[ID: A series of photographic self-portraits. I'm a skinny white bottle blonde trans boy. The first picture is a low angle portrait taken with a flash. Blonde hair falls over my face, eyes are red with the flash, expression soft under a fur coat. Next is a foot holding a cigarette over an ashtray. The red nail polish is messy, and the ashtray lays on a red satin fabric.
Then, two pictures taken from the same point are mirrored, making it a long horizontal image. The pictures separately show me on my bed; in the first one, that is colored, I contort into myself and look over the edge. In the second one, grayscale, I contort outwards, looking vaguely towards the lens. The background, busy walls and ceiling, is dark and deep. There are white borders where in mirror handwriting is written "12042023", "Paris", and "self portrait".
The forth and fifth are two editions of the same picture: posing half-sitting and undulating, one hand holds my chin uselessly, the other coming up like a claw towards my face. I am looking at you. Both are heavily contrasted, making the surroundings hard to understand. The first one, in colors, shows the mustard yellow of my sheets and the glowy pink of my boxers. Behind me, darkness, blue, black, a sharp halo covers my eyes, dots form a circle around my head. It is asked, "Who is like God?", and titled, Mikhaïl in Cyrillic, dated 12-13042023. The second one is mostly grayscale, except for a few yellow accents in the background. It says nothing and is titled Mikhaïl in Latin, similarly dated.
The last picture is a mix of two shots, both looking at the viewer, surrounded by red drapes over a black background, and painted over digitally. One Mikhaïl is arching its back laying in bed, a lazy hand holding a half-eaten red pepper bell over his head, hips hidden by a mirror that lets more drapes emerge. The other Mikhaïl is sitting curled around a mirror that reflects drapes replacing his ribcage. Over its head, a halo of flash-red cutout eyes. In the dark above, it asks "I wonder if my mum will like this one?". End ID.]
So, had a good body day, took pictures, decided selfies could be self-portraits, I do wonder if my mum will like these.


























