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lily lee. make-up artist with a secret.

[lilyimnida]

“I can’t stand how they’re looking at you.”

“they’ve never seen such a good looking before woman, that’s why. just turn the other cheek, silly. they’ll go away eventually.” she paid no mind and replied with no hint of interest in those who kept their eyes on her. slim figure and flawless skin, she would find it odd if they didn’t look at her; she was never one to verbally express her growing ego, so with those words falling from her lips, she felt she earned the opportunity to do it just once. seconds later and she was back to what she had originally started. “which shirt do you think my mother would like more? blue look wonderful with her current hair color, but creams bring out her eyes wonderfully.” she held both items up with a bright grin while lightly suckling on the lollipop she moved all about her mouth. “or both? second opinions are always lovely, i hope you don’t mind.”

[lilyimnida]

mxrtifero

STARTER ! ⇢ @lilyimnida

❝ Sure, it ‘looks’ safe, but watch what happens when I do this ❞

“Stop!” She lunged forward and put herself between him and the fire pit. “You’re not getting burned tonight. We’re going to make s’mores without any third degree burns, do you hear me?"

[dragonroleplaystarters]

Possessive Starters!

“You belong to me.” 

“You’re mine to own, understand?” 

“No, you’re not going out without me.” 

“Where do you think you’re going dressed like that? Your body is for my eyes only.” 

“Did you think I wouldn’t notice you sneaking out?”

“You’re not allowed to see them anymore.” 

“You’re being too friendly with them.” 

“I don’t like when they touch you.” 

“I can’t stand how they’re looking at you.” 

“You can’t leave me. You couldn’t live without me.” 

“I provide for you, you don’t have to work now.” 

“I’m locking you in your room until you learn!” 

“You’re mine, I watch everything you do.” 

“Give me your phone, I’m going to read your messages.” 

“Who were you talking to?” 

“You don’t need them! You have me!” 

“I don’t care if you don’t like it, you’re mine to do what I please to.” 

“Be quiet, now.” 

“Come here, I’m marking you so that everyone will know who you belong to.” 

[lilyimnida]

prkjamie

It was a shame, the finest of disappointments. Dark eyes scanned the expression upon her face, in almost a desperate attempt to catch her in the lie. Micro expressions suggest disgust, regret – no relishing nor pride – and half heartedly does he accept that she is not like him. She is no comrade. It was an absolute shame. “ Death would’ve knocked on his door sooner or later, for death lacks in patience. It’s not the biggest loss, plenty die in the hands of others. It’s just the way the world works. ” Muffled words fall monotonously from his wind chapped lips, a brow raised as he pauses, hand outstretched to halt her own steps.  “ Tell me, would you rather be the rabbit or eat the rabbit?  ” His cryptic query is matched with a knowing smile. Her answer matters little. He knows exactly what she is and how to eat her. 

She was taken back by his words and how easily they fell from his lips, but she was not unfamiliar with them whatsoever. Half of the time when she attended her father’s meetings or had to help clean up dirty work that those godforsaken men couldn’t handle themselves, harsh words and sneers would be heard such as, “they deserved it” or “everyone dies someday, right?” They had no affect on her, but coming from him it felt a little different. He wasn’t affiliated with her family’s notorious business, but he seemed to have the same mindset as them and it never failed to make her skin crawl. Though, she had to admit, there were some times where seeing someone beg for their life was enjoyable, especially those who did her family wrong and threatened to expose them for what they were. Of course they had to be silenced. Prison was not on her to-do list and besides, orange was a horrible color on her, let alone wearing jumpsuits. Being brought to a stop and yanked out of the comfort of her own mind, cerise lips parted as she gasped and looked back at him with a piercing gaze as strong as his. As she brought her lips together seconds later, his inquiry made the corners of her plush tiers twitch into a smile that was anything but sincere. “I think if you asked anyone that question they would choose the latter. Now let me go or else we’ll lose our reservation. I’m hungry.” Bystanders glanced at them with concerned looks, but she paid no mind to them as she shoved her hands back into her pockets, making her way down the sidewalk once more. "Follow or starve."

[lilyimnida]

Amaryllis, Rose Yellow.

