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My tags: - #rb - stuff I reblogged - #rb++ - stuff I reblogged, and added smth to - #rb-art - art that I reblogged :3 - #rb-photos - photos that I reblogged - #rb-videos - videos that I reblogged - #my-posts - stuff that I posted (garbage) - #my-photos - photos that I posted (garbage) - #stuff-i-asked - stuff that I asked people
Oh, also: I try to tag as much as I can, but I'm not always sure how to exactly tag, so I'm sorry if something is weirdly tagged.
i have “no swifties” in my dating app bio. anyone who is not a swiftie seems to understand that Swift is a billionaire, capitalist bully who uses her money and power to manipulate the charts in order to prevent other artists from succeeding, who uses her private jet a disgusting amount, who is engaged to a football player who seems to have ties to some white supremacists, to say nothing of her being a bad writer. But with some frequency i match w people who then like, somewhat playfully as tho its all in fun, inform me that they are in fact swifites. and then i unmatch them. politics aside, if you genuinely believe that taylor swift is a great songwriter, its not even just that i think you have bad music taste. i think you’re a little stupid. i think you’re poorly read. i don’t really respect you. its just really funny to me that non-swifties often implicitly understand what im talking about, and swifties often assume im being playful or coy or jokey or what have you.
its so fucking unfair that i never got to be a little girl
or a teenage girl. who got to go to sleepovers and learn how to do makeup
what do you even do when you keep mourning all the childhood you missed. do you just shrug and go back to work or what
i find myself most often resenting this not even just because "it would have been fun to go to sleepovers and get crushes and play with other little girls", even though that is undoubtedly something i missed and feel sad for, and something that should be mourned-- a lot of the time it's because it feels like i'm lacking vital context to navigate the world as a woman.
makeup and braiding hair and accessorizing. specific types of grooming and hygiene that are just not intuitive. skills i didnt learn, because they are taught in specific gendered contexts.
and one could look at a tutorial or course, but studying a 2D projection by yourself representing what you're supposed to be learning will never teach you an understanding of a 3D skill like being in the same room as other people learning it too.
i miss my childhood i didnt get to have as a little girl, not only because the little girl within me feels lonely and the big girl i grew up into feels isolated, but because the big girl i am now didnt get to learn the things she needed to learn as a little girl.
Electromagnetism is fucking insane though. Did you know you can stick a length of wire into the air and it will resonate with invisible inaudible and intangible vibrations suffusing the space around you, and if you put the right configuration of magnets and semiconductors on one end of it you can hear them? That shit shouldn't work
most of history: “shiny rocks is magic”
20th century: “pssh can you believe the stupid stuff that people used to- oh shit shiny rocks is magic”
I get that I'm biased because I do play gacha games but I'm constantly seeing posts like "it sucks when you find art with your favorite kink but they're from a gacha game" I would simply go forth and jerk off regardless
if the knowledge that the characters are from a gacha keeps you from cranking it then that's a skill issue on your part
oh i go ahead and crank it, I just still get sad because I prefer characters I know and I refuse to get into gatcha game characters.
Beating my meat melancholy-style to the Texas/Lappland petplay doujin because I don't agree with their business practices
Unlimited misery upon nonblack mental health professionals 2k26
Just got out of a non-FFS related doc appointment full of racial microaggressions but who was the only one I could find with a new patient appointment sooner than July and just. Holy fuck. I usually expect better from nonwhite, nonblack folks than I’d get from a cracker but D A M N.
(TW; extreme racial trauma) Iunno it’s like. Every first patient appointment I have with a Black mental health professional, they’re holding back tears halfway through the appointment at my *summaries* of what I’ve been through. Every time it’s with someone non-Black, there’s minimal reaction at all to the fact I’ve been enslaved, people have threatened to lynch me, and other racially charged shit. Often, will barely/not at all come back to any of those things unless I explicitly tell them it needs to be talked about for context for one of their other questions.
It’s unhinged how palpably antiblack shit is just Not Real Trauma to nonblack people, especially with other racial microaggressions sprinkled in l m f a o.
how to become retroactively 10 years on estrogen
yeah whatever the second best time to plant a tree is now there is always time it's never too late etc etc. but also like half of my problems ultimately trace back to "there was never a chance in hell of me getting on estrogen early enough to avoid the damage testosterone did to me" and I'm allowed to be upset or atleast miffed about it
oh you figured it out too late? Well that's a moot point really because your family would've been unaccepting at the time and your country's medical system's method of trans healthcare is "waste as much time as possible in the hopes they detransition or die" so like yeah no matter what it was kinda inevitable you'd have broad shoulders narrow hips and have to spend a bunch of money on laser
and like yeah whatever cis women have those too, I'm #fucking valid or whatever. shut uppp I don't caaaaaaare. I don't need to be welcomed to womanhood. I don't need reassurance that clocky girls are valid. I don't even care about passing that much I just want to look in the mirror without being upset. can I have that. can I fucking mourn. can I be a little pissed off and sad that I have to deal with this? can you fucking handle that without shutting me down and telling me I'm wrong to feel dysphoria about anything in the first place?
