[winterzone]

never depend on the fake colors of spring.

the colorful flowers that bloom are just as harmful as the piercing snow you felt. it tricks you as it seems different because it's new. as the summer comes you will slowly feel the heat that you missed but then after a few moments it becomes cold again. the leaves will fall once again. you will try to save the warmth you felt, you will try to convince yourself that the dead leaves you pass by on the sidewalk are nothing but small gloomy moments that make up your year but then you'd give it a few days and the trees are left with nothing but trunks. the painful cold hits your skin. the blizzards are coming back and you're locked inside your house, not knowing what's happening outside as your windows are once again covered with those fine white crumbs.

once the winter comes, whether the sun rose or not, at the end of the day, you will be alone again.

[kinktae]

knot today || (M)

When your first heat approaches and you are left desperate and partnerless, who better to turn to than your alpha roommate that you’ve spent the better half of your life hiding your feelings for?

pairing: alpha!jungkook x virgin omega!reader

word count: 5.8k

genre: A/B/O, werewolf, pwp, smut, f2l

warnings: A/B/O dynamics & terminology, soft dom!jk, mutual pinning, y/n goes in heat, vaginal sex, dry humping, dirty talk, knotting, loss of virginity, possessive jk but not ugly, “omega-space”, OMEGA SLICK LMFAO, mentions of  masturbation, reference to puke, knotting

A/N: thank you @kpopfanfictrash​, pun master herself, for this top tier title I laughed for 10 minutes straight when she suggested it. Reminder that this an A/B/O fic! If you are not comfortable with that then please do not read :D

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**UNEDITED**

“Y/N…”

An elbow nudging into your side pulled you back into consciousness, a small gasp leaving your mouth as you jerked your head back up. You gathered your surroundings haphazardly, a subtle frown finding your lips as you realized that you had somehow slept through your entire lecture, the shuffle of students as they began to gather their things and slide out the lecture hall greeting you.

“Morning, princess. Thought you’d never wake up.” The silvery voice of your best friend mocked.

Turning towards Jungkook, you furthered your frown, a small sound of annoyance escaping you.

“How did we end up with a verbal laxative as a professor?”

The brown-haired boy let out an attractive laugh, reaching over as he began to pack his things.

“He’s not that bad. This lecture was actually interesting – if you had only stayed awake long enough to notice.” He countered.

You sighed, moving to mirror your best friend’s actions, “Ugh, sorry, sorry. I haven’t been sleeping much lately…” You threw your bag over your shoulder, making your way down and across the room, your loyal guard dog trailing closely behind you.

You held back a snicker at your own thoughts.

Although Jungkook had explicitly told you that he wasn’t fond of the dog comparison, it didn’t change the fact that he did keep you within arms reach at all times. You weren’t too fussed. You knew it was his alpha nature that couldn’t help but follow his omega best friend close.

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[jkhoya]

BOHBOH

[rkiverse]

otoñal - 3 | jjk

Chapter 1 → Chapter 2 → Chapter 3

Pairing | Jeon Jungkook x Reader

Genre | fluff, angst + professor!jungkook, college!au, and very strong e2l!au

Warnings | for future chapters, there will be explicit language, lots of bantering, and lots of pining :-)

Summary | Of all the women Jeon Jungkook can have, he goes for the ones he can’t. And so when he’s faced with an arranged marriage, his best buddies come to the rescue with a proposition that leaves him with no choice but to go with. Little did he know, said ‘proposition’ has something to do with a student he doesn’t get along with quite well.

→ to get into the mood of this series, i highly suggest listening to this!

Word Count | 1.9k+ words

“Blind date? Are you sure this will help me?”

Jungkook looks at Namjoon through the mirror while he’s buttoning up his shirt. Surprisingly enough, it didn’t take much of Namjoon’s energy for Jungkook to take up his offer. And so here they were, in Jungkook’s freakishly large bedroom, getting ready for his blind date. 

To Namjoon, it was amusing to see Jungkook get ready for his date. He’d often wonder how the twenty-three year old had lived his youth, but from his young age, he knew that those years were probably spent studying and doing research. 

“I guess we’ll have to see,” Namjoon replies. “My friend had told me that you’ll love her.”

“Great. I hate wasting time.” Namjoon snorts. “What? Why are you laughing at me?”

