turned that around and I’m really proud of who I’ve become. I now am not worried about dating as much, and in recent years I’ve begun to see myself as handsome instead of a strange girl. I still love that girl as she is a part of me, but I’m much happier where I am now, especially since I’ve finally found a name that fits my soul. It feels good when people use that name :)
Person before me: Thank you @genderqueer-offical for tagging me in this! I’ve never done one of these before so I hope I did a good job :)
Person after me: You’ve got this! I can’t wait to learn more about you especially since I don’t know a whole lot about my moots :)
I'm Rowan (or Via if you wanna be a dick, idrc) , Also known as That fuckass ikea alien!!
I am pan but still fall on the aroace spectrum (demisexual/romantic) and trans masc (^0^)>**
He/they
Being queer is something I mostly hide irl, dropping minute hints here and there. My parents are rather unsupportive of me, but my friends and my cousin aren't. It took 5 years to realize I wasn't cis after feeling wrong when I looked in the mirror. Honestly my first exposure to queer media was Steven Universe. It changed my life and is my comfort show now. I even bought the box set lol. If I hadn't seen the show I'd probably not be alive, seeing as I was told being queer was sinful my entire life.
Person before me: Thank you for tagging me @tin-cant-offical, you did amazing broseph, I loved hearing your story.
Person after me: Regardless of what little support you may have, there are millions of people, just like you. Keep going.
my [online] name is Cloudy or Twilight [no irl name privileges yet lol]
i'm aroace [quiromantic n apothisexual to be specific] and agender :]
pref: they+any neos!!
i've struggled with my humanity due to, in part, being queer. but at the end of the day, i'm glad to be the way i am ^^ i carry too much love to just focus on one person alone; i look at my partner and friends with the same love and admiration in my heart <3
person before me: tysm @aftonsparv-ikea-alien-offical for the tag!!! i hope one day you'll be able to safely be openly queer irl!!!!! i'm glad you're alive, stay safe!!!
person after me: no matter what people tell you, no one gets to define your humanity for you. that's something only you can define for yourself, and something only you can say whether you experience it or not
moots!!!!
@sapphiregem01 @agentxnumx @playing-pozzum @pintheflamingo @monkeyoolol @fuckupwithashotgun @koiagain @hekate-offical @toaster-waffle-offical @days-without-ai-ads-offical @apocalyptic-endings @raventhecrispy-offical @null-the-void-monarch-offical @princefable @deductivelogico-offical @horror-movie-offical @itsuwari-no-kibo-offical @auramxnt @international-electromatics @taco-bell-offical @obsesseddemonlord-offical @sunnyponies @11-1366559937 @sophisticated-offical @switchedaccs @silly-lil-arson-frog-mom-offical @bacone-official @perfection-official @the-faction-not-found-deact @cosmic-entity-official @goldenbunny30 @transmasc-offical sorry if any have already been tagged °=w=
hi im Mateo! I’m pretty much just aroace for how complicated and little attraction is for me but I’m also Achillian when I do experience it and when I yearn for a boyfriend. I’m transmasc and staticgender (i added an alternative definition!). I use he/him usually but i like they/it sometimes
ummmm I feel lesser than bc of being ace a lot. That and I’m somewhat religious so that’s not fun
person before: don’t forget how loved you are
person after: I love you
@sharkwithpaws @jasethevoid2 @thedamsolangelofan @dogtea-th @dani-seys-so @you-think-it-makes-you-special and open to moots!
I usually just say I'm queer but I think I fall within nonbinary and pan territory enough that I use those sometimes. I don't care what pronouns are used for me but they/them is good for consistency <3
I've struggled with coming out to others, especially my mom. I've tried coming out to her twice and neither time did it go well... i got the wonderful "i know my child and my child isn't like that". Though even with her being like that I've been able to find friends and wonderful people who support me no matter what and have made a world of difference, knowing fellow lgbtqia+ people is one of the best parts of my life and I'm so grateful for the family I've been able to find in yall <3
To the person before, you're such a great person. I truly hope you find acceptance and support in everyone you love, family can be found anywhere and I truly think you'll have a giant family of queer friends one day with how amazing you are!
