hey, it's nothing

Isaac, he/him, 25, nyc (ask me to tag anything)

[foxglves]

he’s not “just some guy” he’s my girlfriend. don’t touch him.

[sadclowncentral]

so many misguided metaphors around violence and desire. if the open maw of a panting beast fills you with the want to be devoured, that does not make you prey. while the rabbit trembles in fear, its deepest desire is to run. evolution demands it. in fact, the desire to be eaten does not make you any small animal at all.

it makes you a fruit.

[sumverendus]

[sandpancakecat]

[catilinas]

more benches in museums

the benches need to have backs!

[ferncloud]

trueromance

[paxamericana]

[aritany]

[hunter-rodrigez]

[dykerikki]

crawls out of my hole that resembles the grave but isnt. #myholethatresemblesthegravebutisnt

[holopics]

mountain lion

[ivoiid]

Hoy hace 11 años que llegué a Tumblr. 🥳

[dogpuppy]

[0fficelady]

Collection

[jonathanssweatercollection]

loving the lord of the rings so far

[handmed0wnart]

[spiralfucker]

Gay kink stores are like here’s the fuck master 5000 gnome king pig blaster it goes in your ass obviously pigfag and pansexual kink stores are like here’s like gender sensory backdoor pridefun exploration pleasure rod and it’s the same toy

[leatherhaikuplasticvenus]

joan of arc filet lace pattern, 1913

[decompose1]

i'm generally pro drug freedom but it does really bother me that kratom is so widely sold all over the place now while at the same time flying under the radar so nobody really warns you about quite how bad it is or how much it can fuck you up and there aren't significant enough warnings on the packaging about how addictive it is. by the time i ended up in the hospital i was in such intensely bad withdrawal they said it rivaled fentanyl and that's what they'd have guessed i was on if they didn't know. i was in the emergency room for days. i was diagnosed with incredibly severe opioid use disorder and given a pretty aggressive dose of buprenorphine that i'm still on 10 months later like its Bad. it turns out kratom isn't just "like an opioid" it actually triggers your brain the same exact way and exhausts the same receptors and you WILL give yourself OUD if you aren't really fucking careful with it. don't start taking it as an opioid alternative, i promise it's not a good alternative. by the end of my addiction i was spending hundreds of dollars (that i didn't have! that could've been rent!) a WEEK on it, and i hadn't been high in months. i almost died. it's just not worth it. if you're gonna do it please please be safe and watch for the signs.

[time-boyfriend]

helpful video for people who are unfamiliar with kratom and kratom addiction!

[decompose1]

Can't watch the video yet because i'm at work, but i'll pass it along- mostly, though, i rblogged to thank you :o). I'm happy to report my recovery is going very well!!!! I'm ten months clean and i don't ever wanna look back. The urge to relapse is gone, and i'm actually currently participating in a research study about the relationship between addiction and chronic pain, as well as the potential benefits of treating chronic pain with buprenorphine, the main drug used for Opioid Use Disorder recovery, since it is also a painkiller! My addiction was very painful and destructive to my life, but i'm incredibly grateful that at least my experiences can help other people who end up in this situation for the same reason as me- self-treating chronic pain. The relationship between chronic pain and addiction is severely under-studied and i'm really hopeful that this will help a lot of people, especially because, after having been on it for ten months, i can firmly say Buprenorphine is a life saving drug that deserves more recognition and usage.

Thank you so much for your kind words <3

[eriobear]

literally

[avtavr]

The exposed neck: from the accessory nerve (emerging) to the vocal fold. © Mosby/McMinn

[gouged-doll]

vintage nursing photobooks, 1981