“Listen, kid. Science and love are two completely different things. You may hate wasting time because all your life you’ve been doing research and finding discoveries. There’s no time to waste in the science field.” Namjoon explains. “But love… love is different. Love takes time.”

“What are you? Cupid?” Jungkook teases. 

“This is your first date ever, isn’t it?” The smirk on Jungkook’s face immediately vanishes and Namjoon can’t help but burst out into loud laughter. He glances at his wrist watch before straightening up his posture. “We should get going or else you’ll be running late.”

As they head downstairs to put on their shoes, Namjoon can’t help but gawk at the chandelier hanging right above him. When Jungkook had told him that his parents were running the country’s top business, he didn’t believe him. But from Jungkook’s large bedroom to the endless chandeliers scattered around the mansion, Namjoon could only conclude that Jungkook’s definitely richer than he thinks.

“Namjoon?” He snaps out of his trance. 

Jungkook smiles. “Wouldn’t want to be late, would we?”

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[littlemisskookie]

Piss Off Your Parents

Piss Off Your Parents Ship: BadBoy!Jungkook | RichGirl!Reader Description: Roommates!AU | BadBoy!AU | FakeDating!AU | In an effort to piss off your parents you move in with their worst nightmare- a boy with tattoos, a rock band, and an irresistible charm. Warnings: Dom!JK, Daddy Kink, D/S Themes, Spanking, Pussy Spanking, Intercourse, Rough Sex, Dirty Talk, Creampie, Fingering, Oral, Multiple Orgasms, Squirting, Size Kink, Hair Pulling, Praise Kink, Lots of Pet Names, Angst, Fluff, Drug Use (it’s just weed) Word Count: 16,411 A/N: Based on the song 18 by Anarbor! This ends my hiatus! I’ve been writing this for literal months so I hope you guys like it. Happy Early 3rd Year Anniversary!

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[spookitokki]

Welcome to the Underworld|M|

Rating: Explicit

Pairing: Demon/Radio Show Host!Jungkook x  Human!Reader

Genre/Warnings: Fluff, Smut, demon fuckers unite, a forked tongue, oral (female receiving), pussy slapping, light spanking, hair pulling, horns, manhandling, big demon dick, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it fam), temperature play (but with heat), dirty talk, many fangs, dom!kook, sub!reader, multiple orgasms, creampie, overstimulation, wet n sweaty, light aftercare, some pain with pleasure, oc got no fear but neither do I so, mentions of hellish underworld. 

Words: 9.6k 

Summary: In a dark little second-hand shop downtown, stuffed in an alleyway you only stumbled into because you were lost, you found a charming antique radio. When you turned it on, it began to play what would become your favorite radio show, “Welcome to the Underworld”

A/N: WOOO buddy, am I excited to finally drop this! I hope y’all ready! Big thanks to @heyitsayjayy​ for betaing and @strawbxxymilk for giving me loads of support. Art is from the talented @dracarysgang​ Check them out! 

“Good evening, helions and harpies, this is your host, JK. For those who are new here, do your best to hold on to the scraps of your sanity and Welcome to the Underworld”  

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[floralseokjin]

;hurricane (m)

wanting something you can’t have will only lead to heartbreak… That’s what you should have told yourself when you began to fall for Jung Hoseok. For forbidden fruit tastes sweeter, but spoils faster…

pairing | jung hoseok x reader   genre/warnings | smut, angst, professor! hoseok words | 19,881

songs | hurricane | 30stm + reserved seat | hyukoh

author’s note | as I got into this storyline it grew into something more and more (hence the word count lol). As someone who’s not necessarily a fan of professor aus, I hope I put my own little realistic spin on this. I would imagine these scenarios never play out well in real life, so don’t expect a happy ending…(although, hopefully bittersweet?) Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoy ~

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[koosclub]

➵ fix me masterlist

➵ pairing: jungkook x fem!reader

➵ summary; you’re divorced. you should have no contact except from co-parenting. so why’re you in his bed again, why is he making you fall for him again?

⊱ ────── {.⋅ ✯ ⋅.} ────── ⊰

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➵ 3

➵ masterlist

[junghelioseok]

delicate.

↳ some say three’s a crowd.

