GUESS WHO HAS PROOF???????
okay *ahem*sorry,I'm just really excited that this is going somewhere.
So ,everyone,i have news.
Lately my dreams haven't changed a lot since last time.my dreams are very realistic,which makes it hard for me to understand the difference between them and reality,and i don't know if it's something I started or just stopped for awhile but I...think?in my dreams?like I'll just be in my dreams ,thinking like a normal day.i'll be in my dreams asking myself what I'm gonna eat and why that person suddenly is talking to me again.it's weird because like,everytime I notice something weird while thinking,my dream always finds a perfect explanation?like reality follows a certain logic and my dreams have their own.it's pretty annoying Because it makes having a lucid dream impossible.
BUT ANYWAYS THAT'S NOT WHAT I WAS EXCITED ABOUT
*hum hum* here,let me start my story.
So a few nights ago,i woke up to go to school,and i realized I didn't dream.at least,i didn't remember at all. I was in a rush ,so I didn't verify that i had scratches,i honestly didn't care. I just went on with my day,like always.even though, throughout the day my body hurted a lot,and i felt like I had bumped and hurted myself which made no sense because I didn't do anything the days before.but again,i just thought I was tired.
At the end of my day,i come back at my place and talkto my roommate,which i didn't see all day,and i ask her how her night went.she tells me she didn't sleep well,woke up at 4am and couldn't sleep after that. i say "oh that sucks" and then joking I say "heh,i didn't do anything weird while I slept right?" And she ,on the most neutral voice just tells me "actually,you did"and i just sit there like "whattttt"and ask her to explain
"well,it was weird"she said"usually i never hear or see you even MOVE when I wake up but tonight was différent.you kept moving, changing sides every now and then ,you were breathing very heavily,and i could hear you make noises"
I sit there, completely in shock and i just ,ask for more details yk,what am I supposed to do?
"well,I'm not an expert,but it felt you were running away from something.i never saw you so energetic at night ,and also,i never saw you looking so scared .but anyways-"
As she keeps on the conversation,i literally zone out man.
I never was sure I was moving at night ,i never was sure that when I didn't dream,i had scratches or nightmares,it could all have just been a coincidence.BUT THIS PROUVES THAT WHEN I DON'T REMEMBER DREAMING ,I ACTUALLY DO DREAM!
AND THAT THOSE DREAMS AREN'T COOL
IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE RIGHT AHHHHHHHH
I'm sorry,this isn't very professional but oh my moon am i relieved that I'm not just going mad