[archtecture-deactivated20210221]

ho ho ho where did my motivation go

[jennasvamp]

feeling very poop from a butt today #sad

[teslacarbombz]

its just me and the mutuals i have a parasocial relationship with

[matomai]

Pokemon mermaid yuri 😌

[lanymme]

God I forgot how good Pokemon Sun and Moon were.

The like. background alolan sovereignty stuff and the frankly startlingly sensitive discussion of child abuse and the way they entertwine? Team Skull being kids failed by the system, and that social ill giving room for the Aether Foundation to sort of push its way in and establish a hold in Alola to "do good"? The fact that the stuff the Aether Foundation is doing is really good work from a certain perspective, but is also disruptive, controlling, and not in alignment with the Alolan way of doing things? Guzma being abused as a kid, and ending up pushed around and manipulated by Lusamine, an abuser herself, who knows how to push his buttons?

The whole subplot of looking for a champion, which probably would've been Kukui or Guzma if their own hero and rival story hadn't been shattered by the stuff that happened to them? Guy whose dad broke golf sticks over him develops a perfectionist obsessed with being strong enough that nobody can beat him again, and constantly proves to himself he's safe by throwing that strength around? The way their relationship starts to repair when those societal problems start to be addressed?

And then Gladion and Lillie. God. The way Gladion is the older child who figured out what was happening first and got out of there, went no contact, and had to do what he could to stay off the street. The way Lillie is just starting to figure out and unpack the things her mother taught her, and beginning to become braver and show more independence? How her fucking mother DRESSED HER UP AS THE NIHILEGO, and then her big moment is to put together her own trainer-like outfit, to start picking her own clothes?? The way Lusamine treats her pokemon with zero humanity but pretties up and preserves them horrifically for show, the way the Aether Foundation is engaging in torturous unethical experimentation, as metaphors for the way she abuses each of her children???

The ways in which Guzma, Gladion, and Lillie all bond with Pokemon that sort of symbolically resonate with the kinds of abuse they received and the way they learned to deal with it--Guzma picking bugs, traditionally the weakest type, and Wimpod who runs from everything--showing the kindness deep down in him, and the way he grew up to be strong. Gladion, whose pokemon was more overtly abused, and evolves through his care into Silvally who can take on any type the way Gladion is forced to learn how to adapt to being by himself, and then to being a member of the community? And Lillie with Nebby, who starts out weak and defenseless, helpless, imprisoned, and escapes despite that and gets by through relying on other people, until she learns to take care of herself--and her buddy evolves into the legendary that defends the Alola Region from alien threats like her mother????

fuck that game was good. it fit so well with the themes and aesthetics of pokemon. I really wish they'd make more like it.

[ouc-h-deactivated20180811]

i like to blame myself for everything just in case

[yellow-cat]

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

[tourfilm]

living under a rock is so fun i love watching a movie that’s been famous for decades and being like wow this is so good.. did you guys know about this

[laur3lbutch]

boxers peeking out over the waistband of a butch's pants. reblog if you agree

[generic-fruit]

this one is for u @jennasvamp x

[jennasvamp]

i do and everyone should join me xxxx

[kaliune]

full of joy and whimsy 🌺✨

[moonlight--creature]

Universal fluffy critter owner experience

[petermustdie]

"im not even 100% committed to phil" you've been together for 16 years i actually dont want to hear it from you

[jennasvamp]

just finished severance if u need me- DON’T. do not text do not call do not email i do not want to be in contact with anyone im grinding up my corpse and posting it thru ben stiller’s letterbox it’s what he gets

[simpingforjoel]

10 people you'd like to get to know ✨

thank you for the tags my darlings 🧡 @ess-evo @sawymredfox @time-for-my-weekly-spanking @ace-turned-confused @shadowqueen2024 @madpanda75 @missadangel

last song: Bécane - A COLORS SHOW by Yamê

currently watching: I haven’t had much time to watch anything, but I started to rewatch episodes of Mindhunter again couple of weeks ago (it’s so scary but so gooood!!)

current obsession: mango sorbet ice cream (you already know the ppcu boys consume my brain, so that’s nothing new)

currently reading: only fics right now, I’ve been too busy with work lately and haven’t had the time to pick up a book (I wish I had more hours in a day and unlimited energy)

currently working on: trying to stay on top of my adult responsibilities (ew)

currently wearing: wide-leg linen pants in dark olive green and a balck t-shirt (I’d characterize this outfit as ”office appropriate pyjamas”)

last google search: lunch menu of the student cafeteria near my job

favorite flower: marigolds, peonies, carnations

npt ✨(sorry if you’ve already done this and I’ve missed it!) @queenofslowburn @peepawmiller @inept-the-magnificent @mcthsman @avastrasposts @dreamedaboutitinthedark @loveoverpride @petalsinblood @cozymochaa @yorksgirl

[the-tech-turn]

Don't mind me but~

Last song: Dashboard by noah kahan

Currently watching: Im rewatching "The Owl House" because im introducing it to my younger relatives

Current obsession: gradually easing into the Project Hail Mart fandom and well everyone knows i cant be normal about anything

Currently reading: nothing really. Got a load of unfinshed books. I wanna start the Project Hail Mary book tho.

