Neil Josten, post-game interview

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Neil Josten, post-game interview
sometimes kevin reads exy rpf. heād break his right hand before admitting it, but if anyone were to find out, he has rationalized it enough to pass it off as a normal thing to do (or so he thinks). he would say itās a helpful gauge to see what fans think of him as a person, which is important because image is a big part of his career and ergo his likelihood of survival, because of ichirou
that being said, thereās this one fic. and itās a mafia au. and the more he reads, the more suspicious he gets. itās all very accurate, except all of the friendships he has are portrayed as a lot more erotic. but thereās the yakuza⦠evermore being a coverup⦠riko being bashed to shreds, which is not the norm for these works⦠and then, a detail, so small, so insignificant, that it sends a shiver down kevinās spine. something a little bit embarrassing that no fan should know. he becomes as paranoid as neil for a couple of days, maybe even asks neil to have his contacts track down the ip adress of whoever wrote the fic -- and it's at fox tower. just as kevin's debating admitting all of this to the world only so that security can track whoever is obviously stalking him, he catches nicky updating the fic.
what the Trojans expected: violent dangerous giant ex raven š¹šŖ
what they got:
what the Foxes expected: traumatized poor baby angel runaway š„ŗš
what they got:
The fucking accuracy š
Our favorite instigator <3
āThis, isnāt worthless.ā
āThere is no āthisā. This is nothing.ā
āAnd I am nothing. And as youāve always said, you want nothing.ā
ā Nora Sakavic, The Kingās Men
u are a pipe bomb or whatever that blonde kid said
Neil hadnāt been kissed in four years
I think we donāt talk enough about Neilās understated sex appeal. I just know he lifts the hem of his shirt to wipe the sweat on his face on the treadmill, and on the one next to him Kevin trips and almost falls. I know his running shorts ride up at one point and there is a loud thump from the direction of Andrewās leg curl machine. I know he pours a bottle of water on his face and chest while running outside one day and some poor freshman girl gets a stroke unrelated to the heat. And the best part is heās completely unaware of it.
Kevin and Andrew going to see Jean and finding out Neil had also been there:
it's so funny and sad how jean thinks he's this unloveable thing meanwhile he's like the people's princess of the aftg universe. he won cat and laila over immediately and the rest of the trojans are completely obsessed with him. neil, kevin, and renee care about him so much and would do anything for him. andrew begrudgingly respects him and took his heavy-handed advice. thea calls him her little duckling. oh and jeremy knox is head-over-heels in love with him. he really is just that loveable
the funniest possible evolution of neilās trauma is him eventually becoming too comfortable
like this man spent his childhood memorizing exits and sleeping with shoes on and now heās thirty and yelling āandrew whereās my chargerā from another room like heās been domesticated beyond recognition
Neil hadnāt been kissed in four years
top 5 horror movies
-having a job
-not having a job
-applying for jobs
-the job market
-the concept of working my whole life
I'm so glad I live in a world where there's Archive of Our Own
something i love about andrew is his sheer unwillingness to acknowledge that he is extremely soft for neil. so andrew just resorts to acting all aggressive and bothered as he sneaks in the absolute sweetest acts of service possible.
that one time he notices neil struggling to open a protein bar wrapper with injured hands, so he snatches it out of neil's fingers, rips it open and dumps it back into neil's hands without a word.
andrew shoving his incredibly thoughtful gift of armbands at neil then stomping away. and he's already slit the ends of the tape because he'd already anticipated it'd hurt neil's hands to open them
can't forget the iconic shower scene where andrew scrubbed him dry with a towel, 'careful around his injuries and too-vigorous everywhere else'.
just can't be caught showing his junkie TOO much affection around here
Andrew pushes in the dashboard lighter, and Neil flinches at the click. A slow moment passes before Andrew grips it between three fingers and silently flicks it out the window. He won't acknowledge what happened beyond a tick in his jaw and a refusal to look at Neil's eyes from where he's staring in the passenger seat.
that's not the sort of theft he's worried about, Nicky
@jtl-fics your tag made me laugh š that sounds on brand for him, yeah (referencing this post)