◇ hoseok x reader x jungkook ◇ smut | angst? | poly!au ◇ 5.1k [1/1]

alternatively: new relationships are hard, but you and hoseok are determined to make sure that jungkook knows that he belongs with both of you.

notes: i guess i have a poly!junghope mini series now? thanks a lot, @bendthekneetobangtan!!! this took forever to write and made my head hurt, but i think i’ve finally reached a point where i feel okay about it and that’s just gonna have to be good enough for now! 

⇢ based on the relationship in my fic, tryst, which you can find in my masterlist under the series name pomegranate. 

warnings: minimal editing on my part (🤷🏻‍♀️), a wee bit of angst, insecure!kook (he’s a shy bub really), oral (male and female receiving), dom!hobi, sub!kook, a lil cumplay, threesome (mfm, mmf!!!)

There are few things in life that you love more than arriving home after a long day of work. Especially when you open the front door to find your boyfriend prancing around the kitchen, belting out an over-the-top rendition of “Bohemian Rhapsody” while wearing a flowery pink apron that clashes horribly with his cherry red hair. He’s oblivious to the world around him, completely unaware of your presence as you step inside the house, and when he raises his spatula like a microphone, you almost laugh out loud. It’s absurd and ridiculous and he’s more than a little off-key, but your heart still swells with warmth at the sight, all thoughts of the wintry air outside forgotten.

“Hi, Hobi,” you call, raising your voice slightly to be heard over the music. Your boyfriend whirls at the noise, eyes lighting up when he sees you.

“Babe!” Hoseok exclaims, turning the music on his phone down before waving his spatula happily in greeting. “You’re finally home! How was your day?”

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[hoseoksyn-deactivated20210315]

let’s play pretend, 1. (m) | jhs

+ pairing: hoseok x reader + word count: 15k + genre: arranged marriage au, friends to lovers au-ish, fluff, smut, slight angst ❝ an arranged marriage between a reluctant, sarcastic, commitmentphobe trust fund baby and an eager-to-please, mommy’s boy future business mogul sounds complicated enough. but when you throw in a cruel step-father, oblivious mother, angry supermodel-level gorgeous girlfriend, swarms of paparazzi and, oh, doomed feelings into the mix, it gets a whole lot worse. ❞

+ warnings: hoseok being a rich bitch, loosely based on the world of gossip girl, alludes to infidelity, some slight angst towards the end  + note: reposted from my old blog!   part one ⇢ two 

New York was your favourite place on earth. The skyscrapers, the fresh scent of the park on the air mixed with the delicious – albeit questionable – food from the many street vendors on the sidewalks. It made you feel so at peace, the soft breeze carrying the aroma of spring through the loose strands of your hair as your heels clicked along the ground, the group of half a dozen paparazzi following your every move.

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[thestorytellerofkpop]

Title: Elysian

Word Count: 1k+

Rating: M

Genre: Realistic fantasy, eventual smut

Warnings: None in this chapter~

Pairings: BTS OT7 x Reader

Summary: In life, it is rare when another person touches your heart, when their soul brushes with yours just like shooting stars that fall to the Earth. But them? Such a constellation was me to them, and them to me. 

1, 2 (coming soon)

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[cafeidols]

idk who’s cuter the puppy or yoongi

[gimmesumsuga]

My poor fangirl heart ♡

[jkhoya]

Playing with Fire (3)

Pairings: Yoongi x You

Contains: Smut, Fluff, Angst, Cheating

You’re a trainee under Bighit Entertainment, where the boys you loved the most work. For your trainee years, you avoided Min Yoongi so much for a reason, but you had to collab with him before your debut, and that’s when all of it started.

————

Hoseok and Jimin insisted to drop you off your house so you had no choice, plus you’re really exhausted so you really thank them for coming up with this idea. 

As you all got outside, you sat at the back. You can’t help but feel nervous and get a little fidgety. But again, the fact that you’re inside a car with Jimin and Hoseok’s driving.. feels so unreal.

You told them your address and Hoseok isn’t that familiar in your village so you were telling him the directions. The ride wasn’t that awkward, Jimin would try to make you laugh but instead, Hoseok’s the one who does it. His laugh is just so contagious so you can’t help but chuckle.

