Watch as I Attempt to Adult... It's Hilarious!

Dabbles in most things-especially the arts! Living in the PNW. Can be found wandering Portland, sitting in bars reading, plays video games, etc.

[extramadness]

[kyrannasaurus-blog]

We are trying so many different strategies to help me stop forgetting... To stop the ptsd from continuing to wipe away pieces of me... I'm constantly writing pieces of conversations, thoughts, my awareness down Because in mere seconds it can all just fade away...

[wnq-anonymous]

You don’t have to defend or explain your decisions to anyone. It’s your life. Live it without apologies.

Mandy Hale (via wnq-anonymous)

[abdulkadirugurlu]

[kyrannasaurus-blog]

Struggling with the sunshine naturally lightening my strands of hair. Going to look like a tigeress by the end of the summer! As well as billions of freckles!

[dying-human]

[cinemasangel-deactivated2019032]

[yoursummerdreamz]

[kyrannasaurus-blog]

I have found the only people who really appreciate all of my efforts, all of my time, all of my worth... And wish me to know it are either the really elderly or the very, very young... Now why is that? Why would a 1 year old come up quietly to me after only a month of knowing me and show me her love, her feelings of safety in my arms, and show me she knows that I have meaning to her so easily? So purely? So true without even real words to communicate to me that she trusts me and instead makes kissy noises to communicate what she will do next and when I lay my head close to her she gently lays a kiss on my lips? Or when an elderly walks by me on the sidewalk where I am sitting in the shade waiting on another to come out from some errands and she stops to ask me about my day... To tell me she saw me sitting and the sun caught my hair just so and she was reminded of someone she knew long ago... and that she hoped I wasn't lonely and was able to keep cool on such a hot spring day... why is it someone who appeared to have little wealth and so many years could feel so inclined to take part in making sure someone felt acknowledged? Knew that another saw them and wanted to make sure they were doing okay? But most of our masses will pass each other by with hardly a nod of a head or an eye to an eye... And the days keep going by...

[instanceandthephrase-deactivate]

Entropy

Forgive My contrived Suspicions Of the gifts I have not Been permitted As a shadow Of their former Suggestion In an answer More common Than dust

That’s projected Like fear And proposals To rectify What peace We are given When listening To sounds Of our eardrums Echo In that silence Alone

A noise Of eternal Conviction Scattered Through days Of our present Which ring Like a bell Amongst memories That are deaf To the dreams We had lost

As we shatter Like light Through a prism As a symptom Of souls Seeking color Just to lose All ourselves When refracted By that effort To find What we need

A reminder And cost Of the trade-off Where solace Is the sin Unforgiven

And solution To death Being closer By collapse Of a life On itself.

- J. Pigno

[existential-words]

I just realized that I’ve stopped Thinking about you And when I said your name out loud There wasn’t a bitter taste this time

@existential-words (via existential-words)

[kyrannasaurus-blog]

When someone tells me something I don't want to wonder anymore about hidden meanings, lies, or expectations... Can't it simply just be?...

[postitforward]

Social media is THE outlet of today's teen, and while already vulnerable, easy access to potentially harmful information can increase that vulnerability. What can teenagers do to promote more mental health support across social media in an informed, compassionate way?

I think that there is so much others can do to support mental health. No gesture (or post) is too small. You never know how a positive message will change someone’s day for the better. Yes, there are people who say that this is “slactivism” but when you go on Tumblr and YouTube and see these incredible communities of people coming together to support one another, there is real progress being made. These communities are starting to permeate mainstream culture and are providing a ton of visibility to marginalized groups and the experiences they have. I would say continue to share your stories, continue to identify spaces where young people can be their authentic selves, online and offline. Continue to share your gratitude when someone’s post turned your day around and share it with others who may need to see it too. This is how we can continue to grow our community and let others know what an incredible resource social media can be.

First, take responsibility for your own behavior online. Second, call out questionable or harmful behavior from people that you know online. Third, if you’re comfortable, model honesty and vulnerability in an effort to allow other people to feel safe.

[kyrannasaurus-blog]

Paranoid

I can never quite tell, From one moment to the next, If what your saying will quell Or fall deeply out of context As my burning thoughts F A L L Out. Of. A. L. I. G. N. M E. N. T It's... Insanity This constant turbulence of paranoia... "But does he meant that or is it this?" "Do I shake my head yes or no?" "Was that a casual diss?" "I don't even fucking know!" "Is she joking or am I in for it?" "Did I do something wrong, Or did I forget?" "Am I taking too long?" Take a big breath: breath out, breath in. Nope, No good I'm shaking within! There is no hocus pocus Or deep inner focus That can help me find Some calm in my mind Which can convince me To just let go or be... For whose to say I was wrong anyway?

[wnq-writers]

you should never have to apologize for the way you need to be loved.

spinningsharks (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-writers]

you should never have to apologize for the way you need to be loved.

spinningsharks (via wnq-writers)

[mistymorrning]