Currently working on: Art Fight attacks!!

Currently wearing: pjs, catch me when Im actually trying tho

Last Google search: art fight, and ao3 (the expected)

Favorite flower: orchids and blazing stars

[the-tech-turn]

I FORGOT TO TAGG PEOPLE @fionas-frenzy @fiveminutetrash @salbean-chaos @scribblesofshadow @prettychaos1409 @totallywizard07

[scribblesofshadow]

last song: Stay by Ghost Feat. Patrick Wilson

currently watching: obi wan!!

current obsession: Patrick Wilson has me by the throat unfortunately… i love him in the conjuring, insidious, and phantom of the opera but this is a star wars blog so i can’t talk about it 💔

currently reading: nothing fr, i need to pick back up on ballad of songbirds and snakes

currently working on: copa bad batch au!! my OC is going to be the next victim to be posted and i want to try to work on hunter

currently wearing: i’m at work so i have a business blouse and long skirt. I usually wear pants but i dislocated my patella so skirts work better with wearing my brace

last google search: the phone number for my physical therapist 💔

favorite flower: this is a hard one. i like peonies though!

note for @the-tech-turn:

HEY MISSY!! dude i literally love PHM so much. im also thinking about picking up the book. i’m really into the bloody mary ship rn. what do you think of it? LOL

NPT: @commander-tech @ech0e @echomina @heartbreakinabottle99 @ariadtmf

[commander-tech]

thank you so much for the tag! ^^

last song: "Telephone" by Lady Gaga

currently watching: i'm watch last episode of star wars rebels today

current obsession: maul shadow lord!!!

currently reading: nothing...

currently working on: nothing at the moment xD

currently wearing: my favorite black t-shirt and white pant

last google search: how to write fanfic

favorite flower: roses

NPT: @dragonnnerdd @locitawritings-blog1 @twinsunstars @imperialsprig @maulsdear

[twinsunstars]

thanks for the tag!!

last song: #DMAF - airi suzuki

currently watching: project hail mary

current obsession: fifa world cup games (devastated abt mexico's loss 😔), tomodachi life, project hail mary, and hoppers

currently reading: a curse for true love - stephanie garber

currently working on: still trying to update my fic 😣

currently wearing: a purple shirt and striped pink gray and black pants that were my mom's before

last google search: matte paintings

favorite flower: roses (as well :))

npt: @magicandmundane @heyitsmacee @marvel-starwarsfangirl @kurlyfrii @rainwingmarvel7 @bossboudicca @whos-starr and anyone else who would like to join in!

[heyitsmacee]

thanks @twinsunstars for the tag :D

last song: you rock my world by michael jackson

currently watching: parks and recreation (rewatch lol)

current obsession: michael jackson, formula 1, x-men, maul: shadow lord

currently reading: an enchantment of ravens by margaret rogerson

currently working on: loads of schoolwork lol. and editing here & there

currently wearing: sweatpants & an x-men t shirt (just got back from the gym lol)

last google search: hugh jackman beach selfie meme (idk 😭)

favorite flower: either daisies or tulips!

no pressure tags: @sunflower-chai @rose-colored-sadness @grxceful-ly @merefis18 @pqrfi and anyone else who wants to join!

[merefis18]

aww thank you for tagging me! <3

last song: fall into me by forest blakk

currently watching: the twilight zone! fantastic creative inspiration.

current obsession: scooby-doo, wildehopps, photography, the backrooms, and my senator omega au ;)

currently reading: ‘hemlock and silver’ and ‘wolf worm’ both by t.kingfisher. they’re very good so far.

currently working on: trying to get my inspiration to write back. it’s getting better, thank the Lord

currently wearing: black and white plaid blouse, long black pleated skirt, and leather sandals. church camp clothes haha

last google search: ‘blackgaard’s revenge transcript’. all my odyssey homies know

favorite flower: tiger lilies, orchids, and marigolds!

NPT: @mindless-bibliophile @cactiivx @snips-fics @yatzstar @thatssoalex247 @undying-lilies @undersideofaleaf @deerescout1

[cactiivx]

Yippee thank you for the tag!!

Last song: Holding onto You by Twenty One Pilots

Currently watching: haven’t watched any tv series recently, probably will watch the second half of ninjago dragons rising s4 sometime

Current obsession: dsmp again, Jurassic World, and my oc’s.

Currently reading: The Hunger Games To Kill a Mockingjay by Suzanne Collins, and starting the Space trilogy by CS Lewis

Currently working on: drawing drawing drawing so much art, also trying to write more because my brain has so many ideas and inspiration I want to write.

Currently wearing: blue koolaid t shirt with a cool graphic on the back, blue denim skirt, black leggings, and sandals

Last google search: enfj vs esfj (was working on a new oc’s personality)

Favorite flower: Magnolias, lavender, and hibiscus

NPT: @butterfly-teacup @im-literally-so-dun @cheetochild989 @missdrummondartvault @spooky-cryptid-friend @keyriingz @xxcatzncupcaxezxx never forced, and open to anyone else who wants to c: !

