🦋 Bella 🦋

🦋18 🦋5”7 🦋𝓢𝓦: 187𝓵𝓫𝓼, 𝓮𝔀 🦋𝓒𝓦: 170𝓵𝓫𝓼🦋𝓖𝓦 1: 160 𝓵𝓫𝓼 🦋𝓖𝓦 2: 140𝓵𝓫𝓼 🦋𝓖𝓦 3: 120𝓵𝓫𝓼 🦋𝓤𝓖𝓦: 112 𝓵𝓫𝓼🦋 𝓝𝓸𝓽 𝓹𝓻𝓸 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓪𝓷𝔂𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓶𝔂𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯

[justcallmemotovated]

i can’t wait to be able to post thinspo and have hundreds of thousands of people reblog and comment on how much they would die to look like me.

[thevampirequeeniwanttobe]

I dont think people understand how much you have to hate yourself to hurt yourself. To starve and binge and cut and vomit. It goes against everything human, every instinct. To think you deserve it is unbearable.

[missfattyy]

Reblog if..

● your parents called you fat

● your brother/sister called you fat

● your friends called you fat

● you called yourself fat

● a stranger called you fat

[angelsklnn]

people don’t understand how mentally draining having an eating disorder is. they assume you just skip a meal a day and then boom you lose like 30 pounds then recover. they don’t realize that you lose all your energy and can barely even function. you lose friends over it, get horrible grades, have to stop working, lose interest & energy in pursuing passions and hobbies. it fucking sucks and they make it so obvious they don’t give a shit about us.

[too-fat-to-be-pretty]

Losing weight feels good. It feels good to wake up knowing the number will be less than yesterday. You will get more confident when the numbers are getting smaller. You will fell better about yourself which makes you feel better in general. So please do yourself a favour and don’t fuck this up so badly again.

[ittybitty-prettyy]

me binging while reading this 🥲

[justcallmemotovated]

literally me this whole week^

[addictivities]

Do you ever go “ wow ok” and shut down entirely

[aru]

Tumblr Code.

[geekishchic]

If I ever see any of you in public, the code is “I like your shoelaces”

that way we know we’re from tumblr without revealing anything

I’m just going to say this to strangers until i find a tumblr person

must keep reblogering!! Im going to be so suspicious if any one tells me this now!

Remember the answer is: I stole them from the president.

always reblog tumblr identification

[hobbinch]

This is an absolute tumblr relic. I feel like an archaeologist right now. This is incredible that this is on my dash.

[heritageposts]

date of origin: 2nd of july, 2012.

[blingblingboy-kinnie]

Bro what it’s the second of July 2020. Happy 8th anniversary of this classic tumblr post!!!!

[listen-to-the-inner-walrus]

happy 9 fucking year anniversary

[needtobeskinny3x]

bruhhh, i’m getting middle school flashbacks from this shit

[i-think-im-dreaming-blog]

yeah, if i could just cancel my subscription to my appetite? it’s pretty expensive and i’m not really enjoying the content

[residentcrashout]

POV: you’re scrolling through tumblr instead of facing your problems like a normal human being

[pastabot]

today is not my birthday

[pastabot]

reblog if your birthday is not today

[waterhas0calories]

💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

Today is not my bday 💖

[two-thirtyy]

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.

[taykoutmccleod]

reblog if its friday and you made it

[heart-of-a-wildflower-deactivat]

Random ED things nobody really talks about

Being jealous of friends or people who have been severely underweight/ hospitalized

Hundreds of awkward angle body checking photos

Looking at the size of your legs/body in every mirror, reflection, shop window

Being disgusted at watching people eat

Comparing people’s body size and weight to yours before noticing anything else about them

Being obsessed with cooking/dieting/food programmes

The pain of hitting your hip bone on a table

Hating yourself for judging anyone who is healthy or overweight

Being proud of your lowest weight once recovered/weight restored

Eye rolls when anyone without an ED discusses their new diet/weight loss

Eating every tiny bit of a specific calorie portioned food because damn if you’ve counted those calories you are gonna enjoy them

Feeling embarrassed for eating ‘unhealthy’ foods because people assume you eat nothing/survive on lettuce

‘Wow you’re actually eating’ kill me

Not enjoying excercise or wanting to work out

Alternating between being scared of all food and wanting to consume everything in sight

Really horrific awful bad breath (like seriously bad)

One day you’re too scared to eat a tomato the next you eat chocolate without worrying about it

Looking in the mirror after eating and feeling like you gained 20lbs

The anxiety and embarrassment of buying laxatives/diet pills

[whoopsstooduptoofast]

Anxiety one day about eating 300 cals and nothing the next after 600.

Wanting to tell someone about your Ed so you feel less alone but also feeling terrified when people ask

The rush of shame you feel when clothes that fit loose yesterday don’t fit the same the next day.

Eating something like an apple and immediately feeling like you’ve gained at least 3 pounds.