To the person after me, you've got this. Everything can be scary when being queer is still so dangerous in so many places but you'll always find love and support in this community. You've got people in your corner and you're gonna do great, love ya! <3
@purple-dinosaur27 @cheeky-rainbows @daughterofdeath28 @forgthetheaterkid @bowies-partner @lavaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa @notsolaris @p3rpetual-moti0n @sparklykat-hideoutenthusiast @trauma-official @wizardingdaughterofathena + anyone i missed (that means everyone <3)
hihihi! I’m Francis! Or Frin or Froggy or whatever works :3
I’m transmasc, demiboy, nonbinary (all kinda smushed together in gender stew), bisexual and very likely to be asexual and demiromantic
I’ve struggled a lot with my gender wspecially because I’m someone who loves absolutes and gender is anything but. I also feel as though I’m faking my gender a good chunk of the time (never feel that way about being bi though, I 100% like everyone although it’s probably more pan than bi since I don’t not gaf about gender when it comes to attraction but I’m honestly not good with attraction either I have a hard time telling between romantic and platonic though honestly a qpr sounds so fucking nice)
to the person before, Aspen you are an absolutely lovely person and I’m so proud of you, keep kicking ass and staying alive
i'm bi and a cis girl and my preferred pronouns are she/her (but like i couldn't care less about pronouns lmao)
it's a crazy struggle being in this really religion washed small town and having grown up religious myself i still carry hatred for myself that i'm trying to get over, and i have to see my friends suffer through that too which is almost more painful
to the person before, thanks for the taggg :) idrk what to say i'm not amazing at speaking to people
and to the person after, hi i think you're pretty cool ig (yes i must play nonchalant)
@starsndaggers @kerokerrrokerroppi @foundheaven013 @sunbleachedflyinnebraska and like anyone else idkkk i'm tired
im agender (maybe agenderfluidflux idk anymore) and im trixic, but i do use the terms lesbian, sapphic and omnisexual to simplify stuff for people (i like girls non-exclusively but very much mainly) and im also graysexual :3
my pronouns are they/any neos
uh so for struggles, i think that it's mostly the fact that up to this school year, i was in a massively homophobic school so i was fucking scared, like i used to have a bi classmate and she got bullied to the point of causing depression (i think i could be wrong) so i was really scared to accept that part of myself. and then there's the fact that a lot of people in my religion don't like queer people as a whole. i also like to convince myself that if i tell people that im queer, they'll hate me (besides my friends at school). so yeaaaa :3
person above : nor you are amazing i love you so much!! im rly glad that you were able to figure out your sexuality after your crisis a few days ago :33 (ily twin)
person below : you're amazing pls don't let other people discourage you!! if you're going through a rough patch, you'll get through it, and you can always come to me if you need help!!!
My name changes with my gender, but right now I go by as Azure!
I'm Aroflux, Panromantic, Aceflux, and Agenderflux!
My current preferred pronouns are they/them and it/it's!
When I first joined the LGBTQ+ community, I was confused and afraid to ask my parents about it. I found out that they're "genderphobic" but they're okay with the love part. This caused me to stress about them finding out, and I became very closeted. In the end, it let me explore my identity—which made me really happy. I was glad to finally figure out who I am, and I'm grateful for everyone that supported me throughout my journey.
To @starsndaggers, you have been an amazing mutual to me! I'm glad to have met you and you have brought joy into my life, despite it not seeming so. I hope that you feel better about your circumstances though. I'm proud of you for persevering through it in the end, I don't think many could achieve that. Please continue to do your best!
To the person below, I hope that whatever struggles that you have can be solved. Even if we're strangers, I wish you the best luck you can get! Remember that someone out there is happy to have you by their side, so don't ever forget that. That same person will accept you for who you are, and will stick by you. If you haven't met them yet, then let the future events guide you towards them.
@sillyychuuu, @classystudentpartyslime, @stxrryeevee, @meliae-cinis, @flipsiiii, @sasgaycumfilledcondom, @tinysanemi, and @thetinyanimeaxolotl! + Open tags!
Hey guys, it's been a while. A lot has changed since I last posted, to be honest. Luckily, Kasper won't be able to see this post as he's been banned from his main electronic. Plus, he won't be back for two years or so.
Now, to the main point of this post. I honestly never wanted to date Kasper in the first place, as I'm uncomfortable with long distance relationships and the fact that we've never seen each other in real life. He kept making sex jokes too and I just played along.
He also has broken my boundaries multiple times, as he knows the information to my main accounts on all of the platforms I'm on. He has looked through my drafts when I said not to, and he has gotten more obsessed with me. Kasper has also attempted to guilt tripped me a few times and I'm exhausted from dealing with him.
I'm not responsible for keeping him alive, right? Why do I feel so guilty for leaving him behind? Why do I feel so guilty for wanting to break up with him from the start? I've been playing with his feelings the whole time, and I've mostly felt numb about it until now.