[im-literally-so-dun]

Thank you sm for the tag, fren! ^_^

Last song: Will Ramos’ cover of Dark Signs

Currently watching: uhhh four things— Star Wars Rebels, Marvel’s Daredevil, Bungo Stray Dogs & Your Lie in April can u tell I might have commitment issues

Current obsession: I don’t actively have any obsessions, ig? Daredevil is a sleeper one that can be reactivated vv easily, so that counts, I guess XD

Currently reading: The First Circle by Alexander Solzhenitsyn & Paradise Lost, by John Milton i think

Currently working on: diying some converse, a couple drawings, & a novel of mine called Shades of the Past! Also not losing my will to live shoutout four jobs and chronic illness ✨

Currently wearing: a black compression jumpsuit & two knee braces. My body might be slightly broken idk I can’t tell

Last Google search: ‘Where to watch Marvel’s Daredevil reddit’ I was desperate and not boutta support the myriad evils of Netflix okay

Favorite flowers: red roses & bleeding hearts, yes i am an overdramatic poet ty for asking

Tags! @tunguszka20 , @ethan-elliott , @miranaisnotdead , @anath3mancy , @gerardwaysbasement3 , @cardans-mortal & open ofc!

[ethan-elliott]

thank you for the tag!! did not know you were a fellow novel writer! ^-^

last song: Mastas of Ravenkroft — My Chemical Romance

currently watching: I have half an episode left of Midnight Mass (it’s been weeks since I last watched it I also have commitment issues)

current obsession: dare I say my current working novel (Dehiscent Wounds) because it’s very almost finished and I’m excited for draft 2, also the LLTBP tour because I’m finally seeing mcr in two days!

currently reading: Katabasis by R. F. Kuang and it is such a joy, technically I’m also most of the way through House of Leaves and almost halfway through Frankenstein (again, commitment issues)

currently working on: my aforementioned novel, I just finished my outfit for mcr last night, and trying to get a job rip

last google search: ‘electric fans wembley stadium reddit’ it’s gonna be hideously warm on Friday and I’m wearing a jacket (spent so much time making it only for there to be a second heatwave) so I needed to know

favourite flowers: gypsophila! I just think they’re pretty

no pressure tags: @tescoclingfilm @maybe-once-twice-three @yourlocalwhovian @eatanorange @worm-infestation + open tags :)

[tescoclingfilm]

yooo another tag game, i love these! thanks for the tag <3

last song: the outside by twenty one pilots cause i’m very much on the outside in the summer heat in this heatwave

currently watching: i’m finishing the good place off soon but i’m watching iron lung again tonight

current obsession: trying to stay cool in this heat and finding new recipes to cook when i move into my own place (any tofu recipes please send them my way i bloody love tofu) also project hail mary which has been ongoing since march

currently reading: a mix between project hail mary by andy weir and of monsters and mainframes by barbara truelove! haven’t actually picked either up in a while but i probably will soon

currently working on: well i just finished my outfit for all points east in the summer so i guess my granny square crochet blanket i’ve been working on for a couple years now

last google (ecosia) search: which car parks in (my area) are long stay as i’ve got to drive to the station on saturday for mcr and i don’t want to park in the wrong car park

favourite flowers: daisies! so simple but i love them so much.

no pressure tags: @lesbians4franzferdinand @jennasvamp @tbolting and @aad4stra

[jennasvamp]

ooooh thank you for the tag!

last song my house by jodie harsh (check her out if u like house music or charli xcx LOVE!!!!)

currently watching OKAYYYY LETS GET INTO THIS! i’m currently finishing a buffy rewatch and jujutsu kaisen rewatch. but also watching attack on titan and one piece for the first time. i’m watching haunting of hill house for the first time with my housemate and also severance aaaand s10 of taskmaster! there’s not normally so much anime in the mix but im enjoying the change :)

current obsession honestly aot and severance i think, and learning to drive? i’m really enjoying learning the routines and techniques actually <3333

currently reading i recently finished ‘the destruction of palestine is the destruction of the earth’ by andreas malm and really REALLY enjoyed it (climate science background makes sense) i have been meaning to pick up ‘womb city’ by tlotlo tsamaase and ‘feast whilst u can’ by mikaella clements and onjuli datta

currently working on job applications👎🏽👎🏽👎🏽👎🏽praying my interview next week just works out aaand learning to drive!

currently wearing a black tank top and checkered boxers lest i perish in this heat :(

last google search in what order to watch star trek (bc clearly i am not watching enough shows!)

favourite flower daffodils!! very very precious flower!

tagging my beloved @kestrel-wylde and @valicelavidad and also open to anyone else!

[micamicster]

They should invent a glasses that you can lay on your side in bed wearing

[jennasvamp]

just bought the mega evolutions popplio promo illustration rare AND two full art primarinas BOY WHO IS GOING TO BE FUCKING OKAY!!!!!!!

[ellieswizard]

we can be heroes, just for one day <3