But there’s something really bothering you so you feel like you can’t be that happy right now, you’re still thinking about it even if they tried to comfort you, you still denied that you’re hurt.

That feels so toxic. The fact that you’re being so delusional by loving him so much. You wouldn’t fall for him that hard if you didn’t think you had the chance and that makes you hate yourself more.

“Uhm, so, who’s dating Yoongi?” You hated that you were so curious about it to the point that you couldn’t keep your words to yourself.

Jimin gave a look at Hoseok because he wasn’t sure if he could tell you. You got even more nervous because you feel like you said something wrong. Yes, it is wrong. Whoever he’s dating should be none of your business. You scolded yourself.

“She lives in Daegu. Her name is Heejin. Well, I don’t know if we should be telling you this but I trust you enough that you wouldn’t tell anyone about this.” Hoseok says with a more serious tone. “Oh, of course. I actually regret asking since I think it’s none of my business to know about her. It’s Yoongi’s private life and I respect it.”

“That’s what I like about you Y/N.” Jimin chuckles.

After a few minutes, you’ve already arrived in front of your house so you all had said your goodbyes to each other. “Thank you so much, Hope you go home safely.” 

“Yeah, see you tomorrow Y/N.” They both smiled at you and when you got out, “See you tomorrow Y/N, don’t cry too hard or you’ll look goofy tomorrow.” Hoseok says through the window. You giggle a little bit and got inside the building.

You still live with your family in an apartment because you’re still a trainee, and you still don’t have a dorm. Also, living alone would cost so much money. It’s already a little late, this became normal for you, going home with no lights on because your parents already went to bed.

You always went home late and somehow, they got used to it. You’re really busy on being a trainee and you barely bond with them these days, but they understand, they know how being a trainee works.

You’re currently in an empty dance room with Jimin. They’re on a break right now so they’re not that busy. You’re just both chilling, like you both always do.

You told him what happened to Yoongi’s studio and all he did was laugh and smile weirdly. “You’re such a mess Y/N.”

“Look at you! You’re blushing so hard and your story was embarassing.” He teases. You made face at him and rolled your eyes but you’re still smiling. You hate that you couldn’t take the smile off of your face. 

“Okay just let me practice this, You did the demo right? I want it to be perfect when we’re recording so just help me.” 

——————

You practiced the track with Jimin helping you for about an hour until you both heard the door open, and it’s Hoseok.

“Of course Y/N’s gonna work hard for the track with Yoongi hyung.” He gushed as he came in front of you with a smile on his face.

“No, I always work hard Hobi.” You playfully replied and flipped your hair and they both look like they aren’t convinced.

“Ohhhh, you always work hard, I see.” He replies as he nods. “I ordered some foods, I ordered alot since I think we should celebrate this day!! This is Y/N’s day!!! Love this!!” He exclaimed.

Jimin’s face lit up as he heard the word food. You didn’t, since you’re debuting you’re avoiding to eat alot. You don’t wanna look chubby on your debut.

“I’m on a diet.” You mumbled as they stood up and you’re still sitting.

“No. It’s your cheat day today!” Jimin insists.

“Is it my cheat day?” You sarcastically replied.

“Come on Y/N, You don’t even gain weight that much.” Hoseok pouts. “Fine.” You just gave in like that with them.

You just can’t stand them, you always had a soft spot for them and you always can’t say no when they ask you something. Well, you love them.

You thought you all will be eating at the lounge but you all went to Hoseok’s studio since you’re gonna talk about Yoongi, you can’t make the staff hear you.

The moment that you stepped your foot in Hoseok’s studio, the food's smell welcomed you and you really can't wait to eat. You haven’t eaten properly these past few days so it's kind of a valid reason and you quickly sat down on his sofa and sniffed the food.

"We know your hungry." Hoseok says and sat beside you.

"You know Y/N, I don't see the point of dieting. Such a waste of time." Jimin huffs.

"Oh really, Jimin? Just wait until your comeback." You replied but he just gave you an eye roll.

You all started to eat, you're thankful for Hoseok, if he didn't ask you to eat with them, you wouldn't get to eat your favorite food, Chicken.

For almost 3 years of knowing Hoseok, he surely knows your favorites. He and Jimin would always give you gifts whenever they're back from overseas schedules.

