[short exhale] okay, it's my second attempt at making this video
um [sniff] I just wanted to talk about what happened last week um, I opened up my dms to my followers for like a competition to s- [short exhale]
for those of you who don't know, I opened up my dms to my followers for like a competition where you could win a day with me on set on this new show that I'm working on and see a sneak peek of the project
um so last week I took five of these people with me to set and it went so badly, um which is embarrassing 'cause I thought that, you know, I thought- it should've been a fun time for all of us but I think like-
I think sometimes people forget I'm not just like a personality or an influencer, like I'm a real person, and so I made the mistake of assuming that these people were going to treat me with respect, um the studio with respect, the staff there with respect, and I was so wrong
um, almost immediately when we got there, one of the guys um drank from the chocolate river that I said was off limits, um another person brought their grandpa even after I said guests weren't allowed and they drank the pop that I told them not to drink and they floated up to the ceiling
[sniff] um a girl turned into a blueberry, uh someone completely destroyed my squirrel room, um a guy shrank himself down like little, like TV size um-
and this is all stuff by the way, that like I have to remedy, and my staff has to take time out of their day to remedy, so they spent days, you know, juicing that girl to try to get her into a regular girl again, um and stretching the guy and it didn't like- [teary tone] he's so tall and skinny and it, and it and he doesn't look right, and he doesn't look normal and I know that his family is devastated by that [sharp exhale] but it's just like- maybe that's my fault for opening that up to everyone but [sniff]
um then to top it all off to, you know, to find out today that the majority of those people also shared my special secrets with a guy in a tunnel, um which if you have been following me for any amount of time, you know my special secrets are kind of all I have
so [sniff] all that to say I wont be doing the competition next year and um yeah people suck
