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I love you being trans I love you trans women i love you gender exploration I love you self discovery
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[ID: two screenshots of a reddit post on r/offmychest by user awaythrowjessie, titled "My girlfriend made me realize I'd be happier as a woman". it reads as follows:
I am 33, born male, and have had major self image issues my entire life. I hated seeing myself in mirrors, pictures, you name it. I honestly thought it was kinda normal so I just accepted it.
Now about 3 weeks ago I was at my girlfriends house, we have been dating a little over a year now, and have plans to move in together soon. Now recently she has shaved her head to support of her friends with cancer (side note thenl treatments for that friend are going very well). She had since bought some wigs to wear while her hair grows back out. We were joking around as I have male pattern baldness, and when she went to the bathroom I jokingly threw a wig on and waited. She came our, saw me we laughed for a bit and she said "you know I think you'd make a pretty girl" we laughed some more but those words triggered something in me.
Cut to a few night's ago she asked why I've been acting weird lately and I just told her how i was feeling. She said "alright let's do this " and when I asked what she told me she was going to give me a bit of a makeover and put me in one of her dresses and if i liked it then good. I was nervous and asked what if I did like it would she still be attracted to me. She just responded with "Baby you know I'm bi, guy or girl you're still mine." Her words reassured me honestly i love her so much.
Anyways she finished the make up, fitted a wig on me perfectly and got me in a dress and even helped me put a bra on and stuff in a little so i could see what breasts would kinda look like on me. Now I expected to see myself in the mirror, laugh this off and move on right, but I didn't. She did an unbelievable job, like I looked like I had been born a woman, and when I saw myself in the mirror for the first time in my entire life, I liked what I saw. I probably stared at myself for a good 10 minutes before she finally asked me something. She asked what I wanted to be called. After a few seconds I said Jessie, I always like the name Jessie. She whispered in my ear "well Jessie, you look beautiful." And that was it, I knew this was who i wanted to be.
I'm nervous now though, my friends will accept it but my family are, well let's just say not very progressive. But this is what I want.
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there’s an update!!
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[ID: A screenshot of a Reddit post from r/offmychest by user awaythrowjessie, titled “I went out as Jessie for the first time and I was honestly surprised”. The screenshot reads: Hello everyone, this is an official follow up to my previous post that went viral and caught me off guard.
So me and my girlfriend, (Who has officially agreed to disclose her name lol) Emily, had gone shopping for me to get me outfits and the like. Earlier today i put on one of those outfits and officially faced the world as Jessie for the first time.
To say I was nervous would be an understatement. We went to our local mall and I was almost shaking, thankfully Emily calmed me down and said if anyone said anything mean to me she'd handle it, then playfully threw up her hands like a boxer lol. We stepped inside and started walking around going in stores and I noticed something, no one was staring. Like at all. I live in an area that still has issues with LGBTQ people so I was afraid of staring or aggressive people. But none of that happened. People greeted me, the store workers were kind and nobody looked at me like I was weird. I felt comfortable, and Emily even said she saw someone check me put, though i doubt that.
This was unbelievable to me and honestly I felt like myself. I feels nice that I can go out without worrying about Judging eyes.
To all the supporters of my previous post thank you, you have made me happy. Ill keep this account going to let you join me in my journey and once I'm confident enough I'll post up some pics of me and Emily too :) end ID]
I'd much rather people reblogged this version of the post than any other at this time btw
Honestly crying right now. Wherever Jessie and Emily are at this moment, I hope they're doing well.
This is so similar to my wife's story I'm smiling and crying at the same time. I love it every time someone realizes they can live as their authentic self.
but above all, one must not concern oneself with the opinions of people who censor the word fuck
Take away the right to say "fuck," and you take away the right to say, "fuck the government." -- Lenny Bruce
not to be a history fucker on main but the whole mystery of the lost colony of roanoke is so fucking funny
governor of the colony: hey I’m gonna go back to england to get more supplies
115 colonists: okay
governor: ends up spending 3 years in england bc of a naval war with spain or some shit
governor: gets back to the colony to find everyone gone
governer: sees the word “croatoan”, the name of a native american tribe, carved into a post
croatoan tribe: has members and children with blonde hair/blue eyes, pale skin
everyone: what could have happened to the colonists of roanoke
hi! op here. I’m fucking hyperventilating
Two Women Kissing in Nature (b. 1859)
— by Georges Rochegrosse
the best part of the princess bride is how it says that love is the number one motivation in life but! a close number two is spite.
