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Favorite part of the night! It's when I know I can officially stop fighting and just relax. I love the way this knocks me out even though I still struggle with staying asleep from time to time. These meds make a world of difference. And yes, I really do get in bed at 8pm every night if I can. I'm sleep between 9:30p-10p and don't officially wake up until 6am. I'm happy with my schedule. For now, my schedule keeps me safe #selfcare #meds #anxiety #majordepressivedisorder #lonliness #phychosis #depression #insomnia #nightmare #healthylifestyle

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I have a weird relationship with food. I used to LOVE food. I loved cooking, it was a hobby of mine. I would watch cooking shows and try new recipes all the time. I loved cooking for other ppl especially party food! But over time, after lots of changes in medicine and some other milestones, I stopped loving food. I didn't want to go out or try new foods or watch anything food related. I didn't get hungry anymore and I grew to love that about myself. At first I was concerned because normal people get hungry, but that just wasn't me. I wouldn't eat until I was in physical pain. Even at that point I wouldn't have a full meal. I'd have fruit, vegetables or popcorn and never all at once. Now, I've gained my appetite back and I hate it. I get hungry. I get cravings I can't ignore without getting nauseous and I eat...and I hate it. I wish I could love food as much so I could have a hobby but I wish I didn't have to eat it. #anxiety #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #majordepressivedisorder #bloggerlife #bipolardisorder #depression

[myfavjay-blog]

Good morning! Today I'm celebrating my 182lb self. You may not see a reason for celebration but 🤷🏽‍♀️ I've lost 27lbs since blowing up from a medication I tried. If you're still looking for the right medication for you don't feel overwhelmed and don't give up. It took months and five different medications to get me on a regimen that works. But I'm thankful for where I am. It makes everything a little easier. #selfcare #selfesteem #confidence #mentalhealthawareness #majordepressivedisorder #bloggerlife #babysteps #smallvictory #medication #recovery #bipolardisorder #anxiety

[myfavjay-blog]

This weekend has been one of the most scary weekends of my life. Recovery includes lows, highs and everything in between. Sometimes recovery gets overwhelming and you feel backed into a corner and at your lowest low. But having a support system and a safety plan can prevent some dangerous situations. I'm grateful for having the courage to reach out for help when I needed it most. This weekend my support system saved my life. #recoveryworks #mentalhealthawareness #nobodyknows #hospitallife #majordepressivedisorder #seasonaldepression #anxiety #support #grief #barevement #myfavjay #itsyourpath

[myfavjay-blog]

Travel Buddy!!!

I'm looking for someone to travel the world with in a year or so (maybe less). Please send a message if you're interested. (Preferably a female)

[passport-life]

Fill your life with adventures, not things. Have stories to tell not stuff to show

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[deadsensescompany]

Your mental health should always be the number one consideration in any decision.

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[her-minds-a-mess]

cute date idea: treat me like a decent fucking human being

[faerieaes-deactivated20200507]

so I did pretty much this last year, but I really wanted to remake it so it was larger, better done and included the lesbian flag because I forgot it last year

anyone who starts discourse on this will be blocked.

[pinkhyungwon]

Stonewall Riots + 5 Names To Know

[najsigt]

Question: do Americans ever drink plain milk along their meals or is it like just for coffe and cereal? Like, Im from Sweden and I shug down a liter of milk each day no problem. Or is it just a scandinavian thing Im so confused??

[myfavjay-blog]

Sometimes, it depends on the person

[myfavjay-blog]

Are you really compatible with someone if you don't have anything in common?

[dailyinspirationquotes]

follow for daily posts

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[myfavjay-blog]

Webcomics, funny, lol, creative, laugh, smile, happy, anxiety, relatable

[indieteen]

[myfavjay-blog]

Hipster, retro, survivor, warrior, too legit to quit