They became a good brothers for you. They always treat you so well and you're thankful for it.

At first, when the staff knew about your friendship with Jimin and him, you got scolded and your contract almost got terminated. But you're thankful they're that powerful to defend you.

You're very thankful that this is the agency you went from the start. They're the best for you, you've heard from other trainees how amazing the agency is. How they had the freedom they didn't experience in other agencies.

You remember being called into the office with Hoseok and Jimin, With their manager and the CEO. They tried to check your phones to read the messages to make sure that you're not dating.

"Checking our phones? Isn't that invasion of privacy? Come on, we're grown men. We know what we're doing." Hoseok grunts.

It's your first time seeing him or hearing him talk in that tone. He's really scary when he's like that, you felt your heart beating so fast. Your palms are sweating, you don't even know if you're nervous because of the CEO or because of Hoseok.

"And why do you think we're dating her? Y'all are so weird, three of us? dating? Your minds are really something." Jimin looks so pissed while those words came out from his mouth. You're so confused, you didn't know they can talk like this to the CEO.

"Jimin, Hoseok, you know our rules." Their manager tried to explain but they look like they don't care, with pissed smirk on their face, they let out a chuckle.

"Yeah, rules. The contract says they're not allowed to date until after a year on their debut. But we're not dating, so what rules are you talking about?"

You remember crying so hard that day, but when you think about it, it feels amazing that it's been so long since that happened.

"You're smiling like an idiot right now Y/N." Hoseok informs you as he takes a bite on his chicken. "Oh, what are you thinking?" He asks, raising his eyebrows. "None of your business."

"She's been weird. She's literally thinking about Yoongi hyung all day." Jimin mentioned. You all heard the door opened.

"Hey, why do I hear my name? Why are you talking about me huh?" As soon as you heard the first word, you froze. It's Yoongi, and your heart's beating so fast again.

"By the way what's the trainee's numbe- Oh, she's here."

Your eyes are wide and you couldn't move an inch. Hoseok and Jimin looked weird, they're smiling so wide and even wiggling their brows. You're thankful that Yoongi isn't looking at them.

"Can I get your number? So we can talk about the track, or like, schedules." He asks shyly, he even has his hand on the back of his neck while asking.

"Oh, sure." You tried to act normal, you don't know if you're gonna say it to him out loud, but he gave you his phone so you just typed your number there.

There's an awkward silence in the studio and you pray that he doesn't feel weird about it.

After you typed and saved your contact, you accidentally pushed the home button so you saw his lockscreen. "Oh sorry." You mumbled as you gave his phone back to him.

"It's fine. Thanks."

"Hyung, you want a bite?" Jimin offers his food to Yoongi so he took a bite from the chicken and ate some rice. "Do you want to eat with us?"

"Nah, I'm just gonna eat later, I'm finishing something. Bye." When he finally got out, Hoseok wheezed.

"What was that??? What WAS that??" He's laughing so hard, you're getting shy.

"Oh sure.." Jimin even tried to copy the way you talked earlier. "Y/N, that's so" They both laughed at you so you just laughed with them too. You knew that both of you were awkward, so you couldn't defend yourself.

"Wait, He just asked your number!"

"Yeah.. cool." You tried to look calm and pretend that you're not exploding inside.

"Cool?" Jimin seems unconvinced. "Okay, OMG ACTUALLY I CAN'T BELIEVE. FOR REAL, I DON'T KNOW I'M FREAKING OUT." They both laughed again as you popped your bubble.

"I feel so.. ugh, I don't knoooow." You can't even explain how you feel since you're feeling so many things.

"I saw his wallpaper though." You added.

"What about it?" Jimin asks. "Does it hurt?"

"A little." You just ate after replying to him because you thought they're gonna scold you. But you're glad they didn't, but Hoseok just let out a sigh.

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As soon as you got home, you talked to your members. You brought them food since you're the oldest and you wanna take care of them.

You kinda feel bad since you rarely bond with them, But it would be okay soon if BTS will have a tour. "Hey guys, have you eaten? I brought foods!"

The members we're playing uno cards and they quickly went to the kitchen to see you. You just watch them ate since Hoseok made you eat alot. You're happy for the fact that eventhough you don't talk to them about your personal life that much, you're still close to them.