"she's like a huge fucking movie star!"
alternatively: the people sitting nearby hear just enough about pegs to tell the press that shane loves it when rose pegs him and ilya's heart breaks a little more
THE VAMPIRE LESTAT Live at the Beacon Theater (06.02.2026)
Sunflowers - Suzuki Kiitsu
Japanese, 1796-1858
Ink and colour on silk , Edo Period
sunflower field
2024/09/01
Mirror-Ball Spiders: these spiders are covered in shimmering, mirror-like panels that shift and expand as the muscles of the abdomen contract
Spiders of the genus Thwaitesia are often described as mirror-ball spiders, because their bodies are lined with reflective panels that make them look like tiny disco-balls. These arachnids are also known as dewdrop spiders or sequined spiders.
Above: two different species of mirror-ball spider
The shimmering panels on the abdomen are produced by a digestive secretion known as guanine, which seeps out through the lining of the spider's gut and forms a mosaic of crystalline cells just beneath the surface of the abdomen.
Above: Thwaitesia argentiopunctata and Thwaitesia margaritifera
The crystals shrink and expand as the muscles in the spider's abdomen contract; they often shrink when the spider is agitated, and they expand as it begins to relax.
Above: the panels expanding and contracting
The adaptive purpose of the shimmering effect is unclear, but researchers believe that it mimics the glistening appearance of raindrops or beads of dew, which could allow the spiders to blend in with their environment.
Above: another view of the guanine crystals shifting just below a thin layer of cuticle
The reflective panels may also help to confuse predators, as this article explains:
The spider’s decorative patterning may seem like a dead give-away to predators, but for those looking to feast on this arachnid, the hunt might result in confusion and failure.
“Like a disco ball with lots of different mirrors, the reflective splotches on the spider’s abdomen probably scatter light and make it difficult for predators to see it,” says Robert Whyte, an honorary researcher in arachnology at the Queensland Museum.
Above: Thwaitesia affinis
There are at least 22 known species of mirror-ball spider, and their physical features can vary significantly. In some cases, the silver panels on the abdomen are accompanied by colorful, iridescent spots and scales, and the abdomen itself may have a red, orange, green, yellow, or beige appearance.
Above: spiders of the genus Thwaitesia
These spiders are widely distributed throughout the southern hemisphere. They can be found in the tropical and neotropical rainforests of South America, Southeast Asia, Africa, Australia, India, Sri Lanka, China, Singapore, and Madagascar.
Above: Thwaitesia nigronodosa
Mirror-ball spiders are not aggressive toward humans, and there are virtually no recorded cases of humans being bitten by the spiders of this genus. They're also tiny, with most individuals measuring just 2-4mm long (roughly 1/10th of an inch), which means that their fangs are often too small to penetrate human skin.
Above: Thwaitesia margaritifera
Sources & More Info:
iNaturalist: Mirror-Ball Spiders
Australian Geographic: This Sequined Spider Glistens in the Light
My Modern Met: The "Mirror Spider" and its Changing Mosaic of Reflective Panels
A Field Guide to the Spiders of Australia: Tiny Forest Jewels: Spectacular Thwaitesia Spiders
Science Friday: How is a Spider Like a Disco Ball?
Land for Wildlife: Spider Sampling Points to a Potential Indicator Genus (PDF)
Royal Society Publishing: The Spider Cuticle
BBC Science Focus: Mobile Disco
The Death of Icarus, by Alexandre Cabanel
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The first episode of IWTV S3/TVL is doing its absolute best to present you with the experience of sex, drugs, and rock 'n' roll.
That is: you're not quite sure what's going on, but the lights are bright, the guitars are jamming, and you think you're having a good time...then you wake up aching after a fight, having fallen for a honeypot scam, embarrassed yourself in front of coworkers, and needing to be rescued by that guy who is definitely going to dangle this over your head for eternity.
Oh, and now you're crawling back to your ex.
No...not that one...the next-best ex.
Miriam Margolyes for British Vogue’s July 2023 pride themed issue: “I wouldn’t want to be straight for anything.”
Photos by Tim Walker
"Soft backlighting on Papaver somniferum best known as the opium Poppy, seen here with cornflowers in a private garden in Essex. The soft light reveals the distinctive crepe paper petals, shaded in intricate lilac-pink-red hues."
Clive Nichols
This is basically how that scene went now, right? Louis learned what the Cloud was and how everyone uses it all the time by default exactly one month ago when he found out Daniel’s book was inexplicably being published and nothing can convince me otherwise lol. Oh, LDPDL, with your zero Cloud abilities, vampiric or otherwise.