I'll make some big intro post eventually, but for now...
You can call us Null (but that might change. We don't feel comfortable putting our system name out there yet). I'm just hoping to find some community. I'd prefer to talk to people bodily 21+ only but I'm ok with 18+ interactions. I'm not very good at talking about myself, but feel free to ask any questions and we'll answer what we're comfortable with, or DM us if you wanna talk. Please read the blog description for basic info^^
I'm an OSDD system who uses I/we interchangeably depending on the context and comfortably, and we use they/them mostly for our overall system but he/him is also ok with most of us. If pronouns matter to us then we'll clarify per-post. We're collectively queer and best identify as genderfluid and transmasc for the most part.
We all firmly believe that systems come from trauma so most of us view the term "traumagenic" as unnecessarily repetitive. Different alters in our system accept varying levels of nuance (especially when it comes to spirituality) and most of us are anti-endo, so it's hard to say what our stance is exactly aside from anyone non "traumagenic" DNI so everyone can be comfortable. We're neurodivergent (diagnosed, just don't want to go into detail right now) and deal with chronic illness and chronic pain, and I'm currently trying to work through agoraphobia (thus the reason for this blog).
I'm in treatment, but still working with my psych to get on the right mix of meds. Before the agoraphobia for really bad, I used to be a big mental health advocate and did a lot of volunteer work, so I have some stuff and stories to share eventually, or if you ask the right questions I might share some sooner. If we don't respond to you, please know it's nothing personal. Some of our alters have their own accounts, so we may just not see it or we may not be comfortable answering it just yet.
(Might update this later to look more aesthetic, but that feels like too much work right now. We might also just make a whole new intro post with a proper format. Still deciding.)
Feel free to send asks or DM us if we follow you^^
Endo's + non "traumagenic" DNI. If you're going to be rude or hateful DNI. Minor's DNI [MDNI], basic DNI [no bigotry allowed]















