01 - Pollyanna (I Believe in You) @nolavault - Tumblr Blog

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Welcome to my blog!! My activity on this site tends to fade in and out, so I'm mostly reblogs until I'm not. I'm autistic, I use she/her pronouns, and I tend to post about Sonic the Hedgehog, Deltarune/Undertale, Tourneys, and whatever my autism of the week is.

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#pollyanna posting #about me #new pinned #for the old really has dated itself.

a feeling so foolish . . .

Franmaya has been on the mind lately. Their dynamic in particular has been driving me insane. Everything Franziska's done has tied back to Phoenix and Edgeworth, of course, but that's because Phoenix's a defense attorney that opposes her and Edgeworth is her sibling. Maya Fey though? She's just Phoenix's assistant. And yet repeatedly, just about every stint Franziska's had in Japanifornia has revolved around her, intentional or not. It's got me thinking about Maya's authenticity vs. Franziska's forced perfection and so on and so forth. Anyways, I'm writing a fanfic about it. You should read it.

#pollyanna posting #text post #ace attorney #franziska von karma #maya fey #franmaya #fanfic #yuri #this first chapter is more of a franziska character study #in all honesty #but it's like a really good character study okay #i'm so sick and ill about franziska von karma

The shonen jump always-training-to-be-stronger anime protagonist except it's a trans woman in a show titled "Hit Like A Girl"

#pollyanna posting #i haven't posted in like a year what's up #text post #trans #transfem #just spitballing here

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I just want to get dicked down again =/

#pollyanna posting #trans #deltarune #accidentally made something beautiful

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Debated even making a post about this, but it really sucks that the oversexulization of trans women is treated like online micro-discourse. Transfeminity being seen purely as sexual is the basis fueling a HUGE percentage of the transphobia sweeping through the US and UK. Behind almost every single bathroom bill and legislation defining being trans as obscene is a politician saying something akin to “we need to protect womens spaces from dangerous biological males who will sneak in and sexually assault them.” People automatically assuming trans women to be sexual predators is exactly why groomer became the go-to insult on the right.

So of course trans women on tumblr get mad when you say “why are you posting about misogyny when we could be fucking? 😋” or respond to them asking you to be normal about trans women with a “YESSS I LOVE GIRLCOCK step on me tgirls 😍” It’s perpetuating the same problem in the other direction.

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and to be clear, it "going the other way" is also a massive part of the problem- I think we were either the second or third biggest category on PornHub last year, Alex Jones was caught with transfem porn tabs open, and it's a simple fact that we are at risk of sexual assault.

a lot of cis men (not all, but more than you probably think) have a desire for transfeminine bodies, and that desire often leads to shame, which is externalized as violence against us and circles back to viewing us as sexual objects more than people.

i've said this before- the sexualization and fetishization of the transfeminine body is just a huge part of transmisogyny that so many tme queer people i see and talk to just... don't seem to pick up on?

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There is another way

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By the Nine, keep your whore mouth shut

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Pretty sure the other way involves keeping your whore mouth open

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i've done it. i've created something causing me so much regret everything else seems meaningless now.

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every so often someone will interact with this again and i'm forced to remember my past mishaps

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CALLING UPON ALL YEE WHO FOLLOW ME! TOGETHER, WE ARE STRONG. TOGETHER, WE CAN MAKE THIS SITE IN OUR IMAGE. UNITE. WE ARE ONE TODAY. SPREAD THIS POST TO ALL CORNERS OF TUMBLR! TOGETHER, WE WILL RISE!!!

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no please

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I love you being trans I love you trans women i love you gender exploration I love you self discovery

[link to the Reddit post]

[ID: two screenshots of a reddit post on r/offmychest by user awaythrowjessie, titled "My girlfriend made me realize I'd be happier as a woman". it reads as follows:

I am 33, born male, and have had major self image issues my entire life. I hated seeing myself in mirrors, pictures, you name it. I honestly thought it was kinda normal so I just accepted it.

Now about 3 weeks ago I was at my girlfriends house, we have been dating a little over a year now, and have plans to move in together soon. Now recently she has shaved her head to support of her friends with cancer (side note thenl treatments for that friend are going very well). She had since bought some wigs to wear while her hair grows back out. We were joking around as I have male pattern baldness, and when she went to the bathroom I jokingly threw a wig on and waited. She came our, saw me we laughed for a bit and she said "you know I think you'd make a pretty girl" we laughed some more but those words triggered something in me.