"Y/N, How's the track with Yoongi going?" Athena asks. "Well, we haven't recorded it yet."

You all talked about how excited you all to your debut. You also asked about their collaborations with the other BTS members as well, You heard that Chaeyeon will be doing a Hope on the Street with Hoseok.

"I feel like eventhough he looks bubbly, If i make one mistake he'll get mad. I don't know why but I'm scared of him." You laughed because she really looks so terrifies of Hoseok, but it's actually true. He can be scary when it comes to choreography.

"He's completely harmless Chaeyeon-ah. I know you're a good dancer, you won't make him mad." After saying those, you saw her face relax and you're glad she's relieved.

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You're finally in your pjs and you're just lying on your bed, trying to sleep when you heard your phone buzz.

"hi it's yoongi. do you think you can record it tomorrow?"

Your eyes widened and you screamed quietly under your pillow. You feel so happy that you punched your pillow, you even almost flipped your bed. You can't believe Yoongi's texting you right now.

"hi. yes, i can record it tmr. what time?"

"1pm. see you."

"great, see you too. 💕"

You put down your phone, and stared at the ceiling. Why the fuck did I put a heart in my text? Great job, Y/N. He probably thinks you're weird now.

You got so anxious about it. Until you heard another buzz.

"❤"

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[yeonjunict]

yeonjunict [open.]

hi. this is my blog for txt yeonjun, i will post some fics for yeonjun or reaction idk, i will probably do the other members too. all requests are open!!

my blog doesn’t look good as of now but i’ll work on it soon.

[b-tsfanfic-tion]

God’s Unholy Trinity

Reader x Jimin x Taehyung x Jungkook

Fuckboy au Poly au Drabble

Description: Every parental figure told you to avoid them at all costs. Every friend threw themselves all over the three boys and suggested you did the same. To you it didn’t matter what anyone told you, it wouldn’t make a difference. You couldn’t come up to them and you couldn’t run far away either. Every time they ever strutted by you, you were frozen in your spot. You were helpless when it came to God’s Unholy Trinity.

Warning: Smut

Previous / Part 13 

You could feel your skin heating up underneath Taehyung’s palms as his grip tightened on your hips. You were trying your best to keep quiet, not wanting anyone outside the break room to here you. Luckily, the moment a restrained whine started to come from you, Taehyung planted his lips on your own, muffling the noise.

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[miguiplanas]

Yellow and orange from Everland Korea - Original

[bangtan]

[jkhoya]

Playing with Fire (2)

Pairings: Yoongi x You

Contains: Smut, Angst, Fluff, Cheating

You’re a trainee under Bighit Entertainment, where the boys you loved the most work. For your trainee years, you avoided Min Yoongi so much for a reason, but you had to collab with him before your debut, and that’s when all of it started.

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“Do you want to record right now or tomorrow?” He asked you calmly but your mouth doesn’t even know what to burst out, you’re freaking out. You don’t know what to say even if it’s just a simple question. Why is he giving you this hard time?

“Uhh, uhm..” From the time you stepped your foot in his studio, you avoided his gaze everytime he talks or looks at you. You prayed to every Gods that he won’t find it rude because you’re too shy to look at him straight in the eyes, this is your first time talking to him within three years of avoiding him. What would you expect?

Of course, you can’t avoid him now because you’re debuting. You know that you need to do everything just to make your debut successful. You didn’t want to waste the three years of hardships just for your awkwardness.

You found yourself biting your nails because you find it hard to open your mouth.

You wanted to record it right now for it to be finished quickly, but you also want to record it tomorrow for better results, of course you wanted to practice your vocals and adlibs.

“You really won’t look at me, huh? Am I that disturbing?” You felt like your body and soul froze as he asked. You knew, you knew that, when he uses that tone, he’s really serious. Shit, you’re so doomed.

“Oh, sorry. I think, uhm..” You tried your best looking at him straight and just be casual, but you eventually failed.. “Tomorrow. I’ll record tomorrow.”

He just nodded. You stood up, “I should get going.” He also stood up and opened the door for you. “Thank you for the time.”

You received a text from Jimin, He wants you to go to Hoseok’s studio so you went. You’re actually close with all the BTS members, they’re really caring and always gave you advice when you’re having a hard time. Jimin introduced you to BTS except for Yoongi.