Keeping your eyes closed in the shower because you don’t want to see your body.

Sucking in your gut and holding it until you’re dizzy because you wanna see what it’s like to be thin.

Feeling unreasonably angry everytime someone touches you because you know they can feel the fat.

[happyblacklegends]

the emoji ask: 🧜🏽‍♂️ 💛 also I saw you talking about how you eat a lot of fiber and I was wondering what are good high fiber foods??

🧜🏿 Biggest Ana fear:

Eating at restaurants.

Being obese again.

Bread.

Dying from this disease.

💛 Grossest thing your ED has made you do

Compare myself to other people.

Have fatphobic thoughts. (Which really makes me mad because I used to be obese)

C/S

Wish I could purge :(

Waste food

Hurt all of my family and friend's feelings.

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HIGH FIBER FOODS

It always makes me so sad when I see people in the ED community abusing laxatives and complaining about not pooping. Before my ED I struggled with constipation and I pooped probably every 2-3 days. I literally thought that was normal. I abused laxatives for months and it caused alot of problems. It all came to an end when I didn't poop for 5 days I was in sm pain.

So I decided to learn about food and what it does to our bodies. By maintaining a high fiber diet, I poop at least once a day usually. It's so much better to eat and give your body what it needs naturally than abuse laxatives.

Here's a list of some foods that'll help make you poop !

Bananas (idk why so many anas are afraid of bananas. If 105 cals is too much chop em in half! They're a natural sweetner, full of potassium which we're ALL lacking! And they make you shit !)

Pears

Mangoes

Raspberries

Apples (they also make you burp lol)

Peaches

Spinach

Broccoli

Carrots

Corn (eat enough of it and you'll see it in your 💩)

Sweet Potato (I love these I make fries, mash them up. NOT yams yams are orange. Sweet potatoes are beige ! Yams have more fiber but are 20 calories more so... 🤷🏿‍♀️)

Beans (any kind. Raw is better than canned but beans are good for you regardless.)

Oats (this has SAVED me! Oats are cheap you can make oat milk and use the fruits I've mentioned above to make smoothies!)

Popcorn (I use fresh real popcorn kernals you can get em from the dollar tree ! And I use coconut cooking spray instead of oil. In total shit's like 100 cals !)

Coffee

Hibiscus tea (THIS HAS BEEN A GAME CHANGER IT TASTES AMAZING IT'S HELLA CHEAP AND EASY TO MAKE!)

Peppermint Tea

Ginger Tea (soooo good for you!)

I eat a combo of these everyday ! There's so many more too. Paying attention to how much fiber you're getting will help you so much. It's good to get 25g daily but most people don't. 5g of fiber in one serving is considered a large amount and it will help you poop.

Be kind to your body and it WILL be kind to you !

[mysociopathicremedy]

Things I can't stop thinking about

Calories

Burning calories

Exercise

Gaining weight

What should I eat

What shouldn’t I eat

How thin I look

How fat I look

My weight

Should I skip that snack

How I wish I could lose weight

How I hate my body

How other people would react if they knew what I was thinking

ALL DAY EVERY SINGLE DAY

[sexceptionul]

I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:

IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.

1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.

2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.

3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”

4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”

5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.

TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.

Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.

[thedanliest]

why on earth doesn’t this have more notes

[outtelligent]

I actually had to do this once. She lived.

[faeirytale]

if you scroll past this on your dash you are absolutely heartless.

[natalie-as-herself]

Reblog this!! This can save somebody’s life!

[aika-chan01]

reblog.

help.

do not scroll down.

[nonextistentttttt-deactivated20]

I SWEAR TO GOD IF ANYONE SCROLLS PAST THIS WITHOUT REBLOGGING I WILL LITTERALLY FIND THEM AND GIVE THEM A LECTURE

[danqueray-deactivated20200703]

may I just update this?

see the little thing that says help?

[josephdreemuur-moved]

Don’t ever scroll past this post. FUCKING NEVER SCROLL PAST!!!

[xcassidy]

🌸🌸🌸

[i-just-wish-i-was-skinny-already]

its such a small thing to do to save someone’s life, please reblog to get the word around

[idontknowwhothisis6]

This saved my life, one time when I was in a bad place an email popped up from tumblr that someone has reported I may be in danger of suicide and idk just knowing someone cared for me led me to surviving another day. Reblog this, you really can save someone

[needtobeskinny3x]

this is so important, please share this

[needtobeskinny3x]

Ana GC on kik!

So I’m in a public gc on kik for anyone with an ED, the tag is anorexiagirlss and it’s really helpful, would highly recommend joining if you need the support!

[losenotchew]

I wanna make a kik group chat for fellow ana's, I used to have a group on there when i first got into these habits and I remember it was really helpful. My gc friends and I talked all the time and helped each other. So if you're interested in joining, reblog/message me with your kik user and i'll add you :)

[needtobeskinny3x]

my user on there is whitemonsterandcigs 💖