this tumblr is my longest standing social media account, ive had it since 2013, even when all my others have been wiped from when my abusive mom stalked me across the internet, which made me paranoid about my online presence/identity. im emotionally attached to this blog (MY POASTS!!!) but ive decided to finally remake once and for all
tumblr is just something i do in my spare time on my phone/ipad to fill blank space- i dont use it for socializing or anything of the sort. i am anxious about how much personal info might still exist here so i never feel comfortable sharing it with people, but also it holds a lot of memories for me so i dont want to totally delete it.
for example, ive been pretty open about my mental health and stuff on here. thats something i want to stop doing (at least in the manner done here) moving forward. i have close & supportive friend groups where i can talk about those things safely and i no longer feel the need to do so on public platforms, it was just something that was done out of habit/comfort even though ive been doing better for years now.
ive thought about scrubbing my blog but its 2000+ pages long and i dont have the energy, so im just remaking instead so i can stop overthinking it. feel free to DM for my new account if we're mutuals and you'd like to continue blogging in silence with one another.