You’re close with them but you’re the closest to Jimin and Hoseok. Your dancing wasn’t that great when you were just starting to train, and you can say that they both really helped you to improve alot.

There were times that you wanna give up but they were by your side to inspire you to do more. They’re really your best friends. Eventhough the three of you cannot avoid having misunderstandings, you still stayed through thick and thin.

You thank them always for cheering you up when you’re sad, when you’re crying about Yoongi..

———————

You’re at the dance practice room with Jimin, You’re so happy that you’re both getting comfortable with each other. He’s always been so sweet to you ever since your audition— he was one of the judges and you can’t forget how nervous and happy you were. You felt like you’re okay with not being able to pass because you already saw Jimin.

After the audition, he texted you and that’s when your friendship started. But when the both of you met again in person, you’re too awkward to talk because you love him so much and seeing him makes you breathless.

Yes, you’re an ARMY. You didn’t know how were you able to survive talking with him, it was just a dream, and now, he’s talking to you casually.

But after three months of trying to hang out, you’re now really comfortable with each other.

It’s already 10pm, you’re still at the dance practice studio because Jimin was helping you with your dancing skills. You knew you sucked at dancing, you knew that you need to improve.

Now you just finished, you’re just sitting on the couch and Jimin gave you water. “Thanks.”

“Y/N, you’re getting better!! Nice hardwork you got there!” He cheerfully complimented you, Omg.

Okay, you really need to avoid freaking out because you will be seeing them almost everyday.

You can’t help yourself but to blush when he said that. Why am I always like this???

“Y/N, you know you can’t always blush when I’m saying something normal right?” He giggled.

“and.. You know that can’t like seven guys at the same time.”

“I don’t like you all.” You tried to defend yourself, but you know, you’re always lame. “Oh! Yes, you don’t like us, you love us.”

You pretended to cringe when he said those. But it’s true!! “Shut up pleasee.”

“Y/N I just want you to know that I’m not courting you because we’re just friends, I hope I don’t hurt your feelings but I’m saying this before it’s too late..” He’s acting like he’s sad while saying those, making your eyebrows furrow.

“.. Hmm, you know? I might hurt you more when I said this sooner.” He said with a cocky tone.

“Oh, Jimin. I’m not even fantasizing a relationship with you— I mean last year I did but— Uh! I changed my bias list and you’re the fourth one so you can calm down now.”

He chuckled as he found you cute trying to explain about your biases. He knew that you don’t love him as a lover, he knew there’s someone, and it’s Yoongi.

“What about Yoongi hyung? Can you explain your love for him?” Jimin asked with a more serious tone. Your heart jumped when he asked you about Yoongi, how did he know? You’re confused at first but you remembered that you gave him your fan account when you both were just texting.

You laid back comfortably on the couch, getting ready to explain it to him.

“It’s getting late, aren’t you busy?” You asked him first because you know that explaining everything to him will take so much time.

“No, It’s not late. 5am is the late time for us. Explainnn, I really wanna know everything.”

“Okay, just.. promise me, you won’t feel weird or anything? or when I tell you everything, promise me you won’t be uncomfortable?”

“Of course. I promise.”

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“That’s all. Y-you find me weird, don’t you?” You asked him after explaining from the start to now, you let out an awkward chuckle as he doesn’t look anywhere happy when you finished.

“I completely understand Y/N, don’t worry.”

His expression suddenly changed to a happy one. “You’ve been wrecked alot!” You laughed because he just knew that word, now he’s shocked by the meaning of it.

“First, I wrecked you. And then Namjoon hyung, and then Seokjin hyung, wow! Awesome, you’ve been wrecked alot but you’re still loyal at Yoongi hyung!” He acts like he’s super amazed but you know he isn’t really, he just wants to use that word.

“So who’s wrecking you now??” He grinned. “Hoseok.”

His mouth turned to o-shape and he looks really shocked. “Why are you so shocked? It’s a normal thing..”

“Oh, because I feel like your loyalty is being tested so bad.”

“Anyway.. Hoseok hyung is my roommate.” He wiggled his eyebrows while smirking at you. You’re not even shocked, you always knew that!

“I know.” You calmly replied.

