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[next-to-hyukjae]

☾But we are holding hands again. All six of us are standing on our two feet together and nobody can cause us to fall as we prepare to start run together again. ☽

[next-to-hyukjae]

☾151013☽

Seems like the most heartbreaking day has come.

Rumors said that this year was going to be THE year but I didn’t care much, until the official news came out and hit me straight in the face like a train.

As it was not enough, two in like three days and in a month we’ll be sending another one.

                                        ___________________________

I’ve been Hyukjae biased like half of my life.

I grew up with them, from Miracle to Magic.

I cried a lot over every member that left for the army, but Hyukjae.

He’s my angel, my love, my hero, my prince, my dalnim, my myeolchi, my little monkey, my reason to fight every day, my everything - beside my ultimate bias.

I thought I was ready, but I’m not at all.

I thought I was going to face this day just like a regular day or even forgetting about it, but I just can’t stop thinking about it.

I’m afraid to see him with his short hair, I’m afraid of what will happen in this two years, I’m afraid of the aftermath of the army, I’m afraid he’ll get married, I’m afraid to lose him.

But I still believe in that ‘red string of fate’ legend, I want to believe in it.

The hardest thing in the world?

Letting go the most important person in your life.

“It’s just two years, you’ll see they’ll go by fast” they say, but how can you even live without the most important person of your life?

I miss him already, how am I going to make it through?

Can I skip these two years of our life?

I don’t want to deal with reality, it hurts too much.

                                       ___________________________

Be happy, stay healthy and come back safely.

See you in 55123200 seconds♡

♡ #WaitingForEunhyuk ♡

[kyuhyu-k]

Eunhyuk is…  

[inspired by: x]

[next-to-hyukjae]

babyhae playing with his sweet eunhyukie

[next-to-hyukjae]

Make decisions that are right for you. If you’re happy, we’re happy too. BABYz will support you till the end no matter what.

[next-to-hyukjae]

MARK YIEN TUAN WHAT ARE YOU DOING

[next-to-hyukjae]

yeah yeah sure jung daehyun (∗ᵒ̶̶̷̀ω˂̶́∗)੭₎₎̊₊♡

[next-to-hyukjae]

he puts his everything on that stage.

[next-to-hyukjae]

1986년 04월 04일

I’m going to tell you a story, a story about an angel who was born the 4th April 1986. They named him Lee HyukJae. He was very multi-talented and dreamt to be a singer. During his school period, he knew another talented boy named Kim Junsu and started a dance crew called 'SRD’ with other two friends. In 1999, he auditioned for SM Entertainment at age 13 with Junsu and failed, but he didn’t give up and tried again the following year, when he finally succeeded to became a trainee. From that day on he began training and met a lot of new friends.  The 6th November 2005 he finally debuted as part of a 12 member project group called ‘Super Junior 05′ with their first single, ‘Twins (Knock Out)’.  He didn’t know that his life was going to change and he was going to change a lot of other lives, especially mine. I grew up listening to them and I struggled my whole life (I’m not going to tell anything more since I don’t like to let people know about my life) but he and his now 14 friends, were always there, giving me happiness, hope, being my light in that dark tunnel that seemed never end, being my heroes. With his cuteness, his sweetness, his smile, he would light up even the darkest days. His dancing and rapping skills got me even more in love with him. They say that someday, somehow you will find the right, perfect man you will want to pass the rest of your life with, right? I think I’ve found that right, perfect man.

〈  Do you know the Japanese legend about the red string of fate? It says: ‘The two people connected by the red thread are destined lovers, regardless of place, time, or circumstances. This magical cord may stretch or tangle, but never break.’ I believe in it and I also believe that someday, regardless of place, time, or circumstances, we will meet again. 〉

Deep inside my heart, that angel will forever have a special spot.

Happy birthday, my special polaris star.

[next-to-hyukjae]

You came into the big emptiness in my heart.

[next-to-hyukjae]

why so handsome?

[next-to-hyukjae]

being cute after a little fight.

[next-to-hyukjae]

i’ve missed you so damn much, jung daehyun.

[next-to-hyukjae]

mark. stop - stop it.

[next-to-hyukjae]

keep smiling, cause you deserve the best.

my christmas wish this year is a truthful smile from you.

[next-to-hyukjae]

show them a lot of love. it's what they need the most right now.

[next-to-hyukjae]

no matter what, babys are always here for you.