did you solve transmedicalism? did you own the truscum and solve societal transphobia by telling me how wrong it is I'm upset? do you feel valid now? do you feel fucking valid now? I'm glad that everything about me is so fucking valid except the ways I want to change my body
i"m just sick of how often people hear me being upset about something, and act like me being upset is the problem that needs solving, rather than the thing I'm upset about
"have you tried just being happy about all of this instead? ^_^" have you ever cheered up another human being in your life. have you ever given advice to someone that hasn't made them so miserable they shot you and then themself? have you ever given advice to someone with the intent of actually helping them instead of jerking off your own ego and making yourself feel better for not having the problem in the first place? have you tried eating my shit and hair?
how to become retroactively 10 years on estrogen
yeah whatever the second best time to plant a tree is now there is always time it's never too late etc etc. but also like half of my problems ultimately trace back to "there was never a chance in hell of me getting on estrogen early enough to avoid the damage testosterone did to me" and I'm allowed to be upset or atleast miffed about it
oh you figured it out too late? Well that's a moot point really because your family would've been unaccepting at the time and your country's medical system's method of trans healthcare is "waste as much time as possible in the hopes they detransition or die" so like yeah no matter what it was kinda inevitable you'd have broad shoulders narrow hips and have to spend a bunch of money on laser
and like yeah whatever cis women have those too, I'm #fucking valid or whatever. shut uppp I don't caaaaaaare. I don't need to be welcomed to womanhood. I don't need reassurance that clocky girls are valid. I don't even care about passing that much I just want to look in the mirror without being upset. can I have that. can I fucking mourn. can I be a little pissed off and sad that I have to deal with this? can you fucking handle that without shutting me down and telling me I'm wrong to feel dysphoria about anything in the first place?
did you solve transmedicalism? did you own the truscum and solve societal transphobia by telling me how wrong it is I'm upset? do you feel valid now? do you feel fucking valid now? I'm glad that everything about me is so fucking valid except the ways I want to change my body
i"m just sick of how often people hear me being upset about something, and act like me being upset is the problem that needs solving, rather than the thing I'm upset about
"have you tried just being happy about all of this instead? ^_^" have you ever cheered up another human being in your life. have you ever given advice to someone that hasn't made them so miserable they shot you and then themself? have you ever given advice to someone with the intent of actually helping them instead of jerking off your own ego and making yourself feel better for not having the problem in the first place? have you tried eating my shit and hair?
how to become retroactively 10 years on estrogen
yeah whatever the second best time to plant a tree is now there is always time it's never too late etc etc. but also like half of my problems ultimately trace back to "there was never a chance in hell of me getting on estrogen early enough to avoid the damage testosterone did to me" and I'm allowed to be upset or atleast miffed about it
oh you figured it out too late? Well that's a moot point really because your family would've been unaccepting at the time and your country's medical system's method of trans healthcare is "waste as much time as possible in the hopes they detransition or die" so like yeah no matter what it was kinda inevitable you'd have broad shoulders narrow hips and have to spend a bunch of money on laser
and like yeah whatever cis women have those too, I'm #fucking valid or whatever. shut uppp I don't caaaaaaare. I don't need to be welcomed to womanhood. I don't need reassurance that clocky girls are valid. I don't even care about passing that much I just want to look in the mirror without being upset. can I have that. can I fucking mourn. can I be a little pissed off and sad that I have to deal with this? can you fucking handle that without shutting me down and telling me I'm wrong to feel dysphoria about anything in the first place?
did you solve transmedicalism? did you own the truscum and solve societal transphobia by telling me how wrong it is I'm upset? do you feel valid now? do you feel fucking valid now? I'm glad that everything about me is so fucking valid except the ways I want to change my body
i"m just sick of how often people hear me being upset about something, and act like me being upset is the problem that needs solving, rather than the thing I'm upset about
"have you tried just being happy about all of this instead? ^_^" have you ever cheered up another human being in your life. have you ever given advice to someone that hasn't made them so miserable they shot you and then themself? have you ever given advice to someone with the intent of actually helping them instead of jerking off your own ego and making yourself feel better for not having the problem in the first place? have you tried eating my shit and hair?
Sometimes "estrogen would save her" means literally just going on HRT would resolve her issues, but other times it means "a radical act of self-determination would reframe so much of how she views herself and the world around her, she'd come out of it a changed, better person. But also she's a girl and needs to realize that."
Sometimes a trans girl who's already on estrogen backslides on the radical self-determination and ends up falling into passivity again. In those cases estrogen would save her (metaphorically) even though she's literally on estrogen.
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firestarter
tumblr is the middleground between bluesky and twitter but if it was more reddit
connect 4 is better than tic tac toe
one of my favorite music artists came out as transfem today. my love for my trans sisters is something i can't even begin to quantify—you are everything to me, you deserve all the love and joy in the world <333
Found the greatest gif ever on discord
The world needs more black trans girls. The world needs to Love black trans girls.