“But how do Hoseok hyung wre—“

“JIMIN WHY DO I HERE MY NAME THERE WHO’S WITH YOU—“

Your eyes widened and looked to Jimin as your heard Hoseok’s voice. You’ve seen him before but you avoided talking to him, shit.

Hoseok was shocked looking at you both sitting comfortably on the couch. “W-what is this..” He looks so shocked, omg, why?

His widened eyes turned into a narrow one with a smirk on his face. “Jiminie.. WOAH WOAAAHHH JIMINIEEE!”

Jimin’s trying to explain while you can’t move, you can’t believe that you’re hearing Hoseok’s beautiful screams in real life. Ohmygod? Can I faint? You thought.

“Jimin I’ve known you for more than 5 years why would you lie to me?? You know! It’s really okay!! I’m happy for you!”

“I said it’s not what you think hyung!!”

“What? Why would you deny it?? It’s perfectly fine! Our manager doesn’t even stop us, it’s okay. What’s her name??”

“NOOO HYUUUNG! She’s a trainee! We were just talking about her ARMY moments, she’s my friend!”

Suddenly he stopped being so loud and talked calmly.

“What?? Trainee?? Fan?? Army??”

You greeted and bow at him for respect. You also smiled at him even if you’re too embarrassed because he thought you’re Jimin’s girlfriend.

“O-oh.. Hi!!” He greeted you with a very cheerful smile, you really love him. You really love him when he smiles like that! It makes your heart flutter!

You all talked together about different things, you feel like you already knew and trust each other. You’re all comfortable at each other because Hoseok is good at avoiding awkwardness, until Jimin brings up the topic about Yoongi. He explained it to Hoseok, You can’t help but blush because it’s embarrassing to know that one of his very close friends will know about it.

As Jimin talked about it, Hoseok’s bright face was changing to a very serious face slowly.

“Hyung.. She really fell, that hard.” Jimin really emphasized what he said. It feels like it has a very big impact when he said that. He even closed his eyes hardly, You’re starting to feel that something’s wrong..

“Hey, Y/N, you can’t love Yoongi hyung like that.” Hoseok said as he tries to laugh, which you know that it’s completely fake.

“He’s not sweet, he curses alot, he’s not the right man for you! You know? What you see on camera, is really different.”

You don’t get it, why would Hoseok say this? Isn’t he Yoongi’s bestfriend? Why do I feel like there’s something wrong?

“I-it’s okay though. I accept his mistakes, I cherish them, His flaws makes me love him more..” Your voice is getting softer and softer, Hoseok only said those words but you feel very hurt, you’re so close to crying.

“No, Y/N.. Hyung is right. I think, it’s better to avoid thinking about Yoongi hyung starting now..” You became more confused as Jimin agreed to Hoseok, why are they like this? What did I do wrong?

“Please.. t-tell me more valid reason to do those.“

“He’s not just.. uh..”

“Jimin, it’s already late, we all should go home.” Hoseok stood up as well as Jimin. You’re still sitting, you’re beyond confused.

“No.” The fact that they’re ready to leave you hanging hurts you. You trusted them so much, after telling them everything, they’re doing this..

You looked at Jimin, straight to his eyes, you know he will tell it immediately, you know he can’t resist you looking so hurt. You know it. Jimin has a kind heart.

You know in his eyes that they’re hiding something, that they wanna tell it to you so bad.

You saw that Hoseok was trying to walk towards the door..

Suddenly, he broke the eye contact and grabbed Hoseok’s wrist. “Hyung.. Let’s just tell her.”

Hoseok looked so frustrated and he looks like he didn’t really want to tell you. “I-I’m sure, I won’t make it a big deal.” You lied.

Hoseok let out a heavy sigh. “Y/N, we want you to stop loving him because.. Yoongi hyung..” He bit his lower lip before looking at you.

“has a girlfriend. They’re together for almost four months now.. I’m sorry Y/N. We didn’t want you to get hurt..” You can see the sadness in Hoseok’s eyes as he stated those.

And you? Trying to smile even if you know a tear is desperate to fall down from your eyes. “O-Oh!” You tried to sound as happy as possible.

“See? It’s not a big deal! I‘m really happy for him you know. I never really think that he would notice me in some ways, haha!”

“It’s really fine.”

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