Cut to a few night's ago she asked why I've been acting weird lately and I just told her how i was feeling. She said "alright let's do this " and when I asked what she told me she was going to give me a bit of a makeover and put me in one of her dresses and if i liked it then good. I was nervous and asked what if I did like it would she still be attracted to me. She just responded with "Baby you know I'm bi, guy or girl you're still mine." Her words reassured me honestly i love her so much.

Anyways she finished the make up, fitted a wig on me perfectly and got me in a dress and even helped me put a bra on and stuff in a little so i could see what breasts would kinda look like on me. Now I expected to see myself in the mirror, laugh this off and move on right, but I didn't. She did an unbelievable job, like I looked like I had been born a woman, and when I saw myself in the mirror for the first time in my entire life, I liked what I saw. I probably stared at myself for a good 10 minutes before she finally asked me something. She asked what I wanted to be called. After a few seconds I said Jessie, I always like the name Jessie. She whispered in my ear "well Jessie, you look beautiful." And that was it, I knew this was who i wanted to be.

I'm nervous now though, my friends will accept it but my family are, well let's just say not very progressive. But this is what I want.

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there’s an update!!

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[ID: A screenshot of a Reddit post from r/offmychest by user awaythrowjessie, titled “I went out as Jessie for the first time and I was honestly surprised”. The screenshot reads: Hello everyone, this is an official follow up to my previous post that went viral and caught me off guard.

So me and my girlfriend, (Who has officially agreed to disclose her name lol) Emily, had gone shopping for me to get me outfits and the like. Earlier today i put on one of those outfits and officially faced the world as Jessie for the first time.

To say I was nervous would be an understatement. We went to our local mall and I was almost shaking, thankfully Emily calmed me down and said if anyone said anything mean to me she'd handle it, then playfully threw up her hands like a boxer lol. We stepped inside and started walking around going in stores and I noticed something, no one was staring. Like at all. I live in an area that still has issues with LGBTQ people so I was afraid of staring or aggressive people. But none of that happened. People greeted me, the store workers were kind and nobody looked at me like I was weird. I felt comfortable, and Emily even said she saw someone check me put, though i doubt that.

This was unbelievable to me and honestly I felt like myself. I feels nice that I can go out without worrying about Judging eyes.

To all the supporters of my previous post thank you, you have made me happy. Ill keep this account going to let you join me in my journey and once I'm confident enough I'll post up some pics of me and Emily too :) end ID]

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I'd much rather people reblogged this version of the post than any other at this time btw

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This sounds like such a wonderful experience

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over christmas when i came out fully to my mom she did tell me i was beautiful and gave me some of her old jewelry and told me she was excited to have another daughter and that was all wonderful, but the part that meant the most to me was when i told her "i want to get my facial hair taken care of sooner than later, the whole "girl" thing is a lot easier to swallow when im shaved" and she examined my use of the phrase "it's a lot easier to swallow" and said "Scout, I didn't have a good relationship with my mother. you know that." (i did know that, my grandma was NOT good to my mother) "but your grandma kim [friend of my grandma's, unrelated by blood in any way, but was adopted as a grandma through familial osmosis] was the greatest woman who's ever been in my life. and up until the day she died, she had a beard and a moustache [which is true, my grandma kim, a cis woman, had VERY thick facial hair]. if you kept your facial hair for the rest of your life i wouldnt think of you as less of a woman" and ya know what? THAT'S the part of her support that made me cry.

my grandma kim was an amazing woman and she had peach fuzz that she didnt give a FUCK about. and everyone loved her.

you can have your own fuzz too, and that doesn't make you not a woman.

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If at first you do not Uppies, wobble-try again

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Congrats on opening the new Shop! What kind of "junk" are you selling?

They insist it's SUPER high quality junk.

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why can rockstar games institutionalise you for life like nikita kruschev for being autistic

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He didn't steal 10 million dollars. They made that number up as a loss, they never fucking had it. Rockstar has spent more than a billion fucking dollars on GTA VI and will likely make billions more when it gets released.

Uber is a fucking shell game of a company designed to leech investor capital and output bootleg cabs.

Nvidia posted a profit in 2023 of $4.37 billion. This is like someone stealing less than a penny from me.

And they lock this kid in a prison hospital for LIFE?

Capitalism is disgusting.