Amaryllis– Splendid Beauty

Rose Yellow– Joy, Friendship

Ah. You never fail in bringing about a smile on my face, Jungho. I hope you are aware of it. If you’re not and this is your first time hearing such words, then I assure you I will make it a habit to be more straightforward in the future. (`chuckles.) Thank you very much, my dear.

[rp-memes-cafe]

❀ Floral Expressions ❀

Send my muse some flowers to convey your muse’s feelings towards them!

Acacia Blossom– Concealed Love Alstroemeria– Friendship Ambrosia– Your Love is Reciprocated Amaryllis– Splendid Beauty Anemone– Forsaken, Fading Hope Azalea– Take Care of Yourself for Me Bird of Paradise– Joyfulness Begonia– Beware Bells of Ireland– Good Luck Bouquet of Withered Flowers– Rejected Love Camellia General– Admiration Camellia Pink– Longing for You Camellia White– You’re Adorable Candy Tuft– Indifference Carnation Pink– I’ll Never Forget You Carnation Red– My Heart Aches for You Carnation Yellow– Disdain, Rejection or Dissapointment Chrysanthemum General– You’re a Wonderful Friend Chrysanthemum White– Loyal Love Chrysanthemum Yellow– Slighted Love Cyclamen– Resignation, Good-bye Daffodil– Rebirth, New Beginnings Daisy– Innocence, Purity Dandelion– Faithfulness Dead Leaves– Sadness Fern Maidenhair– Secret Bond of Love Forget-Me-Not– Memories, Remember Me Always Gardenia– Secret Love Geranium– Stupidity, Folly Gladiolus– Strength of Character, Honor Gloxinia– Love at First Sight Grass– Submission Hyacinth Purple– I Am Sorry, Please Forgive Me, Sorrow Hyacinth Yellow– Jealousy Iris Yellow– Passion Iris Blue– Faith, Hope Jonquil– Love Me, Desire for Affection Returned Lilly Calla– Beauty Lilly Orange– Hatred Lilly-Of-The-Valley– Sweetness, Return to Happiness, You’ve Made My Life Complete Marigold– Cruelty Mistletoe– Kiss Me, Affection Morning Glory Red– Attachment Nightshade (Deadly) Belladonna– Silence, Falsehood,  Orange Mock– Deciet Orchid– Exotic Beauty, Proud and Glorious Femininity Peony– Bashfulness, Compassion, Shame Petunia– Resentment, Anger Pine– Pity Primrose– I Can’t Live Without You Rose Dark Crimson– Mourning Rose Dark Pink– Thankfulness Rose Orange– Fascination Rose Red– Love, Respect Rose Yellow– Joy, Friendship Spider Flower– Elope With Me Sunflower– Pure Thoughts, Adoration, Warmth Sweet-Pea– Departure, Good-bye, Thank You for A Lovely Time Tulip Red– Declaration of Love Tulip Variegated– Beautiful Eyes Tulip Yellow– There’s Sunshine in Your Smile Violet Blue– Watchfulness, Faithfulness, I’ll Always Be True Violet White– Let’s Take a Chance on Happiness Viscaria– Will You Dance With Me?

[lilyimnida]

You’re so cute when you’re tired, you know. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Hey! Were you watching me when I fell asleep? That’s creepy, what the heck! I ought to teach you a lesson, you punk! 

[lilyimnida]

"did you think i wouldn't find out?"

“you’d be an idiot if you didn’t find out,” she replied curtly, lips colored crimson as her words came out sharp. she didn’t mean for them to be released in such away, but with the dried blood under her fingernails giving away her whereabouts, the last thing she was worried about was keeping him posted. her heels clicked against the hardwood floor while lean legs made haste towards the bathroom where she turned only the left handle and allowed the hot water to run over her messy digits, ignoring the piercing discomfort and cerise water below. her actions were rushed and filled with a mixture of annoyance, anger, and worry, and she didn’t even realize that when she removed various bobby pins stuck within her hair, a number of strands were plucked as well. “i’m sorry, alright? if i could have called you, i would have. i was…busy. and if anyone knew i was calling you, i’d have my ass handed to me.”

[lilyimnida]

“i can’t believe you!”

“what? oh for goodness sake, i wasn’t the one who killed the man. i simply asked the questions and my brother found his answers to be incompetent. thus ending up in the death of a very fine stockbroker.” walking with haste beside the man, a puff of her own breath billowed before her as she exhaled, the cold nipping her reddening nose. “do you think i enjoy watching that happen? to see a man who has a wife and four children at home suddenly gone by the hands of my own sibling?” her voice now down to a hushed whisper, she eyed the fellow from the corner of her eye. “had i known what i was getting pulled into, i would have never agreed to going. i’d ask you to believe me, but i can certainly understand why you wouldn’t.”

[sandcvstles]

mini angst sentences.

[lilyimnida]

blueneighbcrhood

“i trusted you.”

“why did you lie to me?”

“stop lying to me!”

“what have you done?”

“did you think i wouldn’t find out?”

“how could you do this to me?”

“it’s not what you think.”

“you said you’d be here for me!”

“where were you when i needed you?”

“you were never there for me.”

“how come you left?”

“i trusted you and you betrayed me.”

“please stop talking.”

“i can’t believe you!”

[chiishyy]

[alecsm-deactivated20160220]

Like or reblog this post if you are fine with dark/mature plots that contain explicit stuffs like blood, knives and more! I need to interact with more people who are willing to do those plots!

[lilyimnida]

ezpakon

HE NARROWED HIS EYES IN DISBELIEF, raising one side of his upper lip. So, no response when he showed off his ‘muscular arms’, but a huge smile at the mention of barbecue? Offended. “So, you’re a meat girl.” Good. He never appreciated ‘hanging out’ with those who refused to eat messy, simply disturbed the fun. In fact, girls nibbling on a piece of carrot the entire time pissed him off. Why starve to impress? But then again, he was a problem of itself; not only close-minded, but also a very impatient man. Act dumb, no forgiveness.

“Stomach going to start singing…” A wicked smirk graced his structured face, bringing some light into his usual cold complexion. “Singing sounds too cheerful. I should just sit here and take my fine ass time smoking, let your stomach cry.” Reaching into his inner jacket pocket, he withdrew a pack of fresh cigarettes, tapping one side of the box before opening to compress the tobacco. He glanced down at her, chuckling. “Nah, I’m not horrible like you. Let’s get some food in your stomach. I hear there’s a good barbecue place down a couple of blocks, mind walking?”

“A meat girl, I am. You can’t imagine how many times my mother scolded me for getting dirty when I ate, especially when company was over. Pft... You’re in my house, why do I need to look good?” Her voice wasn’t as cheerful as it was seconds prior, but she could admit, if he asked, to proudly enjoying his company. It wasn’t very often that she spent time with others; work often drowned her from having any social life and though most times it didn’t bother, there were a few days where the bitterness of not having anyone to converse with got the better of her.

“No, nuh-uh. You’re gonna walk and smoke, okay? I don’t wanna keep waiting because you feel like cutting your life short a few more years with each cigarette.” Staring at him with a sort of playful smile tugging at her lips, she looked down at her feet to fight it back, but the mention of a BBQ place close by had her face practically glowing. “I don’t mind walking, no. I bet I can beat you there-- . . . but I don’t exactly know which place you’re talking about, so making a bet wouldn’t be a smart idea. Having you tease me all throughout a meal wouldn’t be fun. Well, to me.”

[lilyimnida]

blondgodkr

“ I mean I could have but it seemed so much easier to just, I don’t know run to the cereal aisle.. “ this is not what he thought would happen when she agreed to buy the booze. yes, he was well old enough to buy his own liquor but he was having a bit of a income stint at the moment and did not have a large flow of cash coming in. he had already spent all his money for the week on fast food and delivery chicken. but she agreed to buy the alcohol so he was fine with going along. i guess.  “ alright, fine, fine, fuck sakes. wait which way is the produce section– “

“yeah, uh-huh. keep telling yourself that while you find those vegetables.”

she had him wrapped around her finger in that grocery store and she knew it was only for the booze. why else would he come? tch. maybe he would learn his lesson this time and this time only. she wasn’t his personal ATM, but for just one day, she could be a good samaritan. grinning childishly at his frustration, she pointed straight ahead to the shelves that held everything they could possibly need.

“open your eyes and look forward and maybe you’ll find your answer.”

[lilyimnida]

in response to a @blondgodkr . . .

finding him after what felt like forever, she used the front of the shopping cart and rammed into the back of his legs. no remorse for him, not even in the packaged seaweed aisle.

“yah, you could have told me to change the damn topic if you didn’t want to hear it. now you made me look for you and we’re going to be here longer than we need to be. is that what you wanted? huh? mr. i-hate-grocery-shopping? how about you make yourself useful and get me three heads of garlic and five tomatoes over in the produce section?”

rolling up her coupon packet, she leaned over the cart and gently smacked him on the back of his head before pushing the cart again. “c’mon. go, go, go. we’ve got to move fast now because of you.”

[lilyimnida]

bbonnied

She doesn’t ask. It’s an unspoken surprise. She catches it in the smile the follows when Lily finishes her words. No matter how many times she dug herself into this grave, no matter how many triggers she pulled without a flinch, without remorse, Bonnie wondered if she would ever grow numb. It’s not about the facade, because the facade was a means to hiding a weakness. That’s always the goal, hide the flinches, hide the regret, hide the horror. She knows once her dad’s hands shook and it gives her comfort when she looks in the mirror, blood covering her face and she grimaces. It’s natural. She refused to forget her humanity, if only to take another sip of a drink and another drag of a blunt. “You don’t see the harm? Right?” If their mothers could see them now, the product of perfectly stitched resolve. Do not show weakness. Be as cold as the blade pressed to flesh. Be as smooth as the cut. She lowers herself into the couch and her head falls back with a laughter that hints at the monster behind the deals. It’s a little unladylike but she’s left every expectation at the door. “Society finds our very existence inexcusable doesn’t it?” There’s a definite repulsion revolving around almost everything they dabbled in. A repulsion and a riveting revolution right beside it. “He kept talking and talking, trying to tell me about my club? Then proceeded to demand compensation for his bad service? I really don’t like disrespect you know that.” Just the recount of the incident has Bonnie scowling as she stares up at the ceiling. “Darling we’re only invincible as long as we’re on the right end of the gun.” She doesn’t think about it either. Being behind the barrel,but she can walk and talk like she’ll never be. It helped her keep herself together. “It’s a nice thought though……invincible.” The word trails off her lips with the possibility following along.

Finding peace with the other’s presence, she felt no need to put up a front and act as if she was a different person. They were practically in the same goddamn boat. By the time she was thirteen she learned how to take care of herself and one incident where she had almost been abducted practically changed her view on the world she lived in forever. It was her against society. She didn’t have enough fingers to count the times her mother stared at her worriedly as she went off to school by herself for the first time. To wonder if your daughter was to come home alive or not ate at her for nine hours of the day, sometimes even more when Lily stayed after school for extra help or went to tutoring sessions at other institutions. That was when her anxiety was at her finest and she couldn’t help but feel sorry towards her mother. 

Years living with a husband and three beautiful children who could be gone at any second ate at her nerves, yet she still managed to smile at every family dinner, ever Chuseok, and at every gala. Had it been Lily in that position, she would have broke a long time ago. Then again, after becoming so numb to the idea, would one ever actually break? Or would they realize that that was their life good and death was inevitable? At one point or another, someone was going to die first and her mother knew that, but she never voiced the concern. It was only at nights when Lily would get up to get a drink of water or climb into bed with one of her brothers to protect her from thunderstorms did she hear her father console his weeping wife.

 Unbeknownst to many, though he was very good at his job and skilled at pulling triggers, he didn’t enjoy it. He couldn’t let those who followed him know that, but he even told her once in a drunken rage that he was going to hell. He never wanted to have children. He never wanted to raise his own flesh and blood in such a twisted and monstrous life, but he couldn’t help but try and be normal. To make his wife happy, to bring joy to his children whenever he possibly could even if it was short lived. That was why she was daddy’s little girl. He had a dream just like her. Shaking her head to rid herself of her reverie in that moment in time, she smiled at her guest’s words as she leaned her head back against the couch. “If someone disrespects me, I’ll show it right back. I don’t use that “golden rule” bullshit unless it’s with someone I deeply care about and respect. That sounds really...ugly, doesn’t it? I don’t mean to be like that, you know. It’s just that my daddy taught me better than to let people walk all over me. I say we’re invincible whether we stand behind the barrel or not. Look how far we’ve come. We're survivors in one way, victims in another.”

[c0ntemplations]

I’m quiet but I’m not blind. Don’t you know what they say about sober people at a party full of drunk people? They see everything.

(via seovlitaire)