"i never said i was debating killing you, you came to that conclusion on your own. and i'm sure that you had plenty of dreams about waking up next to me naked, even if you didn't think they were possible in reality." he couldn't help but tease her, enjoying how flustered she could get when he managed to really get under her skin. and getting under her skin is so much easier with the lack of memories to back up the more outlandish things he'd said. "i know, that's why i'm trying to ease you into it where i can." because as much as xaden knows she craves knowledge, has to know everything about everything, all of this at once would absolutely be too much. "no, definitely wasn't, but i think i'm allowed to be a little put out by the whole thing. we've really had the worst luck since we got here." and that was the most frustrating part, was he really couldn't get a moment of peace with her, could he? "history is written by the victors, love. and we did not win that battle. as for how people feel about you in charge? i have no idea. honestly, i don't know."
"it seemed like a pretty logical conclusion at the time." what else was she meant to think from being around fen riorson's son after everything that happened, when everyone else in her life was telling her he wanted her dead too. "besides, mira and dain both agreed that was your intention, so, it wasn't just me." she added, though the comment left her stumbling for words for a moment, eyes narrowing. "alright, that is just not true at all." she lied poorly, knowing her reaction was definitely enough to give that away. though, she supposed she didn't need to lie about that to him, considering they were fucking married... but violet still struggled to wrap her mind around that piece of her new reality. "it's appreciated.." though she wanted to know everything, every little detail that she was missing all upfront, violet knew that would just be too much to process all at once. she needed to be alright taking things in stages, especially with how big some of this information was. something as simple as surviving threshing and bonding should have been a given for a cadet, but violet hadn't let herself think that far ahead at this point, unsure if that was actually a possibility for her. "this isn't the first thing we've dealt with being here? how long have we actually been here anyways?" she wasn't just missing memories from home, she was clearly missing plenty from this city as well.. what kind of magic was powerful enough for this level of mind meddling. "well obviously, yeah, but scrubbing an entire city that is still functioning? and people never found out about it? that feels like an insane level of control that i'm having a hard time wrapping my head around." the idea that scribes were told a lie, that they believed it and wrote it as the truth.. their records being falsified and she was certain none of them knew it.. "guessing word hasn't gotten out that we're married then, if you don't know?"



