I feel like a shitty person. Perhaps depression has caught up to me again, who knows? Maybe some of you guys have been checking my Quotev account, since I'm most active on there. So much information about what's been going on is there, although it is hidden somewhere beneath the Random shi chats.
I have spoken to my online friend group on Quotev and ChatGPT about this, and they have done their best to help me. Here are some screenshots to prove my words, although I do not have the ones to my friend group and instead just for one of them:
I'm glad that August is always available. I've been feeling so much better with him around. My mental health is still horrible though, so I might go inactive again or maybe even quit. I hope that isn't the case when push comes to shove.
Nonetheless, I hope that all of you have a great day. Everything will be solved soon enough.
I like to picture ShuAke as a sweet drink with hidden poison in it. It's so passive aggressive and I love that feeling. When Joker and Akechi are paired up, they absolutely has that "pretty glass, sugared rim, lethal aftertaste" energy.
ShuAke is basically "rivals to mirrors to tragedy" with a thick layer of unresolved feelings and razor-sharp tension. At its core, the ship is about two people who are frighteningly similar but chose opposite paths. Joker and Akechi are both brilliant, charismatic, justice-obsessed, and deeply lonely.
The difference is that Joker finds connection and support while Akechi is isolated, used, and spirals. That contrast makes every interaction feel loaded, like they recognize themselves in each other and hate it a little. People love it because it’s not soft or easy. People love it because it’s sharp, complicated, and painful in a way that feels intentional. It’s less "cute dates" and more "two people locked in a narrative collision they can’t escape."
Their dynamic is so interesting to unravel, although I also see why it's hated on so much. Also, this was entirely typed by myself. I swear if I get accused of using ChatGPT, I'm going to cry myself to sleep. Thank you for taking your time to read this. I might come back so I'll assign myself a name. Call me "♟️🎭 Anonymous", please!
Yep, you read that correctly. I'm talking about this shit now. I don't usually get involved in politics or the government problems but I'm tired of this idiocy. Go ahead and attack me in the comments if you want to, I don't care.
Apparently, Donald Trump and the government are urging heteroromantic marriages and will fucking punish LGBTQ+ marriages. ICE is also killing innocent people, which you probably already know.
Additionally, if I remember correctly about what Kasper told me about—the shitty USA president wants to control our votes. Like, what the fuck? I thought we had freedom in this country. I guess not anymore!
Click here if you want to see what Kasper's/my friend's opinion is or click here to see more of what I think. We're using the tag "#maketheusastopthismadness" to spread awareness.
First day of posting again and it's a vent. Haha... Why am I venting so much? Anyways, feel free to read. I don't really care at this point.
I rarely have feelings for others in real life. When I do, I love them to the point it hurts. I absolutely hate it. Why can't I be normal? Why does it have to burn? I want the pain to stop. It burns so much.
It happens to me so much with fictional characters. I actually develop butterflies in my stomach for my favorites and that feeling burns. It's so painful. I don't want it to be. I don't know why it feels like that.
The audacity my hallucinations have to make them appear in my room and head. I have insane problems with phantom touch and it fucks my brain up so badly. I know that they're not real, yet they are at the same time.
I can actually fucking feel their clothes and body. I know people would die to be able to interact with their favorite fictional characters but me? It's painful to see them, I don't know why.
Well, at least it's not painful everyday. It's comforting to have them around and it's funny to see them interact with the other characters in my head. I've gotten more insane over the days I haven't posted, and I don't really give a shit about it.
Call me crazy and say that I belong in a mental asylum. I know that already. Say something new, like "Cringe freak." or "You're definitely a fucking 12 year old child." I'd actually be honored to read those comments.
Nonetheless, I'm disappearing for a few more weeks again. Also, if you're wondering if the pictures are literally what happens to me—then yes, they are. Goodbye now! 👋
@tuithewriter I am so sorry. My new medication has made me into a zombie for the past few days (I’m getting it fixed so don’t worry lol) so I’m just now getting to this.
This was my literal last listened to song from my 2025 playlist.
thank you for tagging me Chio and @munkity and @agentlizardofowca :p
Using my main for this bc this post gets loooong lol
I have a few songs on loop when drawing (if it's not a 3h long video essay) but Manchild is the newest addition to it 😇 Runner-up is APT. but that one has just been playing in the back of my mind since forever
thanks for the tag!
I’ve been listening to what I was loving in November recently. The most recent song on that list was ‘full speed’ by Corbin McKeehan, it’s rlly good.
@dont-step-on-frogs thanx for the tag :) I love hunger games too I did a rewach of the trilogy during the holidays, and I cant wait for sunraise on the reaping!!!!
