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201.7. Oct 22

[jagharingenaning]

First time on here in over a year. Do I still feel like a fat piece of shit? You bet! Have I lost any weight? Not a single pound! Do I still cry in front of the mirror and shower in the dark? Hell yeah. Fuck.

[maneater2008]

[skeletondietperson]

How does my body look different EVERY time I look in the mirror?!?

[0calcoffeeshop]

my brain goes from “it’s getting bad again:/“ to “it’s getting bad again🥳” within seconds i-

[jagharingenaning]

I haven’t weighed myself in like a week, got my period and I’ve binged. Had major anxiety about it but I stepped on the scale just now, in the afternoon, with clothes on and i have had food and drinks today. But i’m down 3.2 lbs???

I’m super grateful and I cant wait for the last 3 pounds to drop and for me to be in onderland again 🎉💕

[c0ke-z3ro-addict]

things i hate about myself:

- how my thighs spill out when i sit down

- my stomach

- my arms

- my chin and cheeks

- my whole legs

- my collar bones don’t show enough

- can’t stop binging

things i like about myself:

- my wrists look boney

[jagharingenaning]

206.6 today. Haven’t taken a shit in two days but still down weight. Down 0.6 since yesterday. Can I get a hell yeah?!

I’m so ready for onderland it’s insane. I never ever ever wanna be above 200 again. And I’m not going to. Never again.

[lunamiangel]

[selfdestructive-probably]

whoever the fuck invented arm fat will be speaking to my lawyers

[jagharingenaning]

208.3. Ew, but a loss since last time. But i weighed myself in the afternoon, i usually don’t to that and I’ve had some chocolate and drinks throughout the day so maybe I’ll see a loss tomorrow again. Fingers crossed

8.4 to onederland.

[k1ss3ss]

[sillyturtlebasketballneck]

[kaalbela]

Pavel Protsenko

[kikikoko234]

i swear fasting is easier than restricting

once i get one thing in my stomach its over for me

[jagharingenaning]

I really fucking wish I was incapable of binging.

[paws-is-gone]

Everytime.

[jagharingenaning]

I have 9.5lbs to lose to be 199.9 and back onederland once again (and never fucking leaving)

If I can do it during october, I’ll be fucking happy. For a while at least.

I wanna lose at least 10kg (22lbs) before the year is over. 22lbs in almost 3 months should’nt be that difficult.

Even if i believe the BMI-chart is complete bullshit, it bothers me that I’m back to being obese (bmi 33.3 atm)

